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'MIA' was my best friend.. - by vizza

'MIA' was my best friend.. - January 2007

wake up..

January 17th 2007 03:33

I dont wanna ''wake up'' from this. This is now who I am, this is vizza, this is my life.
Mia is my lifestyle.
If Im lost she holds onto me, If Im cold she keeps me warm, Shes my safety.
Im not dreaming anymore Im living again, Im happy.
Im standing in the ocean, chilled water slamming up against my chest causing me to lose my breath. My body jolts. Its refreshing.
Maybe Im so out of it that I am dreaming I feel alive? Sometimes it scares me to think Im not alive and my life is only a mere dream, I feel invincible.
Then..
Im finding it difficult to catch my breath or take one I feel so submerged in water the pressure hard to withstand. Negative thoughts are squeezing through the gaps. I cant sink, the only way to stay afloat is to give in so I do. So to feel alive i cause that pain, I purge.

I have no regrets choosing this road. I splash my face to cool my cheeks dab my eyes and take a few gulps of water to ease my throat. It feels prickly.
Relax.
Sharp yet soothin ache caresses my stomach.
My knuckles are bleeding.. Im calm

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Comment by Lily

January 17th 2007 03:47

Ars Poetica

maybe, when your mum starts getting sick from worry, and ends up in hospital or dead, you might seek some help... in the meantime, indulge away in your 'happy' little MIA dream ...

~Lily

Comment by David my David

January 17th 2007 05:16

Vizza ...

Love it ... (Not spoiling it with comments ...

David ...

Comment by Tracy

January 17th 2007 06:22

Movies and Life

Hi Vizza and Lily

I've changed my comment as it came out the wrong way and I certainly didn't mean any offence. I was just confused about a couple of things.

Best wishes to you both,

Tracy

Comment by Lily

January 17th 2007 07:24

Ars Poetica

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