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Lifes little slices - by charliesgirl_992000

"You made me cry today!!!"

May 11th 2007 02:58
i missed you the second i left. shoot, i missed you before i even left. i HATE when you work a shift i can't say goodbye. i've been staying busy, which i know is normal, but it feels different because i can't see you. staying busy so i don't have time to be homesick, hubby sick and sad. Then you called today. you call everyday and usualy twice, but today was different. i could tell you werent ok. when aksed what was wrong, i knew the answer before you even said it but still wanted to hear it for myself. "Because i wont see you for a week. " i cried as soon as you said it, and then cried when i latter told Wendi. i felt like a dork. i cry everytime i say something mushy about you. i wrote down all the things i love about you so she could make me a poem for my message in the bottle. i cried when i told about your hands. i burned paper to look antique for you today.

gotta cut this short. Damn, i'm getting kicked out. <soft smile>
i adore you. you are my today, my tomarow and my yesterday.
luv always and forever, your wife.
Tammy
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Comment by David

May 11th 2007 03:28
Burning Paper Antique

Does anyone really understand
how long a week is
when it's measured in moments?

Not seconds. Moments.

Moments of Love?

Does anyone really know
how many moments there are in
one second




of



separation?




Those who truly love do.
That's for sure and damn straight!

We've only been separated for a week but that's a long time in terms of moments (Sentences can be like that, too

I so wanted to write something about all this
but I couldn't find
the right words

So I burnt a piece of paper antique

And all I'm writing on it is

I miss you terriblly

And I'm sending it to you

as though is was sent
a thousand years ago ...

Cos that's how long a week seems to me
when I'm separated from you ...

God help me
get through this next week of moments ...


(Tell Wendi, I'm relieving her of poetry duties, so she can attend to packing. I've got all the time in the world ... I'm single ...

Comment by DuskDevi

May 11th 2007 04:35
Tammy...

Everything you say here...I feel.
I am like this with my husband...
He and I have to be apart (for work reasons) most weekdays and it's getting harder and harder...not easier...every week.

When I wake up and see him and see him smiling at me...or grinning because he's done something like shake my pillow to wake me up...I just glow...giggle...I shiver... tingle...I feel like a puppy!

And then when he has to leave...the light gets switched off...oh I still see the world in vibrant tones but...it's all a bit muted.

I love the love you feel...your husband feels...this is the way love should be...

much warmth Tammy...you'll be home soon...and in your house too...enjoy the rest of your holiday, say "hello" to Lioness...

Dusk

Comment by Nickoftime's Sanity Corner

May 11th 2007 05:49
Tammy,

what beautiful thoughts and heartfelt sentiments...you're so lucky to have someone to love and someone who loves you back with equal intensity...

I only wish we were all that lucky!

Take care,

Your zen buddy,

Nick

Comment by charliesgirl_992000

May 12th 2007 01:41
David, "That was sooo nice of you to write this. it's absolutely beautiful. i'd LOVE to put it in my message in a bottle, with "written by ausie David my Orble friend' on it if you don't mind
realy sweet!!!!
Tammy

Comment by charliesgirl_992000

May 12th 2007 01:46
Dusk, Love like these we have are very rare. i LOVE the way you wrote that. it's very lovely love and i sooo know that tingle and shiver. i get that tigle and shiver everytime my hubby wears his green mill work pants home. OMG they drive me nuts. i always wanted to marry a mill man. all my life. i just love the kind of greasy guy. gives me butterflies just talking about him. <huge smile>
Take care, Tammy

Comment by charliesgirl_992000

May 12th 2007 01:52
Nick, my hubby is a one of a kind. very sweet!!! he delivered pups today bless his heart!!! the first one came out with it's stomache missing. she was only 3/4 the size of the other two. poor thing. she died shortly after she was born. about 30 minutes fighting for life. nothing could be done. he called me, talking to me as more where born. three total. two where born perfect. i can't wait to see them. i can't wait to see him. he's an incredable man. his first delivery. i thought she'd hold off until i was home. but she had them early. he's seen us do them plenty. the mama's pretty much do the work all theirself. we just cut and tie cords, suction out the mouth. such like that.
i hope you find a perfect love one day. you seem like a great guy and sherly diserve that.
Take care my Zen friend!!!
Tammy

Comment by Ash

May 12th 2007 23:14
Ah Tammy I hope you feel better now - only a few more days to go... absense makes the heart grow fonder

hugs
ash

Comment by charliesgirl_992000

May 13th 2007 02:34
Ash, yep, i'm doing much better. hubby is on midnights now instead of afternoons and no doubles now for a bit. so i can call him anytime all day long. That sooo helps. <soft smile> just to hear his voice and see his huge smile through the phone. it's amazing how you can see a smile through the phone just by hearing it in his voice.
take care my friend!!!
Tammy

Comment by Kleonaptra

May 14th 2007 05:25
Isnt it amazing howlove makes fools of us all....
I thought I was independant, and confident, and needing no one....
7 years ago I met Kman, and any second we have to spend apart is torture....
They dont tell you how comfortable true love really is....That just being NEAR someone can make the whole world right....
And I have to teach my man the 'easy animal basics' too *grin* I dont think Kman could deliver a litter without me!

Comment by charliesgirl_992000

May 23rd 2007 06:03
Kleo, i'm sooo glad to hear of someone else who has found that perfect true love. i don't seem to meet many people these days taht have that,or even knows what the words mean. it's saddens me how people can treat other people. we all dissurve that true love and to not play games with love.
I love what you shared here!!!
Thanks for being here, Tammy

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