What if....
March 1st 2008 04:05
What if..... March 1st 2008 04:03
Ok,so tonight is bad.My facial pain is bad.I want to take the med,I may need to,but at night it usually gives me nightmares.But the pain in escalating.This is a symptom that used to come and go.Now,it is almost always part of me,just like the migraine.
I have a neuro appt on Monday.I have little hope he'll be able to help me.The local hospital is in shambles,possibly on the verge of closing.
I will most likely take my chances and take the med.The weather is a trigger for this face pain.I want to scream out,please,someone help me.Someone must have an answer.
I wonder if I need an mri, a cat scan.My sister has ms and parkinson's.She suffered migraines years ago,but only for about a year.
I have these other symptoms now,maybe an mri,a cat scan.But with no insurance,it's doubtful.I don't know.I know when I had insurance and had these done,my head was "fine."
I don't want to do this anymore.I don't want to be in limbo.I feel even with the diagnosis of migraine,it's not enough.No one seems to care about migraine or if they do,what good does it do,when there is no answer.
I want respect,I want my life,I want answers,I need relief.And not just for myself,for other migraineurs.I'm tired.What if I don't get answers.What if there is no relief.What if things progress even worse.What if....
Ok,so tonight is bad.My facial pain is bad.I want to take the med,I may need to,but at night it usually gives me nightmares.But the pain in escalating.This is a symptom that used to come and go.Now,it is almost always part of me,just like the migraine.
I have a neuro appt on Monday.I have little hope he'll be able to help me.The local hospital is in shambles,possibly on the verge of closing.
I will most likely take my chances and take the med.The weather is a trigger for this face pain.I want to scream out,please,someone help me.Someone must have an answer.
I have these other symptoms now,maybe an mri,a cat scan.But with no insurance,it's doubtful.I don't know.I know when I had insurance and had these done,my head was "fine."
I don't want to do this anymore.I don't want to be in limbo.I feel even with the diagnosis of migraine,it's not enough.No one seems to care about migraine or if they do,what good does it do,when there is no answer.
I want respect,I want my life,I want answers,I need relief.And not just for myself,for other migraineurs.I'm tired.What if I don't get answers.What if there is no relief.What if things progress even worse.What if....
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Comment by Tracy
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I hope your MRI goes OK.
Tracy