suicide - I have come along way now
December 18th 2009 02:51
I have come along way now, since then; but I have never done it alone. How do you say to your self “I’m Sorry”? How do you say to your self “Please forgive me?” How do you make it right with your own soul? How do you make your spirit understand? How do you stand before your self and look your self in the eye and not be ashamed of your self? How many times have you stood before the mirror and hated the stench of your own body, soul and spirit? How do you try to make others believe that every thing about you on the inside as well as on the out side is great? How do you stop your self from reeking of guilt and shame, remorse and regret, and still know that you are never going to be free from the filth on the inside of your soul and spirit? And free from the truth that you can never stop your self from being who you are, and knowing that every thing you try to do ends in dismal failure? How do you tell every one from your parents to your frends to your boss and fellow workers and the doctors and psychiatrists and counsellors and faith healers and hypnotherapists, that none of their stuff ever works on you? And that you know and understand them from where their coming at with the advice they push into your ears, and that it never makes the slightest bit of difference, because you know, that there stuff never sinks in to us enough to take root in us permanently, NO, not even as far as into our soul and spirit.
That there is a thing which is stopping you and me from their stuff from taking root into the very depths of our soul and spirit - And of how you are so dirty on the inside that nothing can ever wash you clean and of that sheen of filth that surrounds you day and night. And of how you even cringe at the touch of your own skin by your own hand; and of how it burns your skin alive to have the hand of some one else upon your skin, or that of a slight breeze; that the gaze of a frend soon turns into the gaze of some one who hates you. That the depth of aloneness and of a drained soul and spirit, and of hope and of isolation soon becomes another unbearable load upon you, and upon your body and soul and spirit - And that the love you thought you had for your wife, or husband, or children, or to your self, has long since turned into a heavy bucket of dead ashes, ready to be thrown out into the scrap heap. For God said this of man “For every one shall be salted with fire, and every sacrifice shall be salted with salt. Salt is good: but if the salt have lost his saltness, wherewith will ye season it? Have salt in yourselves, and have peace one with another (Mark 9: 49,50). And how true it is of those of us who have contemplated killing our selves, and have even tried it a few times and have failed; Our saltiness is as dead as ashes in a bucket.
But what of suicide and what of ones reason’s for taking it upon them selves to kill them selves? Who cares to debate the good and the bad of it, when you or I are determined to kill our selves…we don’t want more talk and we don’t want more food, nor more water to drink, no more pills to take, or more self justification, no more delaying tactics from any one; what we want is to be separated permanently from this life less body and the heaviness of the burden of the many years of weightiness upon our souls and spirit. And that means we want freedom and a permanent release and a full pardon by a miracle of some kind, that will free us and our bodies from the uncleanness of the sins and crimes we have committed over these years and for the hopelessness of our lives, that tells us, by the oppressive ways those who run and control this country and us, that we can not remove these enemies of us all from off of our shores. And that the sense of powerlessness and loss of our individual personal identity and manhood and womanhood, and our individual personality and decision making for our selves, that we feel about the society and homes and towns and cities and state and nation we live in, is just too damned much for us to affect a change in these things too.
The thing for people to remember is, that any one who is trapped with in them selves and is suffocating from their surroundings on the out side as much as they are on the inside as much as they are from the guilt of their own crimes and thoughts and imaginations, is to never try to convince them that suicide is not the end of the story? The sense of despair in side of them is already too much for them to bear up with right there and then. It is much more safer to say to the man or woman or child, that you are there to offer them a way out of their current status situation with in them selves…they are likened to people who are sinking in quicksand and have decided to let go and sink and die any way…then you come along and pull down a branch of a tree and break it off, so that you can stretch it out into with in reaching distance of the person, and if necessary, to walk into that quick sand to help him or her, or child, to move slowly toward the stick and to get your hands around their waste and to slowly bring them out of that quick sand. Then to be with them from then onwards to help them to want to live despite their still being alive, when all they want is to be separated from the torment of their own tormented soul and spirit in their bodies; For they are used up and are totally drained in every aspect of their bodies, mind and spirit. They are empty, of any strength, and of courage, and of hope, and of stamina and of will to try one more time.
A man’s mind, soul, spirit and body which has been so abused with the strain of their locked up inner burdens and chains upon their spirit and soul, needs plenty of time to rest…just as we would help a prisoner of war, to rehabilitate themselves at their own Pace, we also need to teach them to Pray to God as well. We are like those who are being suffocated, chocked to death by the blind oppressiveness of those in control of our towns and cities and states and nation and of our personal identities and faith and belief and hope, with no one to be there to free us from this strangle hold others have on our throats, souls and spirit. We struggle but it seems to do no good at all; we hate oppression in any form and shape and way; we hate injustice of any kind, by any one, from the pope to the Presidents of America, to the Queen of England, to the rest of the royal family, to the media controllers, to the world bankers, to the united nations, and to the politicians of this our nation and God. Our spirit rebels always at what we cannot effectively change in us and in our surroundings, and in others too. So we need to teach them and our selves to pray to God with them from now on.
AND YET LOOK AT ME! I AM ALIVE AND HAPPY TO BE SO!
Now where does that strength come from and why am I not still dead as I once was? Yes there are miracles around that can free us all, and even those of who just want to give up the Ghost literally. But Smile…I’m still alive…But how has that happened? I cannot quibble about sentiment nor about the need to learn to laugh, as much as we need to learn how to cry, because has nothing to do with keeping a tight upper lip, nor has it any thing to do with being so very stoic on the out side when inside we are cringeing and dieing, and in desperate need for the freedom from the burden that is continually upon our souls and spirit, minds and bodies.
Courage my friend has every thing to do with, crying, and praying to God and allowing those other people who know how to walk with God, to be close to us and to help us twenty fours a day, and night…some times in person, some times by telephone, some times in our memory, some times by visiting them too, so that in God’s good time, we can walk on new legs, with sure footedness and strength of heart, and spirit and freedom of body, knowing that God is answering our prayers, even when we are not able to see it for our selves at the time. And courage has every thing to do with living, smiling, laughing, accepting of one past, and restitution for harms done to our selves as well as to others, as well as helping others to walk free in faith in God as you have come to achieve in that same faith, for your self under God’s providence.
BUT WHAT IS THIS THING THAT DESTROYS US, SO?
Many years ago, there was always the idea that to die was not a good thing to happen to any one at all. Especially not to me neither to you either. And even our parents hated the idea of any of their sons and daughters ending up dead BY MORE THAN OLD AGE. It was not the way certain things were to be, in the established order of every ones life back then. And no one ever liked going to be in a war of any kind. Neither our parents nor our grand parents, aunts and uncles and friends and so on. But then certain things happened…one of which was man’s greedy self centered ways took control over their appetites for every thing they saw around them (that’s people like you and I folks; Yes, I said, you and I and even to you men and you women and to your sons and you daughters as well). And yet wars are the things that others have forced us into, by giving monies and supplies to one nation to try to conquer another nation, and then to give money to the other nation to win against their now enemies, so that they then can be the middle men and women, from which to draw more debt and more payment and more usury/interest rates and natural resources from both sides just for the sake of greed. Greediness then soon became an accepted norm as did immorality, bad manners, bad behaviour, lack of education, over education, wrong education, no education, slavery, cast systems, wrong gods, false gods, disrespect for each other and for our elders and for law and order and justice too and like them of olden times, we too sought after all manner of ungodliness and even to the expulsion of all things pertaining to God as well. But did this have to happen at all? And the answer to that will come later on.
Spirituality:
So we will first look at the term spirituality, and what it is supposed to mean. Well if we have a close look at the term ‘spirituality’ we might begin to see a certain deadly trend happening from with in its skirts. Now then let’s look at what is the term is likely to mean to us these days – well first of all, we have to know what spirit we are talking about. If we read a dictionary for the definition of the word Psychology or Psychiatry which studies a great deal on the subject of where bad behaviour and human nature stems from we can get to see a mutual meaning of the whole nature of what spirituality and spirit is all about.
Well in my dictionary “ODHAMS DICTIONARY” on page 844 it says this of these terms…
Psyche:- The Soul, The principle of life in man (which is from the Greek word ‘psukhe’ for living breath and the Greek word ‘Iatria” for healing breath); Meaning the nature of the healing breath of life in man. Meaning that the word Soul and Mind are used in the same terms as each other and that the breath of life in mankind gives life and breath to our soul – mind – and body in what ever way you wish to use the word soul or mind.
PSYCHIC (1):- (GREEK – si-kik), a person who delves into the spiritualist world as a medium or spiritualist investigator.
PSYCHIC (2):- (Greek word si-kik as an adjective form) - pertaining to the living breath of life in the soul of man and the healing breath of life functioning in the body and mind / soul.
PSYCHO:- Pertaining to the soul and or he mind - from the Greek word “Psukhe.”
PSYCHOGENESIS: (Greek word si-kol-jen-is-is as a Noun) - pertaining to the origin of life in man and the consciousness of the mind or soul and body regarding this Genesis.
SPIRIT:- (FROM THE Greek word spi-rit) - for divine element in man that gives life and reason – The Soul – The Moral Intelligent Principle – Those personal qualities and that cannot be directly related to the body, especially pride, greed, lust, power, authority and the sense of eternal existence.
SPIRITUAL – STIRRING:- Adjective form of the noun Spirit – animating the spirit, to cause it to stir up in a fashion, either to do harm or wrong to others or to do good and to bring happiness to others.
SPIRITUAL: Consisting or relating to, the spirit; relating to the soul; relating to the religious aspects of ones life, soul and spirit.
Therefore comes the necessary Conclusion:
From the beginning of this work it has had to do with the finding out and clarifying of the actual cause of why you or I or any one of our parents or both of them or a friend or a brother or sister or a stranger would want to kill them selves in an illegal immoral act called suicide. As to the nature of where the term spirit comes from and what it has to mean to every one of us the world over, from the womb to the tomb. For the word spirit, admits to the existence that we have this spirit in us, and that it operates in us, as the eternal life and power and authority and breath of life, which governs our very soul, mind, and body functions. That governs the exact way in which we make up our minds on every thing from God, to that sin which in us all, to Creation, to Satan, to that final judgement, in Jesus Christ alone, to justice, to equity, to lawful means, to morality under God’s laws, to that knowledge of good and evil, to how we manage a business of our own or for some one else, and for how we shape and model our society amongst us all, both wrongly and rightly as the case may be, to the destruction of all laws pertaining to marriage, to the destruction of all godliness from amongst us in our society amongst us, to the destruction of man’s manhood, and that of our women’s womanhood, from the womb to the tomb and beyond, to how we destroy our scientific endeavours to that of barbarianism, to how we make clothing for our selves the world over, and for the destruction of true commerce and trade, and the building up of all manner of debts, by the ruse of insurance usury, trade usury, loan usury, infringement usury, legalism usury, injustice usury, and so on.
So, What does the notion of suicide do?
Suicide is the way in which we or some one else wants to cast out of them selves the breath of life that is in them (and in us all), in an attempt to live free from a body that seems far too heavily burdened to be able to sustain us any longer, and so to die in such a way as the killing of one self, takes on the appearance as the only alternative left to the person. Which is a sad mistake and a lie. For taking of our own life, by any means readily to our hands and imaginations from which we have no right to do, brings upon our spirit and soul an even greater burden, for our spirit is being the witness to our soul and mind and body, that we have no right to kill our selves according to God’s Laws, and the laws that he expects to live in, in our homes, streets, towns, cities, states and nations. The point of it brings us to the reality that we are in defiance of God’s will and laws and himself, and that in itself brings an added guilt from which we can never escape. And it reminds us that it is only in God, that our own sinful spirit has brought us to that point in our lives that knows, that only God can free us from the burden and influence of sin in us and in him can we be free in our soul and spirit to be happy and calm and have that inner peace, we desperately need from the womb to the tomb.
What makes our Bodies appear to be so heavily ladened!
Governing us in every aspect of our lives, is this spirit, which is for ourselves inside this body of flesh which we are covered with, and which at the beginning was as light as a feather and in a pure condition in the presence of God, and in his judgement too. Our Manhood in Adam was also in its right state hood before God, as was our women’s womanhood too in Eve as the wife of Adam and that God was our guide, and mentor and adjudicator and life giver, and supplier of every thing worth while for our lives at all levels of eternity, and in the world.
Can you describe what a burden is to your selves? Can you describe what kind of things are a load to you? Can you describe what types of burdens or loads would weigh heavily upon your soul as well as upon your body? This then is also true of the state of the spirit, in us as us, which is that the breath of life that our flesh is covered with; that while we were in Adam and Eve, were in a perfect state and condition before God, and unburdened. But when Eve and then Adam ate of that forbidden fruit of the knowledge of good and evil, did our spirit become penetrated and ladened with the die and ink of sin and that this body of flesh that we are covered with by God’s grace, began to deteriorate, and eventually become to die, and return to the dust from whence God covered us with. But that our spirit continues to bear the burden of the sin of the fruit of the knowledge of good and evil that now runs in our very seed and blood, and spirit, by that final act of Adam from that moment onwards – now what our soul and mind finds is terribly hard to cope with is its corroding ability and power to over rule God’s lawfulness and brightness and the lightness and purity that is in us, and we have become so burdened that we are often broken y its unbearable-ness.
The weight of it comes from a seemingly impossible avenue. And a place where we as normal moral human beings, called mankind, seldom want to investigate such an avenue as a medical priority; or as a Psyche or Psycho priority either unless we are forced to do so by such an avalanche of over whelming evidences that there is no other option but to investigate it. It comes from the nature of sin in us all, in our very seed, from the womb to the tomb and there after. But can that be, is a much asked question, and the answer is also a much astonishing one too.
Suicide (to put our selves to the death), then is the lie in which becomes the way in which our spirit determines in us, very wrongly, that our bodies are far too heavily ladened to bear up under a seemingly hopelessly heavy weight. And that it is supposed to be that final cry out to God from our very soul and spirit “God help us, we cannot go on, we! need your help! Which will bring us the much needed relief. But such an attempt at killing our self, is an actual defiant act in the face of God, to try to some how if possible, eventually throw off this burdened flesh and tortured soul and spirit, so that God can pick up the pieces and put them back together again granting us the much needed freedom from our own burdened soul and spirit.
In a nut shell, we can call this heavy ladened spirit, body and soul, as being under the corrupting weight of Sin as a separate entity with an almost insurmountable power to corrupt our very spirit and soul, comes from the time before we as we are were born into this world. Sin comes from the time when we as mankind were blameless and spotless before God, in His original creation of us, in Adam and Eve. So get your selves a copy of the Authourised King James Bible, and open it up to the first pages of Genesis from chapter one to chapter three. In those pages, you will be shown where sin originates from, and especially of the fruit of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, which God forbade Adam and Eve to not eat of it in any way shape or form at all neither by the eye nor by the mind/soul and neither by the mouth.
How ever Eve sinned first of all, then Adam, and it was the major mistake of Adam who did eat of it too, that caused the whole seed and body, spirit and soul of mankind from then onwards to be subject to its corruptive-ness and weightiness. And it is that combined corruptive-ness and weightiness of that sin in us all, that drives us to sinful immoral deeds and burdens us in our bodies and consciences (soul or mind), at times to the extent to trying to kill our selves in a misguided effort and unruly imagination to set our mind and bodies aside from our spirit so as to put off the burdens of Sin and it’s weightiness from us, so that our spirit can live free from its corruption and weightiness.
Sadly though this is also a lie; for there is no getting rid of corruptness and weightiness of sin by being dead, either in a war, or by an act of murdering of one self (called suicide).
No! the remedy remains a totally separate issue altogether.
(See the Holy Bible – Authourised King James Bible only - Genesis chapter 1…where God says to himself, “and God saw that it was Good.” And at the last part of Genesis chapter one, where God says to himself, the triune Godhead of himself – “That it was very Good.” For now that word Good and very Good means it is absolutely excellent in its condition and form and structure, as He has predetermined it is to be and is. To see in Genesis chapter two, to see the power and authority of God to put His spirit filled breath of life into us as mankind in Adam, and to know He then prepared his wife and bride, to see how mankind was formed of the dust, filled with His Holy Breath, is to know the truth and its beauty; To know the purity of the life in us, and its freedom working in us fore ever more, is to know peace; to know the wings of beauty as it is alive in us, giving us the power and authority and majesty to be known to God and to know God in His presence, is to know wisdom, and majesty and clarity of the soul and spirit and body (more from Genesis chapter 1: And God said, Let us make man in our image, after our likeness: and let them have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air, and over the cattle, and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that creepeth upon the earth. So God created man in his own image, in the image of God created he him; male and female created he them - And God blessed them, and God said unto them, Be fruitful, and multiply, and replenish the earth, and subdue it: and have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air, and over every living thing that moveth upon the earth. And God said, Behold, I have given you every herb bearing seed, which is upon the face of all the earth, and every tree, in the which is the fruit of a tree yielding seed; to you it shall be for meat. And to every beast of the earth, and to every fowl of the air, and to every thing that creepeth upon the earth, wherein there is life, I have given every green herb for meat: and it was so. And God saw every thing that he had made, and, behold, it was very good. And the evening and the morning were the sixth day).
And to see in chapter three of Genesis, the very aspect of the figure of mankind both new and freed and magnificent, clothed in flesh and with the rightness of mind and the soundness of life and limb and mind and spirit, clean and fresh, with limitless life, in the presence of God, with the assurance of God’s grace in His wonderful presence, is to have freedom from fear, freedom from death, freedom from shame, freedom from guilt, freedom sin, and freedom to have thanks giving in us all of the time; but in Genesis chapter three, changes all of that in an instant, from which there is no cure and no recovery of any kind. The moment that Adam ate of the forbidden fruit from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil that he was commanded by God not to eat instantly plunged the full seed of mankind and spirit that is in us all to be dashed to pieces and to cause an unfathomable distance and loss of frendship and relationship and kinship with God and with His Holy Spirit, and to cause the full corruption of the mind and soul and spirit, and body of mankind into undeniable disrepair by any and all means, except by one.
The total separation and loss of manhood and womanhood and statehood and the entering of death into our bodies and spirit, and mind, brought with it the full weight of pain and suffering and of corruption from which attacks the soul and spirit and morals and attitudes and behaviour and conscious thought our imaginations continuously. Fore such has been the case since then, where by accusing God of wrong doing, the separation of the love Adam had for Eve and Eve had for Adam and of what they had enjoyed together in the presence of God, was lost to them and they denied such was the case (More from Genesis chapter 3: And when the woman saw that the tree was good for food, and that it was pleasant to the eyes, and a tree to be desired to make one wise, she took of the fruit thereof, and did eat, and gave also unto her husband with her; and he did eat. And the eyes of them both were opened, and they knew that they were naked; and they sewed fig leaves together, and made themselves aprons).
And such was the case as to why Cain rose up and killed his brother Able; but was it from jealousy? No! It was born in him out of his now deadened spirit and corrupt mind and conscience, and tormented body, that was under the constant burden of sin. And it is why Sin motivated Cain to rise up and kill his brother needlessly. And in this we know that our spirit is always at war with the truth, and with the truth of God, and with the Spirit of God. Coming Awake to what is and what has happened to us and in us, because of Sin being all too alive and powerful and influential upon our hearts, minds, bodies, gives us the reason and motivation behind any ones actions to feel that they are being driven by an unknown power source deep with in us all, is to know that part of the truth that is only one half of the truth. The second part of the truth, of this terrible mortal condition in us all, is, that no man, nor devil worshipper, nor prince of darkness, nor child of darkness, nor saint, and so on, can pay the toll for the weightiness of Sin in us all in our very seed and spirit and body requires to be payed, and that the power and ability that can make us freed from the power and influence of sin in us, all, comes only by divine appointment in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ, by the power and authority of the Holy Ghost and of God the Father (More from Genesis chapter 3: And they heard the voice of the LORD God walking in the garden in the cool of the day: and Adam and his wife hid themselves from the presence of the LORD God amongst the trees of the garden - (notation - for the burden of the corruption of their sin living in them drove them away from God, more and more) - And the LORD God called unto Adam, and said unto him, Where art thou? And he said, I heard thy voice in the garden, and I was afraid, because I was naked; and I hid myself. And he said, Who told thee that thou wast naked? Hast thou eaten of the tree, whereof I commanded thee that thou shouldest not eat? And the man said, The woman whom thou gavest to be with me, she gave me of the tree, and I did eat. And the LORD God said unto the woman, What is this that thou hast done? And the woman said, The serpent beguiled me, and I did eat. And the LORD God said unto the serpent, Because thou hast done this, thou art cursed above all cattle, and above every beast of the field; upon thy belly shalt thou go, and dust shalt thou eat all the days of thy life: And I will put enmity between thee and the woman, and between thy seed and her seed; it shall bruise thy head, and thou shalt bruise his heel. Unto the woman he said, I will greatly multiply thy sorrow and thy conception; in sorrow thou shalt bring forth children; and thy desire shall be to thy husband, and he shall rule over thee. And unto Adam he said, Because thou hast hearkened unto the voice of thy wife, and hast eaten of the tree, of which I commanded thee, saying, Thou shalt not eat of it: cursed is the ground for thy sake; in sorrow shalt thou eat of it all the days of thy life; Thorns also and thistles shall it bring forth to thee; and thou shalt eat the herb of the field; In the sweat of thy face shalt thou eat bread, till thou return unto the ground; for out of it wast thou taken: for dust thou art, and unto dust shalt thou return).
The Cliché’ is this - If we come face to face with death, we could no more be capable of giving our selves a clean bill of health, nor free our selves from the imminent point of death than the APSOTLE PETER could have had of stopping himself from denying Jesus Christ and the promised Messiah three times before the cock (rooster) crowed three times, as Jesus had fore warned Peter will do at a certain point in the ear future. Peter could not know the future, nor could you and I, nor could we know of the rise to fame or the sinking to suicide, many of us are in now; but at the appointed time Peter denied he ever knew Jesus Christ as the promised messiah, of God’s chosen people. Neither could we know why they would give Jesus Christ up to the town mob led by the city fathers. But Jesus knew why.
A Renowned Poet at this time might come up with the most amazing words of comfort to us all like these - Fore to know a man and to be his frend, to be a husband and to love your wife, and to be a Wife and to love your husband, to have your children in marriage, and to love and respect and honour your parents, is to know love, and mercy, frendship, and chills, and pain and the fear of them dying, and to know abundance and comfort, and joy as well as little. But to know the spirit that is in us all, is to know fear, of a different kind, and to know love of a different kind. To be known to your self is to be given the truth of God’s love for His people and for all of us the world over, in every generation and to know the happiness that in Him brings eternal peace and rest to our soul and spirit.
A Couple More Word’s to Analyse
How ever a Poet would also need to know more about these words too in order to give more comfort and enlightenment to our spirit and soul.
The word - BRAIN:- The convoluted mass of soft substance located inside of our skulls, which controls the central nervous system of our bodies daily operations.
The word - INJURY:- (Greek for in-jur) means to do damage to - or to have damage done to – to have been harmed in a serious way as in suffering badly from a physical injury to a man’s person, or to his rights, or to his reputation, or to his personal authority, or to his identity, or to his individuality, or to his moral integrity, or to his place amongst us, or to his ability to work and to provide for his wife and family, his voting rights, his wife and or children, and to his goods and chattels either deliberately or by accident or to change the laws to do the person injury and to suffer loss of these things in any way at all unlawfully (as in all of mankind, both of man and of woman, sons and daughters).
So that in all of the words pertaining to the prefix Psycho, or Psyche, it reveals the nature of the work or the word, as to try to come to understand why a person’s behaviour regardless of their age and status in their lives, can be effectively altered by any unseen forces, as to determine the nature and extent of a fitting lawful moral judgement against that person by that person’s parents, family members, relatives, friends, owner of the company, they work for, or by the school or college head master, or that of the judiciary in a properly constituted legal moral court proceedings, by a jury of their peers and the extent of the punishment lawfully allowed to be put on the body and soul of the person under judgement.
A damaged brain by out side means from an accident (whether by accident or not) or by an internal physical bodily mal function (as in a blood clot, going to the brain or a tumor being found to be in side the skull or a malignant tumor or not that can be causing serious brain mal function of the body’s central nervous system or of how an illness can effectually prevent or slow down the brain’s ability to function as the operating center of our central nervous system), and causing unlimited stress upon the persons body and it’s ability to cause stoppage or block the power of the breath of life in the soul/mind of the person to function as it other wise was designed to normally do.
There fore a brain injury never causes the person to change their behaviour to the degree where by it becomes necessary to charge the person with unlawful immoral conduct unbecoming of the nature of a normal moral man or woman or son and or daughter. The cases of such a disastrous amount of events is too unlikely to mention - For our actions for sound moral judgement and or for immoral judgement are not governed by injuries to our bodies nor to our brain. If such were the case then a necessary medical scan and examination and operation will automatically be entered into and performed in a medical surgery and then after the recovery period the operation would bring about the person’s moral integrity to return to its proper function in us. How ever - They are governed by the measure of the power of sin that rises up in us to over power our normal moral common sense, and judgement, to which we will drive our selves to committing against God’s Laws.
Therefore when we think of the words Brain and Injury for judicial measures, we are actually given over to a case of mistaken identity, for the actual words we should be looking into are the words for PSYCHO & PSYCHE - which deal with the study of the breath of life in us all, and the behavioural moral ramifications we each have to be answerable for each day of our lives; rather than having anything to do with an actual brain injury to any one of us.
Therefore - It is has nothing to do with the study of any so called mental illnesses. Now then why is it so important to study up on these dictionary definitions? The answer is a simple one; as it has every thing to do with the dictionary term for the word “SPIRIT – SPIRITUALITY” as has been mentioned earlier in this work. Fore this term Psycho and the other word Psyche, has every thing to do with the dictionary definition for the breath of life or the spirit of that breath of life which is in all of us from the womb to the tomb and there after.
Now why is it so? Well if we or any one of us are in a desperate state, of mind or soul (meaning spirit of the breath of life in us all) to the point where we are deciding to and wanting to kill our selves, or to go away from every one and die in an out of the way place by our selves, simply to lay down and die or to give up the ghost and die that typical physical death we all are pre-destined to do in the normal course of our lives. It is so because none of the so called men and women the in the enchanted land of psychology and psychiatry, are actually people with a case of mistaken identity. Therefore the so called professionals in the work and study area of our human behaviour is to actually be studying to determine the actual cause of that attempt to our bodies as to pre-determine and in what way any thing at all could possibly cause our spirit and our soul or mind to fall into an unreasonable working condition, which places so much stress on our bodies and central nervous system and mind or soul, that would eventually lead us to want to make us to pre-determine our normal behaviour to change so rapidly or gradually to want to kill our selves so as to end the seemingly endless amounts of grief, guilt, pain and suffering our spirit is having to endure from an out side source located inside of it self in us all from the womb to the tomb and there after. Again these enchanted men and women in their enchanted land, are in a land of mistaken identity, when they them selves know they can not deal with the realm of Sin and of the reality of sin in our totally heavily laden and fallen natures, spirit and soul and as one of their kind Dr. Thomas Szasz freely admits “These so called professionals are a fraud and can never prove their own logic, nor their own theories, for such are all a myth when dealing with Psychiatry.” If you don’t believe me, then type in his name into the “Google” web site and read up on it for your selves.
So for now this is quite and extra-ordinary circumstance we are having to be faced with: For to want to kill the body as to a means in which any may want to use as a final desperate means to end ones life (man, woman, son and daughter), in hoping to put an end of the pain of the burden we bare in our spirit, and to hope to become freed from such grievousness of the spirit, in death is an absolute waste of time. The best thing to do, is to first become reconciled that only in God, in Jesus Christ, can any of us be freed from this perpetual heavy burden and guilt of Sin in us all. Then the next step is to go to God and plead with Him to free you from the power and grip of sin in you. Then go to one of His heavenly appointed Ministers with in the Protestant Reformed Church close to where you live, and to put your self under their leadership and mentorship from now on.
Making sure that He knows, that he is not to send you to any where else for help…except maybe to your local doctor for vitamin B shots, and for a complete medical check up and to come down off of all psychotic medication over the next twelve months, or to the chemist for Vitamin B tablets, and most of all that he is to help you and teach you, how to get through these tough times, with him and to trust in God in all such daily matters from then onwards. Some may need more recovery time than others…especially with new daily routines, and for more stable a diet, and for more drinking of water, and no more drugs and no more alcohol and no more cigarettes, which will place more burdens on your body and in your mind than they are worth; and to how not to listen to your sinful wisdom when ever it rises up to drive you to hating your self and to hating others and to hating God as well; and to in all things speak how ever emotionally with your minister or one of his elders and or one of his flock who have been through the same things and is alive by God’s grace and mercy and is very happy about it too. Stick with the flock and you won’t get picked off by the wolf of sin in you.
Till next we meet, have a heart for God as well as for your self…See ya next time around…The Old Man.
That there is a thing which is stopping you and me from their stuff from taking root into the very depths of our soul and spirit - And of how you are so dirty on the inside that nothing can ever wash you clean and of that sheen of filth that surrounds you day and night. And of how you even cringe at the touch of your own skin by your own hand; and of how it burns your skin alive to have the hand of some one else upon your skin, or that of a slight breeze; that the gaze of a frend soon turns into the gaze of some one who hates you. That the depth of aloneness and of a drained soul and spirit, and of hope and of isolation soon becomes another unbearable load upon you, and upon your body and soul and spirit - And that the love you thought you had for your wife, or husband, or children, or to your self, has long since turned into a heavy bucket of dead ashes, ready to be thrown out into the scrap heap. For God said this of man “For every one shall be salted with fire, and every sacrifice shall be salted with salt. Salt is good: but if the salt have lost his saltness, wherewith will ye season it? Have salt in yourselves, and have peace one with another (Mark 9: 49,50). And how true it is of those of us who have contemplated killing our selves, and have even tried it a few times and have failed; Our saltiness is as dead as ashes in a bucket.
But what of suicide and what of ones reason’s for taking it upon them selves to kill them selves? Who cares to debate the good and the bad of it, when you or I are determined to kill our selves…we don’t want more talk and we don’t want more food, nor more water to drink, no more pills to take, or more self justification, no more delaying tactics from any one; what we want is to be separated permanently from this life less body and the heaviness of the burden of the many years of weightiness upon our souls and spirit. And that means we want freedom and a permanent release and a full pardon by a miracle of some kind, that will free us and our bodies from the uncleanness of the sins and crimes we have committed over these years and for the hopelessness of our lives, that tells us, by the oppressive ways those who run and control this country and us, that we can not remove these enemies of us all from off of our shores. And that the sense of powerlessness and loss of our individual personal identity and manhood and womanhood, and our individual personality and decision making for our selves, that we feel about the society and homes and towns and cities and state and nation we live in, is just too damned much for us to affect a change in these things too.
The thing for people to remember is, that any one who is trapped with in them selves and is suffocating from their surroundings on the out side as much as they are on the inside as much as they are from the guilt of their own crimes and thoughts and imaginations, is to never try to convince them that suicide is not the end of the story? The sense of despair in side of them is already too much for them to bear up with right there and then. It is much more safer to say to the man or woman or child, that you are there to offer them a way out of their current status situation with in them selves…they are likened to people who are sinking in quicksand and have decided to let go and sink and die any way…then you come along and pull down a branch of a tree and break it off, so that you can stretch it out into with in reaching distance of the person, and if necessary, to walk into that quick sand to help him or her, or child, to move slowly toward the stick and to get your hands around their waste and to slowly bring them out of that quick sand. Then to be with them from then onwards to help them to want to live despite their still being alive, when all they want is to be separated from the torment of their own tormented soul and spirit in their bodies; For they are used up and are totally drained in every aspect of their bodies, mind and spirit. They are empty, of any strength, and of courage, and of hope, and of stamina and of will to try one more time.
A man’s mind, soul, spirit and body which has been so abused with the strain of their locked up inner burdens and chains upon their spirit and soul, needs plenty of time to rest…just as we would help a prisoner of war, to rehabilitate themselves at their own Pace, we also need to teach them to Pray to God as well. We are like those who are being suffocated, chocked to death by the blind oppressiveness of those in control of our towns and cities and states and nation and of our personal identities and faith and belief and hope, with no one to be there to free us from this strangle hold others have on our throats, souls and spirit. We struggle but it seems to do no good at all; we hate oppression in any form and shape and way; we hate injustice of any kind, by any one, from the pope to the Presidents of America, to the Queen of England, to the rest of the royal family, to the media controllers, to the world bankers, to the united nations, and to the politicians of this our nation and God. Our spirit rebels always at what we cannot effectively change in us and in our surroundings, and in others too. So we need to teach them and our selves to pray to God with them from now on.
AND YET LOOK AT ME! I AM ALIVE AND HAPPY TO BE SO!
Now where does that strength come from and why am I not still dead as I once was? Yes there are miracles around that can free us all, and even those of who just want to give up the Ghost literally. But Smile…I’m still alive…But how has that happened? I cannot quibble about sentiment nor about the need to learn to laugh, as much as we need to learn how to cry, because has nothing to do with keeping a tight upper lip, nor has it any thing to do with being so very stoic on the out side when inside we are cringeing and dieing, and in desperate need for the freedom from the burden that is continually upon our souls and spirit, minds and bodies.
Courage my friend has every thing to do with, crying, and praying to God and allowing those other people who know how to walk with God, to be close to us and to help us twenty fours a day, and night…some times in person, some times by telephone, some times in our memory, some times by visiting them too, so that in God’s good time, we can walk on new legs, with sure footedness and strength of heart, and spirit and freedom of body, knowing that God is answering our prayers, even when we are not able to see it for our selves at the time. And courage has every thing to do with living, smiling, laughing, accepting of one past, and restitution for harms done to our selves as well as to others, as well as helping others to walk free in faith in God as you have come to achieve in that same faith, for your self under God’s providence.
BUT WHAT IS THIS THING THAT DESTROYS US, SO?
Many years ago, there was always the idea that to die was not a good thing to happen to any one at all. Especially not to me neither to you either. And even our parents hated the idea of any of their sons and daughters ending up dead BY MORE THAN OLD AGE. It was not the way certain things were to be, in the established order of every ones life back then. And no one ever liked going to be in a war of any kind. Neither our parents nor our grand parents, aunts and uncles and friends and so on. But then certain things happened…one of which was man’s greedy self centered ways took control over their appetites for every thing they saw around them (that’s people like you and I folks; Yes, I said, you and I and even to you men and you women and to your sons and you daughters as well). And yet wars are the things that others have forced us into, by giving monies and supplies to one nation to try to conquer another nation, and then to give money to the other nation to win against their now enemies, so that they then can be the middle men and women, from which to draw more debt and more payment and more usury/interest rates and natural resources from both sides just for the sake of greed. Greediness then soon became an accepted norm as did immorality, bad manners, bad behaviour, lack of education, over education, wrong education, no education, slavery, cast systems, wrong gods, false gods, disrespect for each other and for our elders and for law and order and justice too and like them of olden times, we too sought after all manner of ungodliness and even to the expulsion of all things pertaining to God as well. But did this have to happen at all? And the answer to that will come later on.
Spirituality:
So we will first look at the term spirituality, and what it is supposed to mean. Well if we have a close look at the term ‘spirituality’ we might begin to see a certain deadly trend happening from with in its skirts. Now then let’s look at what is the term is likely to mean to us these days – well first of all, we have to know what spirit we are talking about. If we read a dictionary for the definition of the word Psychology or Psychiatry which studies a great deal on the subject of where bad behaviour and human nature stems from we can get to see a mutual meaning of the whole nature of what spirituality and spirit is all about.
Well in my dictionary “ODHAMS DICTIONARY” on page 844 it says this of these terms…
Psyche:- The Soul, The principle of life in man (which is from the Greek word ‘psukhe’ for living breath and the Greek word ‘Iatria” for healing breath); Meaning the nature of the healing breath of life in man. Meaning that the word Soul and Mind are used in the same terms as each other and that the breath of life in mankind gives life and breath to our soul – mind – and body in what ever way you wish to use the word soul or mind.
PSYCHIC (1):- (GREEK – si-kik), a person who delves into the spiritualist world as a medium or spiritualist investigator.
PSYCHIC (2):- (Greek word si-kik as an adjective form) - pertaining to the living breath of life in the soul of man and the healing breath of life functioning in the body and mind / soul.
PSYCHO:- Pertaining to the soul and or he mind - from the Greek word “Psukhe.”
PSYCHOGENESIS: (Greek word si-kol-jen-is-is as a Noun) - pertaining to the origin of life in man and the consciousness of the mind or soul and body regarding this Genesis.
SPIRIT:- (FROM THE Greek word spi-rit) - for divine element in man that gives life and reason – The Soul – The Moral Intelligent Principle – Those personal qualities and that cannot be directly related to the body, especially pride, greed, lust, power, authority and the sense of eternal existence.
SPIRITUAL – STIRRING:- Adjective form of the noun Spirit – animating the spirit, to cause it to stir up in a fashion, either to do harm or wrong to others or to do good and to bring happiness to others.
SPIRITUAL: Consisting or relating to, the spirit; relating to the soul; relating to the religious aspects of ones life, soul and spirit.
Therefore comes the necessary Conclusion:
From the beginning of this work it has had to do with the finding out and clarifying of the actual cause of why you or I or any one of our parents or both of them or a friend or a brother or sister or a stranger would want to kill them selves in an illegal immoral act called suicide. As to the nature of where the term spirit comes from and what it has to mean to every one of us the world over, from the womb to the tomb. For the word spirit, admits to the existence that we have this spirit in us, and that it operates in us, as the eternal life and power and authority and breath of life, which governs our very soul, mind, and body functions. That governs the exact way in which we make up our minds on every thing from God, to that sin which in us all, to Creation, to Satan, to that final judgement, in Jesus Christ alone, to justice, to equity, to lawful means, to morality under God’s laws, to that knowledge of good and evil, to how we manage a business of our own or for some one else, and for how we shape and model our society amongst us all, both wrongly and rightly as the case may be, to the destruction of all laws pertaining to marriage, to the destruction of all godliness from amongst us in our society amongst us, to the destruction of man’s manhood, and that of our women’s womanhood, from the womb to the tomb and beyond, to how we destroy our scientific endeavours to that of barbarianism, to how we make clothing for our selves the world over, and for the destruction of true commerce and trade, and the building up of all manner of debts, by the ruse of insurance usury, trade usury, loan usury, infringement usury, legalism usury, injustice usury, and so on.
So, What does the notion of suicide do?
Suicide is the way in which we or some one else wants to cast out of them selves the breath of life that is in them (and in us all), in an attempt to live free from a body that seems far too heavily burdened to be able to sustain us any longer, and so to die in such a way as the killing of one self, takes on the appearance as the only alternative left to the person. Which is a sad mistake and a lie. For taking of our own life, by any means readily to our hands and imaginations from which we have no right to do, brings upon our spirit and soul an even greater burden, for our spirit is being the witness to our soul and mind and body, that we have no right to kill our selves according to God’s Laws, and the laws that he expects to live in, in our homes, streets, towns, cities, states and nations. The point of it brings us to the reality that we are in defiance of God’s will and laws and himself, and that in itself brings an added guilt from which we can never escape. And it reminds us that it is only in God, that our own sinful spirit has brought us to that point in our lives that knows, that only God can free us from the burden and influence of sin in us and in him can we be free in our soul and spirit to be happy and calm and have that inner peace, we desperately need from the womb to the tomb.
What makes our Bodies appear to be so heavily ladened!
Governing us in every aspect of our lives, is this spirit, which is for ourselves inside this body of flesh which we are covered with, and which at the beginning was as light as a feather and in a pure condition in the presence of God, and in his judgement too. Our Manhood in Adam was also in its right state hood before God, as was our women’s womanhood too in Eve as the wife of Adam and that God was our guide, and mentor and adjudicator and life giver, and supplier of every thing worth while for our lives at all levels of eternity, and in the world.
Can you describe what a burden is to your selves? Can you describe what kind of things are a load to you? Can you describe what types of burdens or loads would weigh heavily upon your soul as well as upon your body? This then is also true of the state of the spirit, in us as us, which is that the breath of life that our flesh is covered with; that while we were in Adam and Eve, were in a perfect state and condition before God, and unburdened. But when Eve and then Adam ate of that forbidden fruit of the knowledge of good and evil, did our spirit become penetrated and ladened with the die and ink of sin and that this body of flesh that we are covered with by God’s grace, began to deteriorate, and eventually become to die, and return to the dust from whence God covered us with. But that our spirit continues to bear the burden of the sin of the fruit of the knowledge of good and evil that now runs in our very seed and blood, and spirit, by that final act of Adam from that moment onwards – now what our soul and mind finds is terribly hard to cope with is its corroding ability and power to over rule God’s lawfulness and brightness and the lightness and purity that is in us, and we have become so burdened that we are often broken y its unbearable-ness.
The weight of it comes from a seemingly impossible avenue. And a place where we as normal moral human beings, called mankind, seldom want to investigate such an avenue as a medical priority; or as a Psyche or Psycho priority either unless we are forced to do so by such an avalanche of over whelming evidences that there is no other option but to investigate it. It comes from the nature of sin in us all, in our very seed, from the womb to the tomb and there after. But can that be, is a much asked question, and the answer is also a much astonishing one too.
Suicide (to put our selves to the death), then is the lie in which becomes the way in which our spirit determines in us, very wrongly, that our bodies are far too heavily ladened to bear up under a seemingly hopelessly heavy weight. And that it is supposed to be that final cry out to God from our very soul and spirit “God help us, we cannot go on, we! need your help! Which will bring us the much needed relief. But such an attempt at killing our self, is an actual defiant act in the face of God, to try to some how if possible, eventually throw off this burdened flesh and tortured soul and spirit, so that God can pick up the pieces and put them back together again granting us the much needed freedom from our own burdened soul and spirit.
In a nut shell, we can call this heavy ladened spirit, body and soul, as being under the corrupting weight of Sin as a separate entity with an almost insurmountable power to corrupt our very spirit and soul, comes from the time before we as we are were born into this world. Sin comes from the time when we as mankind were blameless and spotless before God, in His original creation of us, in Adam and Eve. So get your selves a copy of the Authourised King James Bible, and open it up to the first pages of Genesis from chapter one to chapter three. In those pages, you will be shown where sin originates from, and especially of the fruit of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, which God forbade Adam and Eve to not eat of it in any way shape or form at all neither by the eye nor by the mind/soul and neither by the mouth.
How ever Eve sinned first of all, then Adam, and it was the major mistake of Adam who did eat of it too, that caused the whole seed and body, spirit and soul of mankind from then onwards to be subject to its corruptive-ness and weightiness. And it is that combined corruptive-ness and weightiness of that sin in us all, that drives us to sinful immoral deeds and burdens us in our bodies and consciences (soul or mind), at times to the extent to trying to kill our selves in a misguided effort and unruly imagination to set our mind and bodies aside from our spirit so as to put off the burdens of Sin and it’s weightiness from us, so that our spirit can live free from its corruption and weightiness.
Sadly though this is also a lie; for there is no getting rid of corruptness and weightiness of sin by being dead, either in a war, or by an act of murdering of one self (called suicide).
No! the remedy remains a totally separate issue altogether.
(See the Holy Bible – Authourised King James Bible only - Genesis chapter 1…where God says to himself, “and God saw that it was Good.” And at the last part of Genesis chapter one, where God says to himself, the triune Godhead of himself – “That it was very Good.” For now that word Good and very Good means it is absolutely excellent in its condition and form and structure, as He has predetermined it is to be and is. To see in Genesis chapter two, to see the power and authority of God to put His spirit filled breath of life into us as mankind in Adam, and to know He then prepared his wife and bride, to see how mankind was formed of the dust, filled with His Holy Breath, is to know the truth and its beauty; To know the purity of the life in us, and its freedom working in us fore ever more, is to know peace; to know the wings of beauty as it is alive in us, giving us the power and authority and majesty to be known to God and to know God in His presence, is to know wisdom, and majesty and clarity of the soul and spirit and body (more from Genesis chapter 1: And God said, Let us make man in our image, after our likeness: and let them have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air, and over the cattle, and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that creepeth upon the earth. So God created man in his own image, in the image of God created he him; male and female created he them - And God blessed them, and God said unto them, Be fruitful, and multiply, and replenish the earth, and subdue it: and have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air, and over every living thing that moveth upon the earth. And God said, Behold, I have given you every herb bearing seed, which is upon the face of all the earth, and every tree, in the which is the fruit of a tree yielding seed; to you it shall be for meat. And to every beast of the earth, and to every fowl of the air, and to every thing that creepeth upon the earth, wherein there is life, I have given every green herb for meat: and it was so. And God saw every thing that he had made, and, behold, it was very good. And the evening and the morning were the sixth day).
And to see in chapter three of Genesis, the very aspect of the figure of mankind both new and freed and magnificent, clothed in flesh and with the rightness of mind and the soundness of life and limb and mind and spirit, clean and fresh, with limitless life, in the presence of God, with the assurance of God’s grace in His wonderful presence, is to have freedom from fear, freedom from death, freedom from shame, freedom from guilt, freedom sin, and freedom to have thanks giving in us all of the time; but in Genesis chapter three, changes all of that in an instant, from which there is no cure and no recovery of any kind. The moment that Adam ate of the forbidden fruit from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil that he was commanded by God not to eat instantly plunged the full seed of mankind and spirit that is in us all to be dashed to pieces and to cause an unfathomable distance and loss of frendship and relationship and kinship with God and with His Holy Spirit, and to cause the full corruption of the mind and soul and spirit, and body of mankind into undeniable disrepair by any and all means, except by one.
The total separation and loss of manhood and womanhood and statehood and the entering of death into our bodies and spirit, and mind, brought with it the full weight of pain and suffering and of corruption from which attacks the soul and spirit and morals and attitudes and behaviour and conscious thought our imaginations continuously. Fore such has been the case since then, where by accusing God of wrong doing, the separation of the love Adam had for Eve and Eve had for Adam and of what they had enjoyed together in the presence of God, was lost to them and they denied such was the case (More from Genesis chapter 3: And when the woman saw that the tree was good for food, and that it was pleasant to the eyes, and a tree to be desired to make one wise, she took of the fruit thereof, and did eat, and gave also unto her husband with her; and he did eat. And the eyes of them both were opened, and they knew that they were naked; and they sewed fig leaves together, and made themselves aprons).
And such was the case as to why Cain rose up and killed his brother Able; but was it from jealousy? No! It was born in him out of his now deadened spirit and corrupt mind and conscience, and tormented body, that was under the constant burden of sin. And it is why Sin motivated Cain to rise up and kill his brother needlessly. And in this we know that our spirit is always at war with the truth, and with the truth of God, and with the Spirit of God. Coming Awake to what is and what has happened to us and in us, because of Sin being all too alive and powerful and influential upon our hearts, minds, bodies, gives us the reason and motivation behind any ones actions to feel that they are being driven by an unknown power source deep with in us all, is to know that part of the truth that is only one half of the truth. The second part of the truth, of this terrible mortal condition in us all, is, that no man, nor devil worshipper, nor prince of darkness, nor child of darkness, nor saint, and so on, can pay the toll for the weightiness of Sin in us all in our very seed and spirit and body requires to be payed, and that the power and ability that can make us freed from the power and influence of sin in us, all, comes only by divine appointment in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ, by the power and authority of the Holy Ghost and of God the Father (More from Genesis chapter 3: And they heard the voice of the LORD God walking in the garden in the cool of the day: and Adam and his wife hid themselves from the presence of the LORD God amongst the trees of the garden - (notation - for the burden of the corruption of their sin living in them drove them away from God, more and more) - And the LORD God called unto Adam, and said unto him, Where art thou? And he said, I heard thy voice in the garden, and I was afraid, because I was naked; and I hid myself. And he said, Who told thee that thou wast naked? Hast thou eaten of the tree, whereof I commanded thee that thou shouldest not eat? And the man said, The woman whom thou gavest to be with me, she gave me of the tree, and I did eat. And the LORD God said unto the woman, What is this that thou hast done? And the woman said, The serpent beguiled me, and I did eat. And the LORD God said unto the serpent, Because thou hast done this, thou art cursed above all cattle, and above every beast of the field; upon thy belly shalt thou go, and dust shalt thou eat all the days of thy life: And I will put enmity between thee and the woman, and between thy seed and her seed; it shall bruise thy head, and thou shalt bruise his heel. Unto the woman he said, I will greatly multiply thy sorrow and thy conception; in sorrow thou shalt bring forth children; and thy desire shall be to thy husband, and he shall rule over thee. And unto Adam he said, Because thou hast hearkened unto the voice of thy wife, and hast eaten of the tree, of which I commanded thee, saying, Thou shalt not eat of it: cursed is the ground for thy sake; in sorrow shalt thou eat of it all the days of thy life; Thorns also and thistles shall it bring forth to thee; and thou shalt eat the herb of the field; In the sweat of thy face shalt thou eat bread, till thou return unto the ground; for out of it wast thou taken: for dust thou art, and unto dust shalt thou return).
The Cliché’ is this - If we come face to face with death, we could no more be capable of giving our selves a clean bill of health, nor free our selves from the imminent point of death than the APSOTLE PETER could have had of stopping himself from denying Jesus Christ and the promised Messiah three times before the cock (rooster) crowed three times, as Jesus had fore warned Peter will do at a certain point in the ear future. Peter could not know the future, nor could you and I, nor could we know of the rise to fame or the sinking to suicide, many of us are in now; but at the appointed time Peter denied he ever knew Jesus Christ as the promised messiah, of God’s chosen people. Neither could we know why they would give Jesus Christ up to the town mob led by the city fathers. But Jesus knew why.
A Renowned Poet at this time might come up with the most amazing words of comfort to us all like these - Fore to know a man and to be his frend, to be a husband and to love your wife, and to be a Wife and to love your husband, to have your children in marriage, and to love and respect and honour your parents, is to know love, and mercy, frendship, and chills, and pain and the fear of them dying, and to know abundance and comfort, and joy as well as little. But to know the spirit that is in us all, is to know fear, of a different kind, and to know love of a different kind. To be known to your self is to be given the truth of God’s love for His people and for all of us the world over, in every generation and to know the happiness that in Him brings eternal peace and rest to our soul and spirit.
A Couple More Word’s to Analyse
How ever a Poet would also need to know more about these words too in order to give more comfort and enlightenment to our spirit and soul.
The word - BRAIN:- The convoluted mass of soft substance located inside of our skulls, which controls the central nervous system of our bodies daily operations.
The word - INJURY:- (Greek for in-jur) means to do damage to - or to have damage done to – to have been harmed in a serious way as in suffering badly from a physical injury to a man’s person, or to his rights, or to his reputation, or to his personal authority, or to his identity, or to his individuality, or to his moral integrity, or to his place amongst us, or to his ability to work and to provide for his wife and family, his voting rights, his wife and or children, and to his goods and chattels either deliberately or by accident or to change the laws to do the person injury and to suffer loss of these things in any way at all unlawfully (as in all of mankind, both of man and of woman, sons and daughters).
So that in all of the words pertaining to the prefix Psycho, or Psyche, it reveals the nature of the work or the word, as to try to come to understand why a person’s behaviour regardless of their age and status in their lives, can be effectively altered by any unseen forces, as to determine the nature and extent of a fitting lawful moral judgement against that person by that person’s parents, family members, relatives, friends, owner of the company, they work for, or by the school or college head master, or that of the judiciary in a properly constituted legal moral court proceedings, by a jury of their peers and the extent of the punishment lawfully allowed to be put on the body and soul of the person under judgement.
A damaged brain by out side means from an accident (whether by accident or not) or by an internal physical bodily mal function (as in a blood clot, going to the brain or a tumor being found to be in side the skull or a malignant tumor or not that can be causing serious brain mal function of the body’s central nervous system or of how an illness can effectually prevent or slow down the brain’s ability to function as the operating center of our central nervous system), and causing unlimited stress upon the persons body and it’s ability to cause stoppage or block the power of the breath of life in the soul/mind of the person to function as it other wise was designed to normally do.
There fore a brain injury never causes the person to change their behaviour to the degree where by it becomes necessary to charge the person with unlawful immoral conduct unbecoming of the nature of a normal moral man or woman or son and or daughter. The cases of such a disastrous amount of events is too unlikely to mention - For our actions for sound moral judgement and or for immoral judgement are not governed by injuries to our bodies nor to our brain. If such were the case then a necessary medical scan and examination and operation will automatically be entered into and performed in a medical surgery and then after the recovery period the operation would bring about the person’s moral integrity to return to its proper function in us. How ever - They are governed by the measure of the power of sin that rises up in us to over power our normal moral common sense, and judgement, to which we will drive our selves to committing against God’s Laws.
Therefore when we think of the words Brain and Injury for judicial measures, we are actually given over to a case of mistaken identity, for the actual words we should be looking into are the words for PSYCHO & PSYCHE - which deal with the study of the breath of life in us all, and the behavioural moral ramifications we each have to be answerable for each day of our lives; rather than having anything to do with an actual brain injury to any one of us.
Therefore - It is has nothing to do with the study of any so called mental illnesses. Now then why is it so important to study up on these dictionary definitions? The answer is a simple one; as it has every thing to do with the dictionary term for the word “SPIRIT – SPIRITUALITY” as has been mentioned earlier in this work. Fore this term Psycho and the other word Psyche, has every thing to do with the dictionary definition for the breath of life or the spirit of that breath of life which is in all of us from the womb to the tomb and there after.
Now why is it so? Well if we or any one of us are in a desperate state, of mind or soul (meaning spirit of the breath of life in us all) to the point where we are deciding to and wanting to kill our selves, or to go away from every one and die in an out of the way place by our selves, simply to lay down and die or to give up the ghost and die that typical physical death we all are pre-destined to do in the normal course of our lives. It is so because none of the so called men and women the in the enchanted land of psychology and psychiatry, are actually people with a case of mistaken identity. Therefore the so called professionals in the work and study area of our human behaviour is to actually be studying to determine the actual cause of that attempt to our bodies as to pre-determine and in what way any thing at all could possibly cause our spirit and our soul or mind to fall into an unreasonable working condition, which places so much stress on our bodies and central nervous system and mind or soul, that would eventually lead us to want to make us to pre-determine our normal behaviour to change so rapidly or gradually to want to kill our selves so as to end the seemingly endless amounts of grief, guilt, pain and suffering our spirit is having to endure from an out side source located inside of it self in us all from the womb to the tomb and there after. Again these enchanted men and women in their enchanted land, are in a land of mistaken identity, when they them selves know they can not deal with the realm of Sin and of the reality of sin in our totally heavily laden and fallen natures, spirit and soul and as one of their kind Dr. Thomas Szasz freely admits “These so called professionals are a fraud and can never prove their own logic, nor their own theories, for such are all a myth when dealing with Psychiatry.” If you don’t believe me, then type in his name into the “Google” web site and read up on it for your selves.
So for now this is quite and extra-ordinary circumstance we are having to be faced with: For to want to kill the body as to a means in which any may want to use as a final desperate means to end ones life (man, woman, son and daughter), in hoping to put an end of the pain of the burden we bare in our spirit, and to hope to become freed from such grievousness of the spirit, in death is an absolute waste of time. The best thing to do, is to first become reconciled that only in God, in Jesus Christ, can any of us be freed from this perpetual heavy burden and guilt of Sin in us all. Then the next step is to go to God and plead with Him to free you from the power and grip of sin in you. Then go to one of His heavenly appointed Ministers with in the Protestant Reformed Church close to where you live, and to put your self under their leadership and mentorship from now on.
Making sure that He knows, that he is not to send you to any where else for help…except maybe to your local doctor for vitamin B shots, and for a complete medical check up and to come down off of all psychotic medication over the next twelve months, or to the chemist for Vitamin B tablets, and most of all that he is to help you and teach you, how to get through these tough times, with him and to trust in God in all such daily matters from then onwards. Some may need more recovery time than others…especially with new daily routines, and for more stable a diet, and for more drinking of water, and no more drugs and no more alcohol and no more cigarettes, which will place more burdens on your body and in your mind than they are worth; and to how not to listen to your sinful wisdom when ever it rises up to drive you to hating your self and to hating others and to hating God as well; and to in all things speak how ever emotionally with your minister or one of his elders and or one of his flock who have been through the same things and is alive by God’s grace and mercy and is very happy about it too. Stick with the flock and you won’t get picked off by the wolf of sin in you.
Till next we meet, have a heart for God as well as for your self…See ya next time around…The Old Man.
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With this man Mr.Dan Proop, I have checked his web site, that you made mention of, and it is not what I would normally want to associate myself with.
Mind you though, I am just as human as anyone else, when it comes to being abstract and rebellious against myself and God; although that does not happen as often as it used to do, and I thank God for that, too; but as a doctrinally sound Protestant Reformed Christian Man, I tend to stick to what I am told not to do according to as God has ordained in His Ten Commandments; For example :Thou shalt make any graven images, from anything of anything that is in heaven nor in the sea that resembles anything to do with heaven, including God, the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Ghost.
So this type of depiction by Mr. Dan Proop is very wrong in deed. For example, I went to see the movie made by Mel Gidson called "The Passion" and it described some of the biblical accounts surrounding Jesus the Christ (but not as the biblical account of how he the one and only Messiah and only Justifier and only Mediator of all of His predestinated and effectually called chosen people.
I half expected to see a well docummented biblical account,and what I got was alot of Roman Catholic doctrinal work surrounding their sinful idea of the Virgin Mary. And with in the first five minutes of its screening I was so distressed and angry that it was just a mock up and lies about the events from the biblical account, that when it was over, I went and demanded for my money back and got it fully refunded.
So this pictorial of a modern day looking Jesus showing his nakedness, by this Mr. Dan Proops, is just as disgusting to me.
Just as it says in God's Ten Commandments "Thou shalt not covet thy nerighbours son, nor his daughter, nor his wife, nor his manservant, nor his maid servant, nor anything that is thy neighbours; including his nakedness."
And if you read the Authorised King James Bible, in the book of Deuteronomy from chapters fourteen to twenty five, you will see what I mean,and what God says about this sort of thing, regarding uncovering thy neighbours nakednes, and any one elses nakedness.
It is never too difficult to day to see how we (as totally fallen mankind) want to go backwards to an often thought of nastalgia and the Renaissence type of era. And we do it simply because we are totally fallen human beings in the very depths of our seed which produces our nature.
It is in our seed that produces our revulsion of God and want to invent any other kind of logic and theories of an evolution that created us, rather than taking the truth on the chin like a good grown up ought to be able to do. For we were created by God who created all things. Like it or not.
And He and HIs Word, is to be the only necessary authority over our consciences day by day, and night by night. But do we all agree with that type of biblical logic on a daily basis all over the world? No, of course not. But the truth is, we are to. For example when God rested on the seventh day and hallowed it, He also hallowed it for every one in the world for all eternity. So that mankind was to have at least one day off, in which to rest and to worship Him and be under the preaching of His Word from generation to generation.
But do we all believe in this biblical account of His Word? of course not.
And with this type of pictorial depiction of Jesus, I have to ask myself, would I have it hanging in my home...or on my dash board in my car, or truck and so on, No, of course not. Nor would I have anything that depicts the figure of Jesus in anyway shape or form, not even of so called angels in heaven, nor the virgin mary, and so on. None of that type of thing is to be in our homes,nor purses, nor wallets, nor cars, nor photo-abums, and so on, but do we all belive in God's Word on that matter, No, of course not.
Well John I thank you for your question and I hope I have answered it accordingly to your satisfaction.
Anyway have a great day today.
Sincerely The Old Man...