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My Daily Rambles - by Max Ride

My Daily Rambles - June 2007

Suicide (continued)

June 4th 2007 01:41

Thank You Lily! You are the best. At least I knoiw someone is reading this. So two kids were found hanging from a tree in your neighborhood huh? Well all I know is that suicide is stupid. I tried it once and regretted it forever. I didn't cut myself or anything but I did right after my mom died. So I know what I am talking about. No one ever found out but I tried numerous things. OD on Tyleno, hanging myself and a bunch of other things. So takee it from me, DON"T EVEN TRY IT! Nothing is ever bad enough to take your life. NOTHING! Now I know that you all probably think that I am crazy, but I was 5 or 6 years old and thought that if I killed myself I ould be able to be with her. know that doesn't make sense but again I was only 5 or 6 years old. But thanks again for the comment Lily, I REALLY REALLY appreciate it. As for the rest of you *turns to face crowd of other people* START POSTING COMMENTS OR ELSE! I KNOW YOU ARE OUT THERE! Lily post another comment if you can. I need more ideas and comments always make me feel all happy inside. YAY COMMENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Comment by KylieW

June 4th 2007 02:19

Celebrity Obsession

I read an article about suicide study a few years back (wish I could remember all the details of it). In the study, they surveyed people who attempted to commit suicide by jumping off bridges/buildings etc. And nearly every single person said that the minute they leapt they knew that they didn't want to die. They were lucky and didn't....but what about the ones who realise it when it's too late.

I could never do suicide for that reason. It's so permanent.

I can understand a little kid trying to kill himself to be with his mum though.

Kylie

Comment by Tracy

June 4th 2007 02:40

Movies and Life

Hi Max

I can understand why you thought you could be with your mum when she died, I think that would be a natural thought. How awful to lose your mum when you were so young.

My sister suicided and I often wonder if she had that split second last thought of it being too late. But I'll never know.

I'll be reading even if I don't comment,

Tracy

Comment by Ahmed

June 4th 2007 03:06

Video Gamer Kids
Little Green Foosballs
PolyKicks

The split second thing is instantanious where emotion is taken out of the equation and you think about your situation objectively.

Next time there are two things and you can't decide which you want, take a coin, assign heads to one and tails to the other, flip it, soon as you do you know you want one thing more than the other. Stop there and take the thing you wanted more, don't think about it.

Comment by Kleonaptra

June 4th 2007 03:15

Kalikapsychosis

Ive tried to committ suicide every way there is! Just when I think "I'll never do that again" I have another moment where all I can think of is the razor. To some of us, death isnt scary. Its just the next step.

Comment by Mrs M

June 4th 2007 04:40

Mum's Word

I took a whole bunch of aspirin when I was about 9 years old. Family life wasn't that great. Even thought about running away...but I knew I would get in a heap of trouble if I ever got found.

The thought of my 6 year old taking a whole bunch of pills because she thought life was so bad, would damn near kill me.

Love & stuff
Mrs M

Comment by D. Armenta

June 4th 2007 22:03

The Florida Keys and Everglades
The Black Sheep Chronicles
What constitutes bad manners?
The male mystique
Debate Fan
L.A.M.P.

Mrs. M. just illustrated perfectly why I haven't done or tried it; it would kill my Mum, just kill her--and hurt one or two others very much.

When things get bad, I muddle through 'cause I just can't do that to my loved ones.

Comment by Kleonaptra

June 5th 2007 01:07

Kalikapsychosis

Yes D Armenta, I know what you mean....

Comment by Max Ride

June 7th 2007 00:47

The Devil Made Me
MR Life
Introduction
My Daily Rambles

I just want to point out 1 thing ( or rather 2!!!!!) 1-I AM A GIRL NOT A BOY! MAX IS JUST A NICKNAME THAT I GOT FROM A CHARACTER IN A BOOK!!!! 2-I AM NOT CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!! A lot of people don't understand me. But I really appreciate all of your support. My parents still don't know about me trying to commit suicide, so it was good to tell some one. Even if you are all complete strangers. As for Kleonaptra, all I can say is this, although I don't know you, you seem like an awesome guy ( you are a guy right?) so don't take away anyone's chances of meeting you. But I can totally relate. I have those days every day. But mostly I just took pills, lots of pills. I haven't tried to cut myself. My family is really suckish right now. You see I am not that interesting ( surprise right?) so I don't really care. But my dad is cool, my step-mom is okay, my brother is the one who pushes me. He calls me fat, a slut, a bitch, and so many other things. He and I just got into another fight, and my parents aren't around, so I can do whatever. I am fighting back the uge right now. I really need a life I know. But thank you for the comments they have helped so much. They're what have been keeping me busy and some-what happier. So thank you and keep commenting and reading.
P.S- I need another topic. Any suggestions?

Comment by D. Armenta

June 7th 2007 20:42

The Florida Keys and Everglades
The Black Sheep Chronicles
What constitutes bad manners?
The male mystique
Debate Fan
L.A.M.P.

Hahaha, I was mistaken for a boy for the longest time here, probably because I make fart jokes. After I posted a pic, that all went away. (yeah, I'm surprised too)

Did you ever go to camp when you were a kid? Or go camping? I love camping stories (hint hint)

Comment by Max Ride

June 8th 2007 21:03

The Devil Made Me
MR Life
Introduction
My Daily Rambles

No, I never went camping or to camp. But I did sleep in my backyard. Does that count? LOL!

Comment by D. Armenta

June 8th 2007 21:24

The Florida Keys and Everglades
The Black Sheep Chronicles
What constitutes bad manners?
The male mystique
Debate Fan
L.A.M.P.

Yes, it counts..especially if somehting funny or scary happened, or you sneaked off with your friends to roam the neighborhood really really late..anything that tells a good story.

Tell me a story from your life.

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