The last day of 29
March 17th 2008 01:15
Tommorrow, amongst green leprechauns and four leaf clovers, i turn thirty.
This day was looming over me like a huge black cloud...no more twenties, no more youth. Hello responsability.
I take every birthday badly. When I turned 17 I came in to class looking like death warmed over . When I was 18, i wrote lengthy poetry about how old I was. At 21, I cried the whole day. At 25, I had a mid life crisis.
So forget that. This year, it's different. This year I am grabbing the age by the er, hair and saying: You will NOT be the death of me. Age doesn't define me. I will not be crazy cat lady smelling like pepto bismol even if i AM crazy cat lady smelling like pepto bismol
Goodbye unhealthy relationships, procrastination, and self doubt. Goodbye blaming everyone for bad decisions. Hello knowing exactly what I want , hello life .
I have lived so much in these thirty years, and why not i think the next thirty will be anything short of fabulous?
It reminds me of that episode on Friends when people freak out about reaching thirty. They all did these crazy things..." WHY God WHY???"
So, enough bitching, and think towards the future.
Here's to me , and the first year I won't bitch about another year . Wish me luck...
This day was looming over me like a huge black cloud...no more twenties, no more youth. Hello responsability.
I take every birthday badly. When I turned 17 I came in to class looking like death warmed over . When I was 18, i wrote lengthy poetry about how old I was. At 21, I cried the whole day. At 25, I had a mid life crisis.
So forget that. This year, it's different. This year I am grabbing the age by the er, hair and saying: You will NOT be the death of me. Age doesn't define me. I will not be crazy cat lady smelling like pepto bismol even if i AM crazy cat lady smelling like pepto bismol
I have lived so much in these thirty years, and why not i think the next thirty will be anything short of fabulous?
It reminds me of that episode on Friends when people freak out about reaching thirty. They all did these crazy things..." WHY God WHY???"
So, enough bitching, and think towards the future.
Here's to me , and the first year I won't bitch about another year . Wish me luck...
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DARN IT.
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