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3 years ago I stumbled upon Daniel Pena, the 400 Million coach from rags to riches and got excited about the possibility of creating my first 100 million. Somehow I didn't pursue the program telling myself that it was too expensive. Here's the link;
Your First 100 Million
For the past one year I have been practicing my forex trading online using the free demo accounts of a few platforms. My favorite was and still is the Alpari(US). Trading the forex in Malaysia is considered illegal since the BNM (Prime Bank) has it that a trader must be licensed and licenses are only issued to the banks, but to open an account with a foreign broker and to carry out trading online, is neither legal nor illegal since you trade at your own risk and maybe subjected to losses due to non-performance of the broker itself.
Anyway out of curiosity I said to myself, hey why not use it to test my consciousness. Say I set my mind to really create My First 100 million. I got nothing to lose and of course, something to gain; passion of conscious creation.
So I opened an account of 5 Million on the 14th Oct 2008 only to raise it to almost 10M and fell back to 5M and 3M for that day. My trade on the 24th was my best trade when I managed to reach the 100 Million mark and I was so excited knowing that it was an actual achievement with a clear intention of making it happen.
By today I have converted that same 5M into 305M and the feeling I got out of it was at first a WOW then, nothing. Maybe because its not real money that I put at stake. Somehow now I have clearer mental images of what I want to do with my first 100 million (or 300M or even more). The game is becoming more interesting and my immediate question to myself is; what if I trade with real money, can I repeat the same performance?
I really don't know, maybe my next step is to call forth a partner who is willing to put real money at stake and let us just see what happens. Till then, keep on keeping on, dare to dream...BIG!
PS : Here's the link; My First 100 Million
So applying the Law of Attraction (LOA) alone is not it. I read about the Law of Allowing years ago. I tot I knew it all yet when this lady recreated it through her own expression, something got triggered.
"I am that which I am. While I am that which I am, I allow others to be that which they are."Your text goes here
The promise is; disappear struggle, express freedom, stop the vicious cycle. ( my perception)
Imagine you have the clarity of only attracting the reality you want :- the people, the relationship, the events, the tools.....ad infinitum. Imagine having absolute freedom to be who you are, to do what you love and to have what you desire.
Imagine a heart full of joy instantaneously not even on demand. Imagine joy is just IS the way you are. Imagine vibrating with Joy energy as simple as being in the shower. Doing without doing.
So I go along the writing by first being aware of what's already there in my space. I have had a lot of struggles around people in my life, simply because I did not allow them to be. I always wanted them to be in a certain way, not realizing I was not allowing. Day in day out, year in year out. Different faces similar game. Some I rejected some I tolerated, being in the space of being right and making them wrong in my mind's eye had drained me the energy I needed to create the reality I wanted.
By being aware of my automated behavior I became present to the cause and effect of my actions. I was judging people. I was not allowing.
According to this lady, judgment is a lower level of emotion and based on the Law of Attraction, no wonder I have attracted more negative people, circumstances and situations that were not supportive of my growth.
When we desire something to manifest from the Universe, and we are feeling negative emotions, we are blocking that creation from coming into manifestation. It is our negative emotions that holds us apart from it. When we release our resistance, we are back in the state of allowing and all abundance, freedom, joy, success, prosperity, wealth, happiness can flow to us.
Next I tested myself by intentionally calling this old friend that I had created a monster out of her simply because we were in disagreement. My being right and make her wrong was the block that kept us apart. Searching my heart for a negative feeling (it's been a year) I got that I actually missed her. She's such a cool person. It's just the meaning I made out of the situation that hurt my feelings. Well, time do heal. On it's own it took a year. Wow!
There are other relationships that ended and never mended at all in my life. So how fast can I give up my being right and not let time take over? That's it. Disappearing all meaning I called up and talked. What a waste of time.....I missed a year experiencing the relationship, stopping her from contributing to me. I created that reality out of a strong negative ego. I paid my price.
The feeling of freedom now flows through me since I have stopped holding back my emotion. I have no reason to judge and I have allowed myself to experience no judgment. By allowing the person to be, I have allowed myself to be. I guess what transpired later was the sense of love, it was very healing.
How easy for us to judge, and how easy for us to adopt being right, but staying in that space was not easy, love and hatred doesn't fill up the same space at the same time. One has to be absent to allow another to be present.
Allowing creates Freedom.
It's my world. It's my creation. It's my choice.
...and I choose love.......
Talking from the quantum physics view point; everything is connected to everything else; separation is an illusion; there's no where to hide for hiding is also an illusion; a game we fondly believe to be the truth.
Being ignorant and detaching ourselves from reality simply to make it go away; in itself we thought we would be left alone. The mere thought of it had already put it into perspective. It is now the center of our focus; so it gives out more of the same.
Consciousness can never be cheated for the one that is cheating is the one that is witnessing. So is it really true that we have this so called freedom of choice???
Oh my dear Lord of the world, what a game, what a game.
Since hiding is not it what are we left with now?
The only thing that we can claim ours, literally, is to be aware of the choice that we are making at any given moment, provided we are conscious, we can be the witness to this; we are truly impacting our reality.
Every movement, every words, every thoughts and intentions will call forth a new reality that has not been there a moment ago.
Consciously creating with a true intention of impacting, handing over the game back to the original Creator of All Time, makes it so easy and fun.
The joy of being, playing and surrendering in the moment of impacting is truly a moment of truth.
At this very moment, ecstasy flows in the highest possible manner, consciousness smiling unto itself, the longing hearts finally are operating from home, the place of all eternity.
Oh dear Lord of the world, please simplify my wordings;.....oh shut up, just be with it.....
Where did all these come from? Tracking my memory....ooh yes, someone said something that impacted my emotion, I was feeling sad initially of the words, searching deep, I got that I was even rejoicing in the sadness......its my way of coming back home......................... ....................home sweet home.............thanks my Lord.
I guess Orble has clarity. Far better than I perceived initially. Its not a standalone space of construction. Offline and online I am attracting miracles. I had uttered some words in my previous postings and I got some very good results already in my real out there.
I am now using orble as my companion of thoughts, consciously or not. Either way creates
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They say thoughts are things. The thinking universe is always expanding, being a projection of thoughts formulated by beings like you and me, creating our reality. Some people claim that they have got knowledge about beings beyond this realm familiar to us. Beings that still remember about the power within that we are finding very much amusing to call forth.
Since web browsers(earth people) are very much fascinated by subjects related to sex and ecstasy let's just go along this line and find out as to why this is so
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When David Cameron, CEO ImagesOfOne.com, author of Raising Humans mentioned about how to create anything we want in 68 seconds I was inspired to keep reading. At that moment in time I was actually in need of something seemingly very urgent. With a little doubt, fear and uncertainty, I actually gave it a try. It was a record against time. I have been sleeping on taking full responsibility over one area of my life due to all sort of reasons, looking very valid, and clinging to my way of being, "being right" about the idea that it was my husband (ex)'s responsibility.
Coming to term with myself, focusing all my energy on myself for just 68 seconds has given me a push into action. I remember reading the message around 4am in the morning and waking up at 5.30am I got this pull of energy directing me into sending a text message to people I simply knew could extend support
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