"You made me cry today!!!"
May 11th 2007 02:58
i missed you the second i left. shoot, i missed you before i even left. i HATE when you work a shift i can't say goodbye. i've been staying busy, which i know is normal, but it feels different because i can't see you. staying busy so i don't have time to be homesick, hubby sick and sad. Then you called today. you call everyday and usualy twice, but today was different. i could tell you werent ok. when aksed what was wrong, i knew the answer before you even said it but still wanted to hear it for myself. "Because i wont see you for a week. " i cried as soon as you said it, and then cried when i latter told Wendi. i felt like a dork. i cry everytime i say something mushy about you. i wrote down all the things i love about you so she could make me a poem for my message in the bottle. i cried when i told about your hands. i burned paper to look antique for you today.
gotta cut this short. Damn, i'm getting kicked out. <soft smile>
i adore you. you are my today, my tomarow and my yesterday.
luv always and forever, your wife.
Tammy
i adore you. you are my today, my tomarow and my yesterday.
luv always and forever, your wife.
Tammy
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Comment by David
Does anyone really understand
how long a week is
when it's measured in moments?
Not seconds. Moments.
Moments of Love?
Does anyone really know
how many moments there are in
one second
of
separation?
Those who truly love do.
That's for sure and damn straight!
We've only been separated for a week but that's a long time in terms of moments (Sentences can be like that, too
I so wanted to write something about all this
but I couldn't find
the right words
So I burnt a piece of paper antique
And all I'm writing on it is
I miss you terriblly
And I'm sending it to you
as though is was sent
a thousand years ago ...
Cos that's how long a week seems to me
when I'm separated from you ...
God help me
get through this next week of moments ...
(Tell Wendi, I'm relieving her of poetry duties, so she can attend to packing. I've got all the time in the world ... I'm single ...
Comment by DuskDevi
Rugby World Cup 2007
Everything you say here...I feel.
I am like this with my husband...
He and I have to be apart (for work reasons) most weekdays and it's getting harder and harder...not easier...every week.
When I wake up and see him and see him smiling at me...or grinning because he's done something like shake my pillow to wake me up...I just glow...giggle...I shiver... tingle...I feel like a puppy!
And then when he has to leave...the light gets switched off...oh I still see the world in vibrant tones but...it's all a bit muted.
I love the love you feel...your husband feels...this is the way love should be...
much warmth Tammy...you'll be home soon...and in your house too...enjoy the rest of your holiday, say "hello" to Lioness...
Dusk
Comment by Nickoftime's Sanity Corner
what beautiful thoughts and heartfelt sentiments...you're so lucky to have someone to love and someone who loves you back with equal intensity...
I only wish we were all that lucky!
Take care,
Your zen buddy,
Nick
Comment by charliesgirl_992000
Histeries, Mysteries and what not
Lifes little slices
Mystical Creativity
realy sweet!!!!
Tammy
Comment by charliesgirl_992000
Histeries, Mysteries and what not
Lifes little slices
Mystical Creativity
Take care, Tammy
Comment by charliesgirl_992000
Histeries, Mysteries and what not
Lifes little slices
Mystical Creativity
i hope you find a perfect love one day. you seem like a great guy and sherly diserve that.
Take care my Zen friend!!!
Tammy
Comment by Ash
Australian Traveller
Flashes of memories
hugs
ash
Comment by charliesgirl_992000
Histeries, Mysteries and what not
Lifes little slices
Mystical Creativity
take care my friend!!!
Tammy
Comment by Kleonaptra
Kalikapsychosis
I thought I was independant, and confident, and needing no one....
7 years ago I met Kman, and any second we have to spend apart is torture....
They dont tell you how comfortable true love really is....That just being NEAR someone can make the whole world right....
And I have to teach my man the 'easy animal basics' too *grin* I dont think Kman could deliver a litter without me!
Comment by charliesgirl_992000
Histeries, Mysteries and what not
Lifes little slices
Mystical Creativity
I love what you shared here!!!
Thanks for being here, Tammy