Lost.
December 13th 2010 06:17
Highschool was great, most can agree. I wasn't popular, but i wasnt the one that everybody made fun of. I wasn't the Jock, or the Math whiz. I was just me. Everybody had made a name for themselves had developed into that persona. Maybe thats why i feel lost because i was the shy person in class.
I had BIG dreams like most kids do, But what i didnt have was BIG money. I lacked the confidence and personal drive to go to college. I lacked people skills. Not that i didnt want to go, or was a bad kid. I was a honor roll student when i didnt let my insecurities get in the way.
Now 6 months after graduation i feel lost, and alone. I'm merely half the shadow of the person i used to be. In a family full of Accountants and Doctors; one can easily fell pathetic and well, a screw up. I've wanted to be a doctor, Vet, and recently Actor. But deep down i know that one day, Hopefully soon, i will be able to make it BIG!
I had BIG dreams like most kids do, But what i didnt have was BIG money. I lacked the confidence and personal drive to go to college. I lacked people skills. Not that i didnt want to go, or was a bad kid. I was a honor roll student when i didnt let my insecurities get in the way.
Now 6 months after graduation i feel lost, and alone. I'm merely half the shadow of the person i used to be. In a family full of Accountants and Doctors; one can easily fell pathetic and well, a screw up. I've wanted to be a doctor, Vet, and recently Actor. But deep down i know that one day, Hopefully soon, i will be able to make it BIG!
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