Think of Me
As I start this letter to you today, my deeper emotions and Utopian form of reality seems ore like a dream when I give it more thought. There are those many moments that I have often spoken of in the past that emerges you to heights that centers my soul and purpose for living. It is in these many moments I must choose one to concentrate on, and that spurns the involvement of what I am all about with you in mind. In our recent conversations, we have seemed to find a bond that creates this tighter connection, and in these talks, it is all about what are we going to do when we reach a certain point in this relationship and not really what we are doing while living in the one we need to fully acknowledge and appreciate. The difference is that where we are and want to be in this truly matters and needs to get our full attention. I think what I have learned in life, is that it is important to make many realistic goals to reach for. Now once you reach one of your goals, there must be another one already formulated and on the same pace and pattern on what you are already doing. The goal is to reach for a final destination to continue and grow while learning as you go along. If we can do this, the cycle of positive energy and recycled passion will fuel the already strong and healthy relationship, and limit our troubles while having a limitless future for happiness. We cannot lose interest in each other, and more importantly, the relationship that is stronger than both of our connection and us. The thing that holds us together in this unity of romance is communication and complete understanding, not just love and cosmetic attraction. We must look beyond what we can see and find a what moves us, if we can do that and pin point the interactions between us that separate us, we will become closer and attack each element of doubt in full force to excel n our love. We must find that common denominator in what brought us together, understand it, acknowledge it and respect it as the power that we cannot control. I for one feel helpless in this pool of emotions that are labeled by those that have drowned in it foolishly. I'm no fool, and I do not want to drown, but swim in unison with you. I want to be your best friend, your supporter, ear to hear your cries for help and the pages in your personal diary that will never be shared, but understood to help us grow into a best selling novel. So as you read this, think of the many moments I am creating in your mind right now, and more importantly, think of me.
Now part of this growth process involves us relating to each others wants and needs. Everything is relative, as is everything else is important. Nothing is too big or too small to be addressed. What ever needs you have are wants I need to know. To eliminate doubt is a constant work in progress, and in doing this labor, trust and understanding builds a more cohesive unit. Now each of us must be realistic in what we want and need, so that way the other party has a legitimate chance of fulfilling that prophecy and desire. Things outside of each others control can not be helped, so a compromise in a firm objective way, sheds
light on all things held secretly in the dark. We can accomplish anything if we know everything. It is only when doubt or assumption shows its face, is when failure and regression takes over and puts a mask on reality. I cannot do anything if I know nothing, and you cannot be there for me if I am over somewhere else. The truth only hurts when lies are the foundation of joy, so honesty, however brutal, will surface all that is good and cipher out all that is not, if our main purpose and goal is to succeed. I have given you the greatest gift that has been uniquely made for this earth, me, and you have the power to nurture and develop me, or destroy and mute my voice on life. I have belief in you beyond your own understanding, and trust that your heart is filled with my blood that flows freely with no conditions. I am making the ultimate decision, not sacrifice, but decision to be with you. I am not giving up anything and gaining more than I know, for it is unseen and not yet proven, but felt in a way like never before. My reputation as a man means everything to me, and many
times, people place expectations on me beyond the ones they place upon themselves. I will always do my best, but there will be times I need for you to be better than yourself for me. There will be times I need for you to fuel me, not for you to shine, but for me to glow in your efforts. You will be my voice when I speak, the ink in my pen and definition of each word that comes out of my mouth. We need to be one, and just because the world will see the two of us when we walk down the street and ultimately say our vows to the Lord above in love, they need to feel and hear one sound because we will be in rhythm marching proudly together. It won't matter who leads and who follows because we are step by step keeping each other in line for something better and greater than ourselves, our relationship. It helps no one if one is up or the other down. My pain is your signal to lift up the joy we have stored in our joint bank account to balance our emotions. If you are hungry and cold and me
arm and fed, then we are off balance and both starving. If that ever happens, we can not grow and will stay idle, which will limit our development and trust in each others welfare as participants in this so called relationship. Each day is another chance to increase our security in each other, as it is another chance to lose what we are working for, the ultimate love that was our first goal in the first place. So as you think of these words, listen to the music in your head and find a rhythm for us to dance to, and think of me.
Now the development and feeling you have in your heart right now is pure love. The tears you are holding back in your eyes and confessions you are telling yourself in your mind, are not mine yet but yours, because you haven't told me the things I need to hear. If you had, I wouldn’t be writing this letter to you, and don't get me wrong, I know I need to be reading your letters more closely, even if they are not on paper yet and displayed in your words and actions. But it goes far beyond the words and actions, these things must be heart felt and truly believed beyond speculation. Now nothing is wrong with us, but all is not completely right if you know what I mean. If you have a problem communicating, solve it, because our relationship is at stake and what ever you give it, you will receive. The best way not to fail is to understand and acknowledge what it takes to succeed. One reason I was this all American basketball player is because I constantly practiced on my strengths, not my weaknesses. I did this in the rain, when I was sick, tired and when many things were interfering with what could have been my development and difference in being a good player or outstanding student of the game. The more you do something, the better you get, that is a fact, and routine takes a backseat to nothing in a two-seater car if done correctly. Think of our relationship as our soon to be first-born child. They first must be conceived, nurtured, born and given air to breath.Once they are cared for and fed, they start growing and learning what it takes to live in this world. They first lay in your arms, then crawl, fall and then walk around innocently looking for who knows what. For some reason they are not aware of their surroundings, but feel safe because you as a parent would never put them in a position to fail. A relationship is the same way. We must be everything to each other, and not be afraid to wear different hats to secure our relationship from falling down and hurting its self. You must be my wife, friend, lover, slut, bitch, support and all, as I need to be your husband, man, asshole, playboy, stud and all negative and positive to secure each others needs. We must be able to be all to each other, to not allow outside interest to
intercept each need we will have realistically or may develop throughout the course of
our relationship. In doing these things, I will never stray and you will constantly, think of
me as everything you need and want, because you my dear, are in total control of thinking of me and what you want me to be.
Now one thing we need to do, is we need to accept each other fully. I must be able to say yes, she is it in each area and accept her perfectly flawed characteristics, as she will mine. I will pay attention naturally to her quirks as I do her interest. You will understand my way of thinking, not because we are together, but because it is in your interest as well. You will be able to shop for me, introduce me proudly to your friends and family, and take me shopping with you. You will do this out of love, not out of obligation. You will get gifts just because, not because of some way of gaining points or getting myself out of any bad situation. We will be able to trust each other, and able to give each other the space we need to grow as individuals to bring back a strong approach to the relationship. You will constantly be dated and courted by me, and understand that my work load is not a burden or distraction, but a avenue for us to open more doors for our future. You can tell me your secrets, your fantasies, your desires, concerns and trivial events because they affect me, which in turn, affect us. One of my goals is to be so comfortable that I can see you with no make up, and you smell my farts when I'm on the couch watching my Cowboys win the super bowl. To be able to make love in the morning with bad breathe, and to be able to laugh at each other without each other feeling bad or embarrassed. To be able to pick out my clothes, shower with me, shave me, allow me to serve you like the queen you are and humbly brag to all about how loved you are. You will not be happy when you get gifts from me, but expect it because you deserve it and them. To be able to do what the other party says without hesitation because each of us knows that if the other cares and loves, they would never place the other in a bad or negative situation. The reason I am courting and dating you this way is to learn more about you and myself. I have done this dating thing for one way so long and it has not worked out the way I wanted. But then again, maybe it has, and prepared me for you. You see its not about the money or lack of, its about finding the ONE and making them feel and believe they are the one and only. I have started this, and have every intention on finishing it. What I am doing is showing you the difference with me in your life, and me not in it. What you can have with an effort you have given and the one you can give. As many guys that want you and ask you out for what ever reason, that many more women want me. But its not about just wants, its about needs. You should never beg me for anything, but tell me what is to be because you have that much power. Think about it, I gave it to you freely and with no conditions and waiting for you to delegate it towards me. I know what I can do alone, I want you to be the backbone of this relationship. I want to follow you and guide you while I steer the vehicle we both are in. So if you are lonely, tell me. But just don't say it, make me understand because it is the teacher that is at fault if the student does not learn, not the student that gets the bad grade. If you are horny or aroused, tell me in depth so I understand the scale you are on. That way I can judge the effort I need to give and the affect I am having on you. If you are afraid, relay that fear to me so I can take away the pain and allow you to feel the joy of living. I am happy to be with you, but want the relationship more celebrated than each of us individually. So read this, understand it and read it again. Write to me and above all else, think of me because I want to love you beyond the words I just wrote down for you and you only. So please, think of me
Now part of this growth process involves us relating to each others wants and needs. Everything is relative, as is everything else is important. Nothing is too big or too small to be addressed. What ever needs you have are wants I need to know. To eliminate doubt is a constant work in progress, and in doing this labor, trust and understanding builds a more cohesive unit. Now each of us must be realistic in what we want and need, so that way the other party has a legitimate chance of fulfilling that prophecy and desire. Things outside of each others control can not be helped, so a compromise in a firm objective way, sheds
light on all things held secretly in the dark. We can accomplish anything if we know everything. It is only when doubt or assumption shows its face, is when failure and regression takes over and puts a mask on reality. I cannot do anything if I know nothing, and you cannot be there for me if I am over somewhere else. The truth only hurts when lies are the foundation of joy, so honesty, however brutal, will surface all that is good and cipher out all that is not, if our main purpose and goal is to succeed. I have given you the greatest gift that has been uniquely made for this earth, me, and you have the power to nurture and develop me, or destroy and mute my voice on life. I have belief in you beyond your own understanding, and trust that your heart is filled with my blood that flows freely with no conditions. I am making the ultimate decision, not sacrifice, but decision to be with you. I am not giving up anything and gaining more than I know, for it is unseen and not yet proven, but felt in a way like never before. My reputation as a man means everything to me, and many
times, people place expectations on me beyond the ones they place upon themselves. I will always do my best, but there will be times I need for you to be better than yourself for me. There will be times I need for you to fuel me, not for you to shine, but for me to glow in your efforts. You will be my voice when I speak, the ink in my pen and definition of each word that comes out of my mouth. We need to be one, and just because the world will see the two of us when we walk down the street and ultimately say our vows to the Lord above in love, they need to feel and hear one sound because we will be in rhythm marching proudly together. It won't matter who leads and who follows because we are step by step keeping each other in line for something better and greater than ourselves, our relationship. It helps no one if one is up or the other down. My pain is your signal to lift up the joy we have stored in our joint bank account to balance our emotions. If you are hungry and cold and me
arm and fed, then we are off balance and both starving. If that ever happens, we can not grow and will stay idle, which will limit our development and trust in each others welfare as participants in this so called relationship. Each day is another chance to increase our security in each other, as it is another chance to lose what we are working for, the ultimate love that was our first goal in the first place. So as you think of these words, listen to the music in your head and find a rhythm for us to dance to, and think of me.
Now the development and feeling you have in your heart right now is pure love. The tears you are holding back in your eyes and confessions you are telling yourself in your mind, are not mine yet but yours, because you haven't told me the things I need to hear. If you had, I wouldn’t be writing this letter to you, and don't get me wrong, I know I need to be reading your letters more closely, even if they are not on paper yet and displayed in your words and actions. But it goes far beyond the words and actions, these things must be heart felt and truly believed beyond speculation. Now nothing is wrong with us, but all is not completely right if you know what I mean. If you have a problem communicating, solve it, because our relationship is at stake and what ever you give it, you will receive. The best way not to fail is to understand and acknowledge what it takes to succeed. One reason I was this all American basketball player is because I constantly practiced on my strengths, not my weaknesses. I did this in the rain, when I was sick, tired and when many things were interfering with what could have been my development and difference in being a good player or outstanding student of the game. The more you do something, the better you get, that is a fact, and routine takes a backseat to nothing in a two-seater car if done correctly. Think of our relationship as our soon to be first-born child. They first must be conceived, nurtured, born and given air to breath.Once they are cared for and fed, they start growing and learning what it takes to live in this world. They first lay in your arms, then crawl, fall and then walk around innocently looking for who knows what. For some reason they are not aware of their surroundings, but feel safe because you as a parent would never put them in a position to fail. A relationship is the same way. We must be everything to each other, and not be afraid to wear different hats to secure our relationship from falling down and hurting its self. You must be my wife, friend, lover, slut, bitch, support and all, as I need to be your husband, man, asshole, playboy, stud and all negative and positive to secure each others needs. We must be able to be all to each other, to not allow outside interest to
intercept each need we will have realistically or may develop throughout the course of
our relationship. In doing these things, I will never stray and you will constantly, think of
me as everything you need and want, because you my dear, are in total control of thinking of me and what you want me to be.
Now one thing we need to do, is we need to accept each other fully. I must be able to say yes, she is it in each area and accept her perfectly flawed characteristics, as she will mine. I will pay attention naturally to her quirks as I do her interest. You will understand my way of thinking, not because we are together, but because it is in your interest as well. You will be able to shop for me, introduce me proudly to your friends and family, and take me shopping with you. You will do this out of love, not out of obligation. You will get gifts just because, not because of some way of gaining points or getting myself out of any bad situation. We will be able to trust each other, and able to give each other the space we need to grow as individuals to bring back a strong approach to the relationship. You will constantly be dated and courted by me, and understand that my work load is not a burden or distraction, but a avenue for us to open more doors for our future. You can tell me your secrets, your fantasies, your desires, concerns and trivial events because they affect me, which in turn, affect us. One of my goals is to be so comfortable that I can see you with no make up, and you smell my farts when I'm on the couch watching my Cowboys win the super bowl. To be able to make love in the morning with bad breathe, and to be able to laugh at each other without each other feeling bad or embarrassed. To be able to pick out my clothes, shower with me, shave me, allow me to serve you like the queen you are and humbly brag to all about how loved you are. You will not be happy when you get gifts from me, but expect it because you deserve it and them. To be able to do what the other party says without hesitation because each of us knows that if the other cares and loves, they would never place the other in a bad or negative situation. The reason I am courting and dating you this way is to learn more about you and myself. I have done this dating thing for one way so long and it has not worked out the way I wanted. But then again, maybe it has, and prepared me for you. You see its not about the money or lack of, its about finding the ONE and making them feel and believe they are the one and only. I have started this, and have every intention on finishing it. What I am doing is showing you the difference with me in your life, and me not in it. What you can have with an effort you have given and the one you can give. As many guys that want you and ask you out for what ever reason, that many more women want me. But its not about just wants, its about needs. You should never beg me for anything, but tell me what is to be because you have that much power. Think about it, I gave it to you freely and with no conditions and waiting for you to delegate it towards me. I know what I can do alone, I want you to be the backbone of this relationship. I want to follow you and guide you while I steer the vehicle we both are in. So if you are lonely, tell me. But just don't say it, make me understand because it is the teacher that is at fault if the student does not learn, not the student that gets the bad grade. If you are horny or aroused, tell me in depth so I understand the scale you are on. That way I can judge the effort I need to give and the affect I am having on you. If you are afraid, relay that fear to me so I can take away the pain and allow you to feel the joy of living. I am happy to be with you, but want the relationship more celebrated than each of us individually. So read this, understand it and read it again. Write to me and above all else, think of me because I want to love you beyond the words I just wrote down for you and you only. So please, think of me
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