Im in an internet cafe at the moment and have several weirdos walking around looking at everyones screens so Im not going into too much detail but basically I am starting Weight Watchers on Saturday.
I will have a full update on Saturday so watch out for it!
PS: Melbourne Cup = Lots of bad food and Wine! = An addition of about 10kg!
See you then!
Yep so another CRAZY weekend! I barely had time to remember to do my zipper up than to do anything resembling a blog entry! (for the record...my zipper was done up all weekend!)
So I totally skimped on the whole W-Day on Saturday! Why? Because I convinced myself that I put on and therefore instead of going through the agony I would skip this week and be good for next week.
That my friends is called BULLSHIT!
What kind of lame, pathetic excuse is that? One that worked thats what!
Anyway, a new week and after some seriously terrible photos over the weekend a NEW forced inspiration to lose my new found photo-chin! No seriously I look like Rumor Willis...only not famous!
Anyway just thought I would share this, I sat amongst my skinny-as-a-twig friends on Saturday who were wearing short skirts and barely there tops and I in my long sleeves and 3/4 pants sat there and felt like crap, didn't enjoy one moment of it because I was too busy wallowing in my own self-pity and depression.
I was having a quick browse on another site and found an entry of a woman who has lost 100 lbs (not sure what that is in kg) but she looked amazing (good on her!). She did it in a crazy 6 months or something but was on a very strict diet and going to the gym 4 times a week.
Why this wouldn't work for me:
1/ Strict is not an option for me. No matter how STRICT i am with myself, it only last a few days. Its wrong, and lazy and stupid, but its the truth.
2/ I hate the gym. I would much prefer going for a walk, or running or blading around the park or bike riding....Easy right! Wrong, it just allows for more excuses to not go....it's dark, it's cold, it's raining, its....sunny and hot and there will probably be lots of people...aw hell I couldn't be bothered!
SO here I am again saying the 'This is it, today is the day' thing again. Fingers, toes and breasts are crossed that I will have a good week!
PS: Looking into Weight Watchers tonight for inspo. Will let you know how I go!
Well....its a few days in and what have I accomplished?
I have now officially figured out that without Nurofen for those few PAINFUL days of the month I would surely die! One day was enough!
But thats enough of that.
Look Im going to be completely honest with you. I haven't even thought about my whole life change at all this week! YAY! Great start huh?
Well for the time being my whole career move has been put on hold. Besides the fact that Im forcing myself to write this blog! (Once again as you can see by my absence for a few days that the plan is going well) I am not really starting with this section of my life! Perhaps this start will do for now...hey its something isn't it?
Never mind that. Tomorrow is D-Day, or as Im going to name it W-Day (weigh-day). Oh yes, after that fun filled moment I will probably be left in two situations:
a) Ready to kill myself with a few hundred bars of chocolate!
OR
b) be totally distraught and in a completly re-motivated mood to start actually doing this properly.
I am hoping for the latter.
Socially I have a VERY busy weekend. I would feel great about it if I hadn't gone shopping last night and tried on a skirt that fit really well (to my complete shock and horror - even after preparing myself for some serious suck-inage) then when i stepped out to look in the bigger mirror, noticed a size-8 girl (like size 2 or something US?? not sure) with the same skirt on. Naturally I turned back into my stall, took it off, hung it back up and left immediatly.
SUCCESS ON ONE THING THOUGH: I am a coffee and tea fiend! For a while there I stayed away from the biscuit jar, then the whole plan fell apart. Today though I have not even touched anything snack-like!
Well I think this constitutes as an entry.
Will hopefully be bringing you some good news tomorrow, but right now, I think I am just kidding myself!
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