Society
December 31st 2006 00:25
People give me the shits..
Im going to escape to a far away land and create my own society. I am fed up with the people and bullshit they carry. I hate it occupies my mind so much, Im to kind which I think makes people believe they can stand all over me, they are very wrong!
I fweel quite lonely, I dont feel I relate to anyone anymore, I dont fit in nor do I want to considering what others seem to be into these days.
Society doesnt accept me I think due to the fact Im not into drugs nor do I drink. I have been down that road I will admit but it seems to be out of control today.
Im not judgmental people can do as they please but I want them to accept me as I am as much as I accept them for who they are I have time for anyone who has respect for me, the same that I show them.
I miss my best friend so much, she being the only one other than my mother, who understood everything I was about. And gave me honest, blunt yeat reassuring oppinions. I miss it so much, living around the corner sittin up all night laughin and giggling and crying about all the shit we'd done or were currently going through. I am yet to come across anyone who is anything like her. And I doubt I ever will.
These days I revert to writing journals and blogs, it being the only thing that 'reads' into the depth of my thoughts. Im too scared to put in my most deepest.
I can think of one or two people who I can confide in, completely that is, and vice versa!
We unload to each other regularly well we did!
I just want to feel that people truely give a shit no more fakeness, I want the real thing. Is anyone themselves these days do the real people exist or are they becoming extinct?
I have a feeling they are dieing out or being converted to being full of shit.
Giving up that there is anyone out there who is true. Well Im n ot going to, I know Im real to those around me and myself no bullshit with me.
this is a shit blog.. i should delete it!
Im going to escape to a far away land and create my own society. I am fed up with the people and bullshit they carry. I hate it occupies my mind so much, Im to kind which I think makes people believe they can stand all over me, they are very wrong!
I fweel quite lonely, I dont feel I relate to anyone anymore, I dont fit in nor do I want to considering what others seem to be into these days.
Society doesnt accept me I think due to the fact Im not into drugs nor do I drink. I have been down that road I will admit but it seems to be out of control today.
I miss my best friend so much, she being the only one other than my mother, who understood everything I was about. And gave me honest, blunt yeat reassuring oppinions. I miss it so much, living around the corner sittin up all night laughin and giggling and crying about all the shit we'd done or were currently going through. I am yet to come across anyone who is anything like her. And I doubt I ever will.
These days I revert to writing journals and blogs, it being the only thing that 'reads' into the depth of my thoughts. Im too scared to put in my most deepest.
I can think of one or two people who I can confide in, completely that is, and vice versa!
We unload to each other regularly well we did!
I just want to feel that people truely give a shit no more fakeness, I want the real thing. Is anyone themselves these days do the real people exist or are they becoming extinct?
I have a feeling they are dieing out or being converted to being full of shit.
this is a shit blog.. i should delete it!
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Comment by The Voices in my Head
The Voices in my Head
God, do I ever identify with this post. You have no idea!
This is exactly why you shouldn't delete it...there are people out there that feel exactly like you do. I have so much of the same feelings as you have described here.
This world is a dark place...no doubt. It gets worse everyday...but it's because the good give up, leave, taking their light with them. Silly analogy...I know. But it doesn't change the fact that it is true.
Stay...
*smile*
Voices~
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