Would it be my fault if I could turn you on?
October 11th 2006 23:01
I know... the sex thing is starting to feel a little old. But I cant shake the dreams...Im not complaining, Im just having restless nights. I dont know about other women out there, but I tend to get very horny when Aunty Flow comes to visit. Everything in my body seems hyersensitive...and every touch is electric. Or at least, thats how it feels. And I just cant scratch the itch... I feel like Im out of my mind half the week, and it usually means that I scrub the house out... from top to bottom, to try and get my mind into a different thought zone.
At the moment, Im also trying to help get things together for my 21st. I've been busy calling everyone, having a laugh with a few and recieving profuse apologies for those who cant come... Im just looking forward to it because I know he'll be there. He promised this is the one thing he wasnt going to stand me up on. And Im being foolish and letting myself believe that. I know that he's going to bail... he has this thing where he thinks my family is out to get him...or that he doesnt fit in with the gang, and its not like I can console that thought when I have the same doubts myself - that is, that I dont fit in with my family.... I guess, we'll know for sure when the day of the party arrives.
At the moment, Im also trying to help get things together for my 21st. I've been busy calling everyone, having a laugh with a few and recieving profuse apologies for those who cant come... Im just looking forward to it because I know he'll be there. He promised this is the one thing he wasnt going to stand me up on. And Im being foolish and letting myself believe that. I know that he's going to bail... he has this thing where he thinks my family is out to get him...or that he doesnt fit in with the gang, and its not like I can console that thought when I have the same doubts myself - that is, that I dont fit in with my family.... I guess, we'll know for sure when the day of the party arrives.
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