So...I know, Im failing myself here
February 12th 2007 00:07
Its amazing how low you can feel on the inside and how remarkably unaffected you can look on the outside. Someone commented to me yesterday that in the capacity of my job that - I could have shit thrown at me and Id still smile.
I feel like yeah, thats true. However. I started this here blog to keep myself commited. And I failed in that. And while Im not depressed enough to eat a block of chocolate or anything like that, I am a little upset that Ive let myself down.
So this where I declare a turning point. Before I leave work this afternoon, I will have a contract drawn up for myself and I will stick to it. And you will all be here to tell me that I have fallen off the bandwagon, to scold me and to be the support I need.
Please?
I feel like yeah, thats true. However. I started this here blog to keep myself commited. And I failed in that. And while Im not depressed enough to eat a block of chocolate or anything like that, I am a little upset that Ive let myself down.
So this where I declare a turning point. Before I leave work this afternoon, I will have a contract drawn up for myself and I will stick to it. And you will all be here to tell me that I have fallen off the bandwagon, to scold me and to be the support I need.
Please?
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