Slips, Trips and Falls. Damn it!
February 11th 2012 06:36
Hey there boys and girls, what time is it? Yep time for more trivial drivel for you to waste away your time with and to help kill off a few more brain cells. I mean seriously you could and probably would be better off getting sloshed while watching porn and eating cheese doodles. But on the other hand (no pun) I might even be able to make you smile.
This has been an interesting week! What started off like a hurricane ended up like a fart in a whirl wind. But it is getting better with each tick of the clock. I am currently separated from my wife and while we have been talking and checking up on one another we both secretly know, well knew a divorce was waiting on the horizon well one day this week, Thursday it became pretty damn evident. After a blow up we ended up filing for the impending divorce. Not something I endorse by any means but there comes a time where you have to say enough already. If nothing more than to save your sanity. Needless to say this triggered events in my time, my space which kind of upset the natural order of things. I slipped and had a couple of binging sessions. Nothing major but I allowed my emotions to over power the common sense and do things I should not have done. Oh nothing weird I just shoved junk down my pie hole trying to cover up the depression I was having from the filing of the papers to end my marriage and remove any possibilities of ever having sex again. I mean really what lady wants to lie beside a beached whale. Well that was my thoughts at the time and I attempted to cover it up with junk. I have had better ideas but when up against the wall we will revert back to what has seemed to work in the past.
So, even the teacher slips. Hey, I am human you know. Of course I have an ex wife and a future ex wife that might just argue that. But regardless, I allowed myself to slip and now I am back on the horse and moving on. That is just something we have to do. I mean seriously, you are already doing it in other parts of your life. But do you let them stop you, nope you move on. Same thing goes for weight loss. You are going to slip that is a for sure and certain thing. The thing is, do not give up. Get back in the saddle and don’t worry about what happened. Worry about NOW. You know we can’t change the past and we can’t control the future for the most part. But we can do something about the NOW. But even that isn’t entirely up to us but we do have some say in the NOW. Take full advantage and ownership of NOW, things will work out.
Well I am a bit tired. It is just after 6 a.m. my time. I have been up since a little after 5 a.m. and I have a full day ahead of me and still have to go to work later and pull a 12 hour shift. So until next time boys and girls, have a safe and pleasant day and above all else have a great journey.
This has been an interesting week! What started off like a hurricane ended up like a fart in a whirl wind. But it is getting better with each tick of the clock. I am currently separated from my wife and while we have been talking and checking up on one another we both secretly know, well knew a divorce was waiting on the horizon well one day this week, Thursday it became pretty damn evident. After a blow up we ended up filing for the impending divorce. Not something I endorse by any means but there comes a time where you have to say enough already. If nothing more than to save your sanity. Needless to say this triggered events in my time, my space which kind of upset the natural order of things. I slipped and had a couple of binging sessions. Nothing major but I allowed my emotions to over power the common sense and do things I should not have done. Oh nothing weird I just shoved junk down my pie hole trying to cover up the depression I was having from the filing of the papers to end my marriage and remove any possibilities of ever having sex again. I mean really what lady wants to lie beside a beached whale. Well that was my thoughts at the time and I attempted to cover it up with junk. I have had better ideas but when up against the wall we will revert back to what has seemed to work in the past.
So, even the teacher slips. Hey, I am human you know. Of course I have an ex wife and a future ex wife that might just argue that. But regardless, I allowed myself to slip and now I am back on the horse and moving on. That is just something we have to do. I mean seriously, you are already doing it in other parts of your life. But do you let them stop you, nope you move on. Same thing goes for weight loss. You are going to slip that is a for sure and certain thing. The thing is, do not give up. Get back in the saddle and don’t worry about what happened. Worry about NOW. You know we can’t change the past and we can’t control the future for the most part. But we can do something about the NOW. But even that isn’t entirely up to us but we do have some say in the NOW. Take full advantage and ownership of NOW, things will work out.
Well I am a bit tired. It is just after 6 a.m. my time. I have been up since a little after 5 a.m. and I have a full day ahead of me and still have to go to work later and pull a 12 hour shift. So until next time boys and girls, have a safe and pleasant day and above all else have a great journey.
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