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SUFFERING
REMEMBERING BACK TO CHILDHOOD MEMERIORS, THAT ARE DAYS LONG GONE ,
LOUD ECHOS OF REREMINISCENTS THAT TORMENT MY MORTAL DEEP THOUGHS .
SEASONS OF PLAY RAMBLE ON, REACHS DEEP WITHOUT ANY SENCE OF REALITY ,
THINGS GONE WRONG, THE WILD AND CRAZY ABSENT TEARFUL MINDED YEARS.
I SCREAM FROM THE DEPHTS OF MY HELL, GOD CAN YOU HEAR MY SINFUL PAIN ,
WHAT HAVE I DONE SO VERY WRONG, THAT NO ONE WILL LEND A CARING EAR .
I ASK FOR HELP IN TIME OF NEED, I RUN AS FAST AS I CAN, ONLY I AM INSANE , THIS DISILLUSION HAS BECOME PART OF ME, WHY CAN’NT YOU TAKE TIME TO SEE .
NOW LIFE HAS BECOME SO UNKIND AND UNFAIR, SO UNBEARABLE, IS IT ONLY ME ,
WITH SO MUCH DOUBT AND DESPAIR, I AM NOT MUCH ON FAITH, I AM SO SCARED .
I TRY NOT TO THINK OF DEATH, BUT IT ALWAYS FINDS ME, TIME TO MAKE IT ALL END ,
I STILL DO NOT KNOW HOW IT ALL BEGAN, THE RAZOR PLUNGES DEEP IN MY VAIN .
I SCREAM FROM THE DEPTHS OF MY HELL, GOD CAN YOU HEAR MY SINFUL PAIN ,
WHAT HAVE I DONE SO VERY WRONG, THAT NO ONE WILL LEND A CARING EAR .
I ASK FOR HELP IN TIME OF NEED, I RUN AS FAST AS I CAN, ONLY I AM INSANE ,
THIS DISILLUCSION HAS BECOME PART OF ME, WHY YOU WILL NOT TAKE TIME TO SEE .
WHAT HAVE I DONE, I DID NOT THINK, IT CAN NOT BE TO LATE, OH GOD SAVE ME ,
A STRANGE SENSATION HAS COME OVER MY BODY WHILE CLINGING TO ESCAPE .
NO TIME TO HAIST, MYSELF I MUST SAVE NOW, FOR I WILL FEEL NOT DISGRACE ,
I AM BETTER NOW, I SEARCHED MY EXISTANCE AND FOUND MY FAITH IN GRACE .
I SCREAM FROM THE DEPTHS OF MY HELL, GOD CAN YOU HEAR MY SINFUL PAIN ,
IWHAT HAVE I DONE SO VERY WRONG, THAT NO ONE WILL LEND A CARING EAR .
I ASK FOR HELP IN TIME OF NEED, I RUN AS FAST AS I CAN, ONLY I AM INSANE ,
THIS DELUCSION HAS BECOME PART OF ME, WHY CAN’NT YOU TAKE TIME TO SEE .
BY
REUBEN C. HORSMAN
3/29/2010
LOOKING FOR ANSWERS
SOME TIMES LIFE GETS VERY CONFUSING, WONDERING, WHILE ASKING MYSELF, WHAT IS THE ANSWERS TO MY QUESTIONS, HAS THE WORLD GONE INSANE. THE NEWS, STREETS, CITYS, EVERY WHERE YOU LOOK KOAS IS IN THE AIR , GOVERNMENTS HAVE GONE ASTAY, STILL MY QUESTION IS, WHO IS TO BLAME. LIFE DOES NOT MAKE SENCE ANY MORE, NO LOVE, NOT EVEN A HELPING HAND, I COULD GO ON AND ON, FOR YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND, STILL, NO SENCE AT ALL.. EVERY ONE CRIES FOR TRUTH, JUSTICE FOR THEIR CRIME, STILL HOLDING A GUN OR KNIVE, LOVE IS LOST, GOD CRIES WITH A HEAVY TEAR, FOR HE HAS PAID THE ULTIMATE PRICE. IT SEEMS NO ONE CARES, THEY DO ALL THESE BAD THINGS IN THE NAME OF GOD , PREJUDICE HATERS, COMMUNIST, ATHEIST, PAGANISM, IS EVERYWHERE, TO REVEILING. I SEE IN PEOPLES FACES, THE DEVIL, THE EVIDENCE IS HERE, FOR HE IS EVERY WHERE , ALL IN THEIR NATIONS, GREAT ACTS OF PAGANISM IS THERE, ALL TO REVEILING . EACH DAY MY HEART BEATS WITH FEAR, ALWAYS WEARY OF WHAT I MIGHT SEE , STILL ASKING MYSELF EACH DAY, SAYING WITH FEAR, WHO IS STILL TO BLAME . CAN WE CHANGE, WE STAY THE SAME COURSE, I HOPE NOT, WE MUST TRY ANOTHER, STILL WE HAVE ALL THE ANSWERS, WE ARE ALL CAUGHT UP IN IT, STILL NO CHANGE. TO SLEEP I GO, LOOKING IN MY DREAMS FOR THE ANSWERS, PLACING NO BLAME, WILL CHANGE EVER COME, CHANGE BE EVERYTHING, IF ONLY SOME ONE CARED . WE ARE ALL IN TROUBLE, WE ARE KIDDING OUR SELVES, IF IT BE STAY THE SAME , IF WE DO NOT CHANGE, NOTHING CHANGE IN OUR TINY SMALL LITTLE WORLD . THE END, ONLY IF SOME ONE CARE .
By REUBEN HORSMAN
REUBEN C. HORSMAN
A PLACE TO STAY
A PLACE I CAN GO, NOW RELAXING BESIDE A SMALL STREAM THAT FLOWS EVER SO GENTLY INTO A CRYSTAL CLEAR LAKE, THAT IS SO SHADOWED BY BLUE MAJESTIC MOUNTAIN RANGE, THAT THE SNOW CAPED PEAKS ARE SO SOFT AGAINST THE BIG BLUE SKY. THE CLOUDS ARE SUSPENDED AS THEY DRIFT ON THE CRISP CLEAN AIR. THE LAKE I LAY BY NOW REFLECTS THE WHOLE MAJESTIC BLUE HEAVENS AS WELL AS THOSE POWERFUL MOUNTAINS, THE BEARS ARE THERE, EVEN THE EAGLES ARE AT FLIGHT. IS THIS THE PLACE, YES IT MUST BE THE PLACE WHERE THE GREAT PINE TREE STAND SO STRONG AGAINST THE BRUTE HOWLING WIND THAT REACH FROM THE SKY SO BRIGHT. THE SCENT IN THE AIR IS SO EXHILARATING TO MY SENCES AS TO MY BODY. THE FRESHNESS OF SPRING CAN BE FELT YEAR AROUND, AND I FEEL A SENCE OF A BELONGING IN THIS WONDERFUL PLACE. HEAR I FEEL AS MUCH A PART OF THE EARTH AS THE MANY CREATURES THAT DWELL HERE IN THE MIST OF THIS WILDERNESS. AS I SIT HERE GAZING AT EVERY BITE OF THIS BEAUTY, NEXT TO THE LAKE IS A TRAIL, THAT I SEE A DEER WITH HERE FAWN AS THEY DRINK FROM THAT VERY BIG MOTIONLESS LAKE THAT REVEILS SO MUCH. SO MANY UNTOUCHED TREASURES THAT ARE HERE!. THIS PLACE THAT NOT EVEN TIME CAN TOUCH. NOW IT HAS BECOME LATE IN THE EVENING, NOW THE BIG ENDLESS LAKE WATERS BEGIN TO CHANGE TO A NOTHER PICTURE AS THE LAKE ALSO CAPTURES THE IMAGES OF OTHER CREATURE THAT HAS COME TO THE COOL MISTY WATERS, AS THE HAZY STARS START TO APPEAR IN THEIR OWN REFLECTIONS. NOW, GOD HAS BEGAN TO THROW A ARRAY OF MOST BEAUTIFUL COLORS BEHIND THOSE BLUE MIGHTY MOUNTAINS. THE NIGHT CREEPS IN LIKE A BACK DROP. I AM IN AWE AT GODS PARADISE OF CREATION OF ART, WITH SUCH LOVE BEFORE ME NOW. I KNOW NOW THAT HE IS A ALSOME GOD OF EVERLASTING PASSION. I ASK YOU NOW CLOSE YOUR EYES NOW THAT YOU HAVE FOUND LOVE AND PARADISE IN A SINLESS PLACE AND JOIN ME IN MY DREAMS OF A PICTURE PERFECT PLACE, ON EARTH, HEAVEN ON EARTH. THIS PLACE I WANT TO GO, A PLACE TO STAY.
BY
REUBEN C. HORSMAN
3/30/2010
A AMERICAN SOLDIER
OUT AND WITH IN OUR SHORES, WE SEE BRAVE INDIVIDLUALS THAT STAND UP STRAIGHT AND DIRECT, IN MANY DIFFERENT RACES, COLORS, AND RELIGIONS, ALL WANTING THE SAME, FREEDOM. FOR YOU WILL SEE THEM IN DIFFERENT UNIFORMS THE MAKE PROUD STATEMENTS WHERE EVER THEY GO. IF IT BE LAND, SEA, OR IN THE AIR, THESE SOLDIERS ARE FROM EVERY WHERE .THEY STAND PROUD AND JUST, THAT IS WHAT IT IS TO BE CALLED A AMERICAN SOLDIER, BUT, THAT IS NOT ALL, WHAT MAKES THEM LAY THERE LIFE DOWN FOR US, MANY WONDER IN DISMAY, THIS IS THERE DREAMS OF FREEDOM IS WHAT WE HAVE TODAY. YOU ASK THEM IS IT COURAGE, OR THEY A HERO, THEY JUST SMILE, TURN AND WALK AWAY, THAT IS WHAT WE DO, FOR WE ARE AND ALWAYS WILL BE A AMERICAN SOLDIER. THOUGH THEY WILL BE ON A MANY, MANY, BATTIFIELDS, OR AT SEA”S, OR IN HEAVENLY SPACE, YOU CAN SEE THE ALMIGHTY FEAR BOTTLED UP IN THEIR FACE, FOR THEY KNOW THAT THEY ARE OUR PRESTIGE HOPE, BUT THEY GO ON, FOR THEY KNOW THAT THEIRS IS A PRICE FOR FREEDOM. THEY WILL ALL STAND IN THERE DAY, FOR THAT PRICE THEY WILL DEARLY PAY, FOR THEY KNOW THERE”S IS A GREAT SACRIFICE. THEY ARE READY, NOW DRESSED TO DEFEAT THEIR FOE WHERE EVER THEY GO, JUST LIKE THE KNIGHTS OF OLD, THEY FIGHT WITH OUT ANY QUESTION, FOR THEY ARE ALL BOLD. MANY HAVE FALLING TO DEFEND THEIR GREAT NATION AND THEIR LOVED ONES, FOR THEY WILL GIVE THEIR LIFE WITH OUT ANY REGRETS. NOW WE SEE THEM COME HOME, NOT AS A FLAME OR FIRE, NOT IN THEIR POLISHED AND BUFF ATIRE, BUT IN ANOTHER FORM. THEY DRESS IN A MAJESTIC COLORED FLAG NOW, FOR IN A COFFIN THEIR EYES HAVE ALL CLOSED, FOR THE FIGHT HAS ALL BUT GONE, NO BREATH, FOR THEIR SPIRIT LIVES FOR EVER MORE. NOW ONLY TO REST, FOR THEY GAVE THEIR COUNTRY THEIR BEST. I AM SURE AS BEFORE, THEY WILL HAVE THERE SPECIAL DAY AS THEY STAND BEFORE THE GLORY OF GOD AS NUMBERED SAINTS, BUT FOR NOW A AMERICAN SOLDIER BODY LIES BREATHLESS, NOT ABLE TO SEE THE MEDALS THET LAY HEAVY ON THEIR CHEST, SOON TO LAY IN A SPECIAL PLACE. NOW A PURE TEAR FALLS FROM GRACE, AS OFF A LOVED ONES FACE, NOW STANDING FOR A SHORT SPEECH “NOW HERE MY HERO LYES, BRIGHT AND SHINY MEDALS THAT LAY ON THEIR CHEST, STANDS AGAINST EVIL, DISGRACE AND TRENEY THAT WILL NEVER PREVAIL, I TELL YOU THIS NOW, THEY DID NOT DIE IN VAIN, THEY DID WHAT THEY DID FOR YOU AND I, MY GUARDIAN, MY PROTECTOR, MY HERO, BEHOLD, THEY STILL STAND STRONG TODAY IN MY EYES AS A AMERICAN SOLDIER
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