OMG THIS IS CONFUSING
June 17th 2007 15:49
So here I was looking for somewhere to shove my personal blog so I dont get confused with my work ones, and I fing Orble.
Not bad looking really, but so different from other sites.
I'll have to keep you updated on how I get on with it all.
So anyway. Hi, I am me.
As you can all tell by the name I am a bit of a goth (Not in an over the top, constantly wear black sorta way tho) I love gothic style and music but I am also a HUGE MCR fan!
Now I know what you are all thinking, heres another 13 year old who wants to marry Gerard Way! WRONG!
I am 22 years old with a lil girl and live with my fiance of 5 years.
Dont get me wrong I do like Gerard Way and there isnt any MCR fan who cannot admit he is gorgeous, but I live in reality. I aint ever gonna meet them unless I get lucky and cash plus babysitter comes my way at the same time (all mums with me on that one?!?!?).
If Gerard happens to get a second away from his tight schedule and somehow trips over this blog (unlikely, but a gal can dream) I just wanna say, you have had a sh**ty time of it hunny but things do get better. Everyone has the right to go a little off the rails and everyone has to cry from time to time. Wherever you are right now I am sending you a huge hug, and if there ever is a time that I do somehow get to meet you (about the same time Bush admits he was wrong about Iraq) I wanna give you an even bigger one.
In all seriousness, I have been depressed. I have put a smile on my face and put on an act around people to make everything look rosy. It is the hardest thing ever to lie to people you love. But at the same time it is hard to tell them that you feel like crap on the inside.
Some days it feels like a dark cloud is over your head and it is constantly raining on you. On a good day the rain eases but the cloud rarely shifts.
It takes a special person to pull you out of the hole. For me it took a few people.
I aint gonna go into details on this blog. Lets just say that nobody knows that the rain is still pouring for me. My little girl makes me smile everyday and that is helping slowly. I live for her
BABY YOU ARE MY LIFE.
Gerard helps too, he doesnt even know it, but he has given me hope through his own battles that life can go on. He is living proof that it isnt the end.
THANKYOU GEE
Not bad looking really, but so different from other sites.
I'll have to keep you updated on how I get on with it all.
So anyway. Hi, I am me.
As you can all tell by the name I am a bit of a goth (Not in an over the top, constantly wear black sorta way tho) I love gothic style and music but I am also a HUGE MCR fan!
Now I know what you are all thinking, heres another 13 year old who wants to marry Gerard Way! WRONG!
I am 22 years old with a lil girl and live with my fiance of 5 years.
Dont get me wrong I do like Gerard Way and there isnt any MCR fan who cannot admit he is gorgeous, but I live in reality. I aint ever gonna meet them unless I get lucky and cash plus babysitter comes my way at the same time (all mums with me on that one?!?!?).
If Gerard happens to get a second away from his tight schedule and somehow trips over this blog (unlikely, but a gal can dream) I just wanna say, you have had a sh**ty time of it hunny but things do get better. Everyone has the right to go a little off the rails and everyone has to cry from time to time. Wherever you are right now I am sending you a huge hug, and if there ever is a time that I do somehow get to meet you (about the same time Bush admits he was wrong about Iraq) I wanna give you an even bigger one.
In all seriousness, I have been depressed. I have put a smile on my face and put on an act around people to make everything look rosy. It is the hardest thing ever to lie to people you love. But at the same time it is hard to tell them that you feel like crap on the inside.
Some days it feels like a dark cloud is over your head and it is constantly raining on you. On a good day the rain eases but the cloud rarely shifts.
It takes a special person to pull you out of the hole. For me it took a few people.
I aint gonna go into details on this blog. Lets just say that nobody knows that the rain is still pouring for me. My little girl makes me smile everyday and that is helping slowly. I live for her
BABY YOU ARE MY LIFE.
Gerard helps too, he doesnt even know it, but he has given me hope through his own battles that life can go on. He is living proof that it isnt the end.
THANKYOU GEE
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