My whole body wept today
It ached
My world was dying
It nearly overflowed from me
Every breath fed it
Made it stronger
I managed to swallow it down
To compress it
Tried to make it so small it would disappear
And It did
For now I am stone
Unyielding
Unforgiving
Stone
To change me
Is to be harder and sharper
To chip and chisel with no reprieve
In the end if you do succeed
Will I turn out to be what you need?
I will always be stone
Just a different shape

While our forefathers and mothers weep
We sleep that mindless sleep
We’ll keep digging till the digging’s complete
Until then we’ll sleep that mindless sleep
They are counting down the days
As we continue our childish ways
Reflecting their distain
As we revel in our golden age
Glory, glory to these days
Glory to this selfish world
Glory to our selfish ways
And in our sleep we won’t be phased
No wisdom for the dismantled and dased
We shant be true for truth is pure
We can’t be purged if wholly manure
The stench of our conviction

To serve the great system
Leaves us mindless to sleep
And contemplate our mission
Only complete when it all crumbles
While we sleep that mindless sleep

The sky is falling and I can’t breathe,
You tell me it isn’t but I can’t ignore what I see
I feel it coming down and closing around me,
It is terrifying and you can’t help you can’t hold up the heavens,
You can’t breathe for me
I am trapped it is so hard to hold the world at bay
But I have no other choice this won’t just fade away
Or get better like all those people keep saying
They don’t know they can’t see it they just say what they think there supposed to say
And it does not help I can’t breathe words don’t change that
And when they say they are so matter of fact like I can flick the switch
‘oh your just having a bad day’
I’m stronger than all you bastards lets see you hold the sky for so long
But is it worth it, the struggle and pain of holding on
I get tired like everyone else
And all I want is a holiday

Life is full of defecation, deceit and mass orgies of altruistic violence
An all in mass brawl for just one moment’s silence
We take different paths to seek our own demons, fall down the hole