I feel like my heart is partially full because part of it is empty. It has tried so hard to tell me about its emptiness but I have tried to ignore its message. Its empty voice made me realized that I am sinking in the dim and lifeless sea. I then felt cold from my loneliness when I heard its voice. There is nothing that I can accomplish to fulfill its need. I have done everything I possibly could but its voice could not find its destination.

He does not know there is desperate voice has been calling for his attention after all these time. He does not even notice that this aching and heartbreaking voice actually exists. The chance or probability that this recurring voice would reach to him is next to none. The feeling is far from hopelessness – it is numb dead.

We were once at the same place and at the same time without the awareness of each other's existence. When I found out about the slight chance that was lost, it was too late. Only if I could go back in time to catch it and never let it go. I cried out for my misfortune. I need an angel and his wings to carry me to him because I feel so weak and exhausted.

I hope God would answer my prayer and grant me a miracle. I don't know what I can possibly do to ease my suffering without thinking about tormenting myself. My soul is desperately seeking for its mate, my heart is longing for an opportunity to fulfill its empty spot, and I am craving for his passionate love. It seemed like I have been waiting for his returning voice for ages…

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Being Lonely and Being Alone

April 2nd 2007 03:21

Some of my friends are confused about the difference between being lonely and being alone. Being lonely is more like you have lots of toys but you just don’t enjoy them. On the other hand, being alone is when you don’t have any toys at all. Does not matter which category you belong to, but the bottom line is the most important thing is having the lifestyle that makes you happy – the value of the time that you want to spend.

Having many friends in your life does not make you less lonely. On contrary, sometimes, you only need one person to fulfill all your needs. Have you ever tried going out with many friends, the evening seemed crowded with all the people that you think you like, but you still felt the emptiness inside. And when the party was over, you still would come back to your lonely nest, take a shower, go to bed, and get ready for another day.

Perhaps, you only need one particular significant other; someone that you have been looking for to see after a long day of work. With whom you rather spend a quiet and meaningful evening. You don’t have to impress or dazzle this person as you try to do with your friends or your co-workers. You just want to be your real-self.

Solitude is hard to live with for some, but by getting anyone from the bar, or any other convenient occasion to be with because you are alone and lonely, is a big mistake. Sometimes, due to desperation or fear of being alone, you might be attracted to many people with bad personality traits.

I have never been anti-social in my whole life. However, I really enjoy my solitude without feeling lonely. The free time allows me to read a good book, watch an interesting movie, write a good article, and most of all to do some deep thinking.

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