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January 9th 2007 00:54

well I wanted to update my blogs, but on one of my other ones I just ended up griping about work. I did have a sleepless night last night but I just surfed the net, checking out floor tiles and different types of sinks for mu moms house. She has two bathrooms that I would love to redo.
The house I am currently living in, I live with my boyfriend of five years and we are slowly working on it. The living room right now is red and we are planning on painting it a more nuetral color. Nothing else is going on really, nothing has changed with my sister situation and I;m still having money problems, but I'm not overdrawn or anything like that anymore.

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4:07

December 22nd 2006 09:14

If anyone would please reply or email me or something. I think self education is a great thing and I have tons of questions about certain things..like what can you do if anything when you know your sister is an a controlling, abusive realationship? I'd also like to hear from any body surviving from an eating disorder..I was never diagnosed but I believe that I had anorexia when I was younger, also any former victims of school bullies. shit there was just too mucxh crap going on the last year I was in that high school. Enough of the fun or reminiscing...I'm off to try to get more sleep now.

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3:43 am

December 22nd 2006 09:04

maybe its just the stress of the holidays but something woke me up at 3 am and now I can't get back to sleep. Tomorrow I habe to be at my moms house to meet my sis and bro in law so I can hand out their xmas presents...this is the sister that I hardly ever see. Months will go by without my seeing her actually and a lot has gone out here lately with my family, so things are a bit messed up.
My mom used to live right next to my sister and her husband, she bought a newer house in a bigger town where my other sister lives and for some reason it really...let me just say "bothered" my sis and her husband. My moms trying to sell 30 acres of land to pay off the new house and that really ticked them off and started a whole big mess. I think it was great for my mom to have a new house and at least one of my sisters think so too. A freind asked me recently why she had moved and I thought about it before I answered him- A big reason was that the house was where she had lived with my dad for years and he passed away 4 years ago. It was very hard for her to continue living there, she needed a fresh start to get some happiness out of life again. Another basic reason was that the house wasn't in great shape she'd paid a local guy to renovate the outside-the vinyl siding was all new and new windows and all that. The inside of the house was still a wreck however. I feel like environment is everything, and that place was just like a dark cave or something everytime you walked in it.
ahhh its 4 now almost, actually i guess its doubtful that anyone will read this, but I would like to know if anyone does read it. I'm new to this website and blogging in general but my whole family knows that my sister and her husband have a bad relationship. he's very contolling of everything she does and she doesn't seem to fight it..so I want to help her in any way that I could but I just honesty don't know what to do. I was in a bad way at one time in my life, back when I decided to drop out of high school. There was a lot going on and I'm still not completely clear on all that really happened but I thank god everyday that my mom was there
to sort of just shake me up out of the lost daze that I was in. I remember sitting in her truck right outside of school just feeling so damn numb and just lost in the hell I was going thru day after day in that place, and all she had to ask me was did I not want to go to school anymore? Its ridiculous-but thats all it took.
Wow I didn't know all this was going to come like flying out like this..I think I'm gonna post it and do a part 2 to this sleepless blog. Your text goes here

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