one question among from a cold park
February 11th 2008 00:08
Well I am better now, I can’t say I’m good as that would be a lie....hmmm I truly wonder if I ever felt good? I can’t remember to be honest.. But then much of my past is a mystery to me.... I guess that’s not a surprise really... OK I just rented some DVD’s mmm mostly horrors and dark thrillers...and..Dare I say it!....A comedy romance T_T lol......
WHAT!?! I felt like a change ^_^
Ok now I’m just sitting here in the park writing this the old fashion way with a pen and paper... I don’t know I just like the feeling when the pen, dose its dance on the paper.... I see people on there phones, me being one of them I am having a txt conversation with one of my dearest friends...O.....K.....now there is no one here but me...how nice lol... kid’s running to catch up with there father who is walking too fast lolz... sorry off the path there.. The kids laughter caught my attention ^_^ kids are funny creatures you know! The way they deal with life. So tell me when a child is beaten will it grow up to be inherently bad or good?
Well I can’t say shit I was beaten good by my mum, uncle, even a government chosen foster father, that’s about it.. No father here, the fucker left when he found out mum was pregnant....
Anyway I was beaten and now I love life and never hurt anyone, I don’t hit kids, I don’t beat on my girlfriend (Like some retards in this world I hold respect and honour above all things!), I don’t smoke, no drugs.. Ok I drink when I go out but even that isn’t often lolz.... Ok I did have this one relationship with this girl nymph what a woman... she was into BDSM and hmmm Master & slave sort of thing..... so she had me hit her when she didn’t do as I asked.... but thankfully she cheated on me with the woman down the road so I left her.... but I never enjoyed hitting her.... I don’t understand why people like it.... sure beating a guy half to death for pissing me off is fun.... but... meh... maybe it is because he can fight back.... but then nymph could beat me good and wow.... ok that part was interesting... I still have a few of the scars from our play time...... ok off topic again sorry.... got carried away lmao....
Where was I.... ah yes dose beating a child make the issue worse or better?.... sure in some cases it dose let me tell you! There are some people in this world that should have been beaten senseless as a child!?!
Meh I don’t know..... I just wonder sometimes.... no major complaints from my end today... just a little question.... lolz... any way folks I’m off I have a lot to do today still have to write up a poem I just wrote to a friend and send it to her... then burn it so no one else in this world will read it..... ^_^.....
I just scribbled this lol it’s not good....
Cold it is here,
So dark that our light barely helps,
Down we go,
Into the deep...the dark.
We are the fallen brothers,
We are the lost son’s,
We are the forsaken fathers.
Deeper down we go,
Colder it gets the further we go.
Into the deep we fall,
Never again will we rise.
Forever lost are we.
WHAT!?! I felt like a change ^_^
Ok now I’m just sitting here in the park writing this the old fashion way with a pen and paper... I don’t know I just like the feeling when the pen, dose its dance on the paper.... I see people on there phones, me being one of them I am having a txt conversation with one of my dearest friends...O.....K.....now there is no one here but me...how nice lol... kid’s running to catch up with there father who is walking too fast lolz... sorry off the path there.. The kids laughter caught my attention ^_^ kids are funny creatures you know! The way they deal with life. So tell me when a child is beaten will it grow up to be inherently bad or good?
Anyway I was beaten and now I love life and never hurt anyone, I don’t hit kids, I don’t beat on my girlfriend (Like some retards in this world I hold respect and honour above all things!), I don’t smoke, no drugs.. Ok I drink when I go out but even that isn’t often lolz.... Ok I did have this one relationship with this girl nymph what a woman... she was into BDSM and hmmm Master & slave sort of thing..... so she had me hit her when she didn’t do as I asked.... but thankfully she cheated on me with the woman down the road so I left her.... but I never enjoyed hitting her.... I don’t understand why people like it.... sure beating a guy half to death for pissing me off is fun.... but... meh... maybe it is because he can fight back.... but then nymph could beat me good and wow.... ok that part was interesting... I still have a few of the scars from our play time...... ok off topic again sorry.... got carried away lmao....
Meh I don’t know..... I just wonder sometimes.... no major complaints from my end today... just a little question.... lolz... any way folks I’m off I have a lot to do today still have to write up a poem I just wrote to a friend and send it to her... then burn it so no one else in this world will read it..... ^_^.....
I just scribbled this lol it’s not good....
Cold it is here,
So dark that our light barely helps,
Down we go,
Into the deep...the dark.
We are the fallen brothers,
We are the lost son’s,
We are the forsaken fathers.
Deeper down we go,
Colder it gets the further we go.
Into the deep we fall,
Never again will we rise.
Forever lost are we.
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