So.
January 1st 2008 05:56
Just as I'm about to make a comeback, my mother BANS. ME. From the computer by changing my password. Isn't that amazing? Let me see... December sucked balls.
The only good things I can say are 1)I got an iPod for Christmas 2)I'm still with Geoff (do NOT ask me how I managed this one), and... yeah, that's about where I run out of good things. I now have computer access again.
Happy New Year.
Well no, not really. I'm in the midst of a Great Depression, you know, worse than before. I've got a couple things I do have to get off my chest and although I'd usually relegate it to my LJ, which is more private, I feel strongly like I have to come out and say it. I have serious depression issues, I now smoke, and I have a pretty bad home life. I need to get away from where I live for a couple weeks, I swear it on my life.
I should make New Year's Resolutions, but if you make a resolution, it fails. Here are the things I NEED to do in 2008:
~Try to find some sort of spark of happiness to get me out of this suicidal state
~Get a published piece out there to show off
~Blog. Regularly. On both my blogs.
~Lose about 15 pounds so I can fit into my favourite pants again.
~GO TO SCHOOL.
Yeah. There's a lot of shit I could unload all into this entry, but most of it would either make you think I'm crazy or try to refer me to a psychiatrist. I have depression issues, I cut myself, I'm fucked up. You got a problem with that?
The only good things I can say are 1)I got an iPod for Christmas 2)I'm still with Geoff (do NOT ask me how I managed this one), and... yeah, that's about where I run out of good things. I now have computer access again.
Happy New Year.
Well no, not really. I'm in the midst of a Great Depression, you know, worse than before. I've got a couple things I do have to get off my chest and although I'd usually relegate it to my LJ, which is more private, I feel strongly like I have to come out and say it. I have serious depression issues, I now smoke, and I have a pretty bad home life. I need to get away from where I live for a couple weeks, I swear it on my life.
I should make New Year's Resolutions, but if you make a resolution, it fails. Here are the things I NEED to do in 2008:
~Try to find some sort of spark of happiness to get me out of this suicidal state
~Get a published piece out there to show off
~Blog. Regularly. On both my blogs.
~Lose about 15 pounds so I can fit into my favourite pants again.
~GO TO SCHOOL.
Yeah. There's a lot of shit I could unload all into this entry, but most of it would either make you think I'm crazy or try to refer me to a psychiatrist. I have depression issues, I cut myself, I'm fucked up. You got a problem with that?
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