opposites
November 5th 2007 20:41
have you ever found the man of your dreams and thought that everything in life was perfect, everything is fine at first he loves you takes you out buys you things makes you fall in love with you and just as he got you thinking you can't live without him he turns into a monster walking all over you, hitting you and when you try to leave he tells you he is sorry that he can't control himself that he really loves you. You try so hard to keep the relationship together because you didn't want to lose him regradless of what he has done to you, no matter what, you fight to be by his side but you know in your heart you need to move on, you make yourself miserable, you treat those around you like shit, you push away friends who are trying to save you, you ignore family telling you he is no good, then when u finally leave you have to look into those friends and family for help and support you have to admit they were right you have to face reality that this dream man turned out to be your worst nightmare. and when you think this man is completely out of your life you begin takin what he has done to you out on some other man you don't trust this new man your scared of what he might do to you but in reality he would never hurt you he really does love you but you no longer spot the love, and you yourself has become that monster you once escaped your just afraid of what can happen you do this to the point that this man no longer wants you and when it is to late you realized he was the man of your dreams but now he is gone...
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