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Random Musings on Life, Love and Everything - March 2007

Freakin' out

March 31st 2007 04:25
I saw something last night that I will remember for the rest of my life.

I'm not going into details, not even for you relative strangers, because that would betray my friend's privacy and trust. But yes, it was because of drugs, and it scared the living fuck out of me.

I have never seen anything like it, and I hope I never see anything like it again. It was so bad that I am still seriously considering giving up drugs. Yeah, it was that bad.

Thankfully it's over now, but I think this will haunt me for a long, long time.

Then again, I did take 4 pills last night (the most I've taken in a single night, ever) and my head is not in a happy place, and the said event reeeeeeally didn't help cheer me up.


Who am I kidding. Without drugs, what else will I have to do?

So scattered.
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I'm sorry

March 29th 2007 17:34
I'm writing it here because I don't really have the guts to say it to your face.

And I know you are reading this daily (you little addict you), so this writing is not my usual impotent rant.

I'm sorry for telling you to fuck off and pushing you, even though I have no recollection of the latter.

And afterwards, when we were sitting outside together, alone. You told me I was getting aggressive, wehn all I was doing was protecting my reputation against the unfounded insults from another member of college who had no idea what she was talking about.

I told you that I don't need a babysitter, for good reason. My entire teenage and pos-teenage life, I've been 'that guy'. The guy who gets carried out of that party before people really start drinking. That guy who makes an ass of himself at every party. That's me by definition, baby.


You got pissed of at me when I got upset when you told me I needed a babysitter.
Well, as I said above, I get fucked up an awful lot. If I am doing anything positive at the moment, I like to think that I provide the younger college kids an example to avoid in their coming years.

Well, I don't like to accept help when i'm drunk, because it means (once again) I've lost control and fucked up, as usual. I like to think I can do everything by myself, but I can't. Shame on me.

I am so fucked up right now.
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Good luck

March 29th 2007 05:02
I went to trivia night at the red room last night. Asides from the questions being insanely difficult (first question: Who created the Biggles? We didn't even know what the fuck the biggles were, let alone who created them), it was alot of fun. The fact that we had beer skulling races didn't hurt either, as that happens to be my one speciality.

Anyhow, I was sitting outside having a smoke, as you do, and there's these two guys out there. They were fucktard hippies, and I really couldn't stand their inane conversation. It was so redundant that I can't even remember what it was about, I must have blocked it out. Anyway, I say hello to them in an attempt to derail their mind-numbingly stupid train of thought, but they just say hello back and carry on getting stupider and stupider.

Anyways, they weren't out there for long (thank christ), and as they leave one of them wishes me good luck. The other guys turns around and says (I shit you not), "Don't wish him good luck, he's not on our team", (it gets better) and the other guys looks confused for a couple of seconds and says "Oh yeah... I take it back".

Fucking pricks.

So, do you wish an opponent good luck, or do you tell him/her you hope they break every bone in their body and die a horrible death?
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Why Dumb Stoners Will Never Rule The Planet

March 28th 2007 06:39
Yesterday, I skipped all my classes for two reasons.

1: It was a birthday present to myself


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Birthdays

March 27th 2007 14:23
Birthday's are fun.

I don't like to publicize the fact that it is the anniversary of the day I was born. I figure the less people that know, the less embarassing shit they'll do to you. Like singing 'happy birthday' at the top of their lungs... in the middle of a crowded dining hall. I gave each and every one of those motherfuckers the death glare


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Mood Swings

March 26th 2007 09:05
It can be triggered by anything. An annoying neighbour who won't shut up, a memory, a picture... in this case, it was a word.

It takes a moment. Mere nanoseconds. You go from happy and listening to calming and cheerful Queen to rage filled screamo Atreyu


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Bali, Pt. 2

March 25th 2007 00:32
My second excursion to Bali was slightly more... well, prolific, than the first.

In my first proper trip to bali, which I wrote about here, I was about 16, and had started drinking at age 15, so I wasn't a seasoned drinker. Well, we returned to Bali when we finished high school, our schoolies if you will. I was 18, and had been a pretty heavy weekend drinker for years now


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One day i'm gonna get featured.

March 21st 2007 23:49
And ye all shall tremble, because that day shall mark the second coming. All you high and mighty blogs with your "High Volume Traffic" and your "Regular Entries" and your "Actual Readable Content" won't know what hit you.

That's right, people. A new age will dawn, an age where you shall suckle on the random musings orble teat for your daily fix. You'll tremble as you refresh the page every 30 seconds, praying for an update, praying I shall enrichen your lives just by you knowing how truly amazing I am


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Why Do I Do This To Myself?

March 18th 2007 02:07
Oh god.

To recap: the last 3 days have been fucking intense


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women

March 17th 2007 11:06
Women are one of the great mysteries of this universe, and for all my years of association with the fairer sex, I cannot say much about them with certainty.

What I do know about women is that they lie, they cheat, they fuck with your head and they break your heart. That's all I can say with certainty.
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Unexpected Advice

March 16th 2007 01:31
Advice can come from anywhere. Some of it is good, some of it is irrelevant, and some of it is just plain bad.

There are two instances that stick out in my mind of me getting some really good advice from a really unexpected source


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Bali, Pt. 1

March 14th 2007 02:33
I first experienced the island paradise known as Bali many years ago, with my family. It was a wonderful place, with water parks and beaches and tourist shops, and as a child I thought it was fantastic. We used to go there fairly regularly, maybe once every year or two, and I always loved it.

However, I did not fully appreciate the awesomeness of Bali until I had my first trip there sans parental guidance. It was just after we'd finished our GCSE's (our last 4 years of high school consisted of two 2-year programs, the GCSE's followed by the IB's), which would have made us... umm... 16


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I'm Alive!

March 10th 2007 16:31
Contrary to popular belief, I avoided my long overdue overdose and cheated death once again. I'm back, and although part of my soul may have died as the lights dimmed over the Doomben racecourse, I think today was one of the best days I've had in a long, long time.

The day started out innocently enough. A mad rush to sort out drug supplies for a friend that decided in the end she didn't want them. After that, just getting ready and a mad rush for a bus. Then I ate some acid, and the day took a turn to the bizzare


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Goodbye

March 9th 2007 23:17
This may very well be my last post here on Orble. Or anywhere, in fact.

Today is the Future Music Festival, and words cannot express how amped I am for this show


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one way street

March 8th 2007 10:45
remember how i told y'all about the girl (one of my best friends) who thought i had taken photos of her in a towel when she was locked outside her room?

I thought she was over it


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Hopeless Flirt

March 7th 2007 04:23
I have been called many things in my short time on this planet, but that one I get alot.

Now, I'm not quite sure how to take that. Originally I thought it meant that my flirting was very... well, bad, and I was hopeless at it. That didn't really help my self esteem much, and kind of stunted my development as a person


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Best Friends

March 6th 2007 00:17
Wow... so, acid is good at causing dramas.

We got on the trips on... umm... saturday afternoon/evening. We almost got busted by the cops, which probably had us a little on edge


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Deleted Post

March 3rd 2007 13:24
I deleted my prior post on Acid.

There are some lines which even I refuse to cross


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