Sobriety is Overrated
June 4th 2007 23:49
I don't mean sobriety as in not consuming alcohol, because I have been drinking that shit like someone's paying me. Check out my last post for some indication of my fledgling alcoholic tendancies.
I mean... I am sick of not taking drugs. I've been smoking a little bit of weed... and that's it. I haven't done pingers since (i think) mid april, and I haven't touched speed or acid for alot longer than that. You would think by now I'd be thinking straight, getting a new lease on life, something like that.
Well.... guess again. My memory still sucks, I can't think any better, I still don't go to classes, my room is still the messiest of anyone I know, and I'm still broke.
From what I can tell, the only results of my quasi-hiatus from drugs is that I drink more, play more computer games, and I get bored a LOT more.
So... the moral of this story?
Drugs don't ruin lives like people say they do, kids... You can do that all by yourself.
ps. I am getting sooo fucked up sometime soon... I can feel it in my bones.
I mean... I am sick of not taking drugs. I've been smoking a little bit of weed... and that's it. I haven't done pingers since (i think) mid april, and I haven't touched speed or acid for alot longer than that. You would think by now I'd be thinking straight, getting a new lease on life, something like that.
Well.... guess again. My memory still sucks, I can't think any better, I still don't go to classes, my room is still the messiest of anyone I know, and I'm still broke.
From what I can tell, the only results of my quasi-hiatus from drugs is that I drink more, play more computer games, and I get bored a LOT more.
So... the moral of this story?
Drugs don't ruin lives like people say they do, kids... You can do that all by yourself.
ps. I am getting sooo fucked up sometime soon... I can feel it in my bones.
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Comment by David
As to your life being fucked-up? ... Cling to the hope of it getting better one day ... Keep writing like you do ... Don't listen to people who say you should be anything more than the person you are at the moment ... until you're ready to change ... Change takes ages ... be patient with yourself ... Avoid the critical and judgemental as much as you can ... but speak up for yourself when they judge and criticise you ... Have a vent and to hell with them ..
Believe you'll change when the times comes to change ... Until then? Live as you do and to hell with what other people think of your lifestyle ...
It's what gets me through each day ...
There aren't a lot of posts on Orble I enjoy reading ... This was one of them. It was brutally honest ... And that isn't a crime ... (yet? ...
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And as for drugs ruining lives. I'm in agreement. People fuck up their own lives. You can either handle drugs or you can't. If you can't, you should stay right the hell away from them.
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Try some great fruit, read my blog, get that memory back in order and learn to enjoy life, not drown it. You can spend a long time waiting for change, go out and make it happen, you'll end up feeling great.
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