So...like I was saying
January 17th 2012 00:14
I'm 31 years old but
I wanna start talking about since I was 16. By my 16th birthday guess what....yeah I got my innocence taken away. I wasn't that innocent though...but I took almost a year for me to give myself to him... It really wasn't what I expected but it happened... oh well!
I became a real bitch, leaving one boyfriend for another and breaking hearts stupidly...I didn't care... I was young and beautiful and not to brag but I was pretty cool. Not really popular but cool within my circle of friends. All of this happened in highschool (I pretty much did all of my school in Mexico so highschool for me was in a private school and it was for only 2 years). I wasn't a slut but I knew I could have anyone I wanted and I almost did, the only ones I couln't get where the ones that were a little too popular or the ones that liked the "very girly girls"....I'm not like that, I never was! I was always in jeans and back then the shirts underneath the button shirts were very popular (at least I thought so) so I always dressed like that...
When I was 17 years old I had the cuttest boyfriend ever...he was blonde and with green eyes...we were really in love... I really loved him... I think he was my first love and the first one to break my heart too. It was stupid the reason why I left him but he really did hurt me... this is why: we had a little fight so we stopped talking for a few days (he called me, he always did!) so I waited until he called me... we went back together and everything was very nice again until this day that I felt him very strange with me... like if he was feeling guilty or something... I was going to church back then to a group... and I was driving by the church and then I saw him drive infront of me... he wasn't supposed to be there... he caught up to me and said he wanted to talk to me... what he said: "I have to tell you something, remember that day when we fought and we stopped talking for a few days? we'll I was out in a club and I met this girl... nothing happened but I got her number and have been talking to her ever since" (by this time I wanted to throw up!!) He continued: "I was very drunk but the next day I saw her number and... well you were very mad at me and I decided to call her... we've been talking but I love you... and I don't want to talk to her anymore.." I asked him who it was and guess what he told me.. "Is your friend______ from church, I just told her I had a girlfriend and who you were and she actually told me that she couldn't speak to me anymore" I decided to walk inside the church and just left him there... I was very heart broken... I didn't care if nothing happened! He kept talking to her with intentions of something else happening!!! I hated him! and her!!! So i broke up with him... WE went on and off for like a year... until I met someone else and left him for that guy.... a USMC from San Diego.... I'll tell you all about him tomorrow....
I wanna start talking about since I was 16. By my 16th birthday guess what....yeah I got my innocence taken away. I wasn't that innocent though...but I took almost a year for me to give myself to him... It really wasn't what I expected but it happened... oh well!
I became a real bitch, leaving one boyfriend for another and breaking hearts stupidly...I didn't care... I was young and beautiful and not to brag but I was pretty cool. Not really popular but cool within my circle of friends. All of this happened in highschool (I pretty much did all of my school in Mexico so highschool for me was in a private school and it was for only 2 years). I wasn't a slut but I knew I could have anyone I wanted and I almost did, the only ones I couln't get where the ones that were a little too popular or the ones that liked the "very girly girls"....I'm not like that, I never was! I was always in jeans and back then the shirts underneath the button shirts were very popular (at least I thought so) so I always dressed like that...
When I was 17 years old I had the cuttest boyfriend ever...he was blonde and with green eyes...we were really in love... I really loved him... I think he was my first love and the first one to break my heart too. It was stupid the reason why I left him but he really did hurt me... this is why: we had a little fight so we stopped talking for a few days (he called me, he always did!) so I waited until he called me... we went back together and everything was very nice again until this day that I felt him very strange with me... like if he was feeling guilty or something... I was going to church back then to a group... and I was driving by the church and then I saw him drive infront of me... he wasn't supposed to be there... he caught up to me and said he wanted to talk to me... what he said: "I have to tell you something, remember that day when we fought and we stopped talking for a few days? we'll I was out in a club and I met this girl... nothing happened but I got her number and have been talking to her ever since" (by this time I wanted to throw up!!) He continued: "I was very drunk but the next day I saw her number and... well you were very mad at me and I decided to call her... we've been talking but I love you... and I don't want to talk to her anymore.." I asked him who it was and guess what he told me.. "Is your friend______ from church, I just told her I had a girlfriend and who you were and she actually told me that she couldn't speak to me anymore" I decided to walk inside the church and just left him there... I was very heart broken... I didn't care if nothing happened! He kept talking to her with intentions of something else happening!!! I hated him! and her!!! So i broke up with him... WE went on and off for like a year... until I met someone else and left him for that guy.... a USMC from San Diego.... I'll tell you all about him tomorrow....
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