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Epi, what? (In the pursuit of pleasure)

September 17th 2011 15:03
I think Epicurus (341-270 B.C) got it right when he sought to achieve pleasure over all else. He believed that worrying about common problems causes mental anxiety. For Epicurus pleasure was as divine as the gods. Epicurus is known for being content with very little. He lived with his friends and wife Themista in a share house; they ate from their vegetable patch and contemplated life. After Epicurus died his philosophy was carried on by his devout followers, and then it died out……..

As I was approaching year nine I had a magical summer where the stars aligned, I had my first kiss, we were allowed to stay out till 2 am on New Years and I met, through my cousin the group of guys who were to influence me musically till this day.

I was a teenager in the 90’s when grunge was at its height. The mood was definitely somber (we were teenagers after all!) Doc Martens, plaid shirts and an angsty attitude were prerequisites. We embraced it. Not that we were unhappy kids but there was something about that Summer and that music that propelled Generation X into defining itself as, well grungy. Nirvana, Pearl Jam, Soundgarden were some of my favorites during this time. But I became familiar with Alice in Chains, Mudhoney and others.

Over on the island where my family was holidaying, it was a stinking hot summer and I was introduced to Nirvana (bought on import by a friend of a friend). I remember listening to Kurt Cobain wail on the balcony of our beach cottage, my headphones on (using a walkman) looking out over the ocean. That was the Summer we had Nirvana all to ourselves, the Summer before Kurt and friends became household names. Yes it was sweet and it was ours (for a time anyway).

I loved Nirvana from that moment and even though I didn’t quite get Kurt and bands angst it reached a part of me deep inside. The animal in me made it’s first appearance. The part of me that will always love to dance to classics such as Sweet Child O’ Mine by Gun’s and Roses, Voodoo People by The Prodigy and early Red Hot Chili Peppers. That animal, (the inner Bogan) reared its head at Year 9 dances; head banging to Smells Like Teen Spirit all dressed up in freshly pressed outfits bought especially for the event. There is something distinctly tribal about 300 teenagers swinging their head and moving their bodies defiantly to rock/punk/grunge music.

The ‘boys’ were heavily into their music and I discovered too that I really liked what they were listening to. For the first time I listened to JJJ and found a whole new world of music. I never developed their level of fanaticism but I always admired their deep appreciation and love of music. In my own way I took on board their ‘relationship to music’ and developed my own tastes.

This was the summer of endless philosophical questions like – which do you like more the ocean or the sky? We’d sit there for hours analyzing our answers and never coming up with the definitive one. Like Epicurus we pondered life and lived for pleasure completely free of any worries. That was a great, great summer. Long live grunge and that endless summer that continues to give me pleasure…..
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Dark Eyes

September 6th 2011 07:25
But felt so lonely in your company ………
You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end
Always the end Gotye

I love the song “somebody that I used to know’ written and performed by Gotye and featuring Kimbra. The song is brimming with sadness. Gotye’s cry is about the breakup of a relationship. ‘I felt so lonely in your company’ he sings – and we know just how he feels. This is no woeful ballad, though - the sadness isn’t corrupted by a cheesy R & B backdrop. This is a song with soul. What I really love is Gotye’s Dark Eyes……..
Is there poetry in seeing things with Dark Eyes? I found this title in another title – it was part of a list which included the words Couture Latex! I don’t know what context dark eyes was used in I didn’t read the accompanying article. I liked the term too much to ruin it by putting in a context that probably had nothing to do with the meaning that I assigned to it.
Dark eyes, to me, are eyes that see the world with a hint of melancholia and ennui. It’s the silence present in the space next to the noise. What this brings to mind is an iconic scene in American Beauty. Ricky (Wes Anderson) and Jane (Thora Birch) are sitting on Ricky’s bed watching on Ricky’s big screen television a plastic bag fly in the wind. Ricky states (in reference to the bag) ‘sometimes there's so much beauty in the world I feel like I can't take it ... and my heart is going to cave in.’ so when is a plastic bag just a plastic bag? And do we through Dark Eyes see the beauty in the sadness? Should we just go to laughter therapy and instead?
The world is not black and white it is various shades of grey. And it is in the grey that that we find the spectacular. Sylvia Plath personifies sadness. She has Dark Eyes, Stormy eyes that not only sees the grey but also presents the world cryptically. Her poetry boasts so much metaphor and imagery I’m surprised my copy of Arial hasn’t grown legs and run away to slit her wrists. Alas Sylvia is no longer with us but the beauty of her poetry lives on. Sad yes, but a brilliant writer there is no doubt.
In my early teens the Doors made a comeback (mostly due to the release of the movie – the Doors). The Doors often macabre lyrics were a perfect match for angst ridden private prepubescent girls who fell in love with Val Kilmer (who played Jim Morrison in the film) and the sadness. Who can forget ‘this is the end, my only friend the end’. Jim Morrison was a tragic figure and only he could get away with such god awful lyrics! It must have been the leather pants that made us forgive him for being well, so sad. The Doors were still popular some three years later when I was in year ten. Still angsty (probably even more so - remember teenager’s heaven Nirvana?), a group of us in Media Studies went to a cemetery and filmed a video-clip to ‘This is the end’ for which we got an A. Our teacher had to consult a friend; the friend convinced her that our film clip was rich in symbolism. It’s amazing what passes for deep.
There is a little part in us all, they doesn’t mind the sadness from time to time. We as human beings experience a wide variety of emotions and sadness is one of them. I guess we have to like Ricky see the beauty in the inane, in the sad, in the vulnerable and in the weak. We can lament a break-up like Gotye, even become addicted to the sadness, but at the end of the day it’s all about perspective really isn’t it. Is the cup half empty, or is it half full? Dark eyes, may see the poetry, may make us a little sad but at the end of the day sometimes, to break up the sadness you just have smile. After all ‘the future’s so bright, you gotta wear shades’, right?

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Lick it up baby, Lick it up

August 24th 2011 21:34
T.V. is it the reflector or the director?
Does it imitate us or do we imitate it
Because a child watches 1500 murders before he's
twelve years old and we wonder how we've created
a Jason generation that learns to laugh
rather than abhor the horror
Disposable Heroes of Hipoprisy, Television the Drug of a Nation (2008)

I love this song by the Disposable Heroes, mostly for its wicked lyrics. Lead singer and writer Michael Franti ‘raps’ with such intensity and purpose you can’t help but listen. In the above quote the Heroes ask ‘is T.V the reflector or the director, does it imitate us or do we imitate it?’ In the movie the Truman Show (1998) Jim Carey (insurance salesman) discovers that his whole life is a TV show. So who has the power? Do we as individuals, like Jim Carey in the Truman show think we are masters of our own destiny, or are we really living in a game show where our every move is directed?
Heathers (directed by Michael Lehman, 1989) is a black comedy about a high school clique of girl’s all called Heather who gets killed off by Winona Ryder’s character Veronica and her boyfriend (Christian Slater) – each death made to look like a suicide.
Morbid? Maybe a little, but the best thing about this movie is that there are so many killer (excuse the pun) lines. If you though “I’ll be back” was catchy wait till you watch Heathers you’ll be incorporating Heather’s quotes into you vernacular without even blinking.
“Did you have a brain tumour for breakfast?” and “well fuck me gently with a chainsaw” are just some of the sweet offerings from the film. But what is the movie really about? On the surface it is your usual teen American flick complete with the cool kids, the nerds and the jocks. But in Heathers these stereotypes or stock characters also work to serve the question – would high school be a better a place if all the cool kids were dead? A bit macabre I know. But interesting none-the-less.
Two of the three Heathers get killed off leaving one mean nasty Heather to rule the school. It seems as many of the assholes they kill off, another just pops up in their place meaner and badder that the cool kid before. In the very last scene of the movie (that is your cue to stop reading if you don’t want to know the end) Veronica pulls the big red bow out of Heather’s hair (the bow representing the power of the Heather’s) and places it in own hair thus marking her as the reigning Queen. As Veronica walks off into the distance we know that Veronica will make school a better and nicer place to be.
Wouldn’t it be great if life were so simplistic, if you could get rid of the people you didn’t like and if you could rule the school, playing fair – all equal. In reality, Heather’s would have kept of ruling and ruling and ruling and the Veronica’s would have been stamped on time and time again until there was uprising and the despot was either killed or deposed. Maybe this is a little cynical!
One philosopher who was throughout his career concerned with the individuals struggle against power was Michel Foucault (1926 -1984). How did he view power? In very simplistic terms Foucault did not view power as merely on person or person’s having power over another group or individual. I.e. like the despotic Heather’s ruling the school. He instead saw power as a web. In this web, power flows simultaneously in different directions according to the various forms of "power relations" in the "network" of power exchange. According to the Mirriam-Webster Dictionary Power is the ‘capacity to be acted upon or the ability to act’ or in short ‘energy in action’. If you simply view power as someone exerting power over someone else, (say a boss telling you to do something at work) then you are missing the point. Foucault believed that power was a web (imagine a spider web) or network of power relations. For example, for me as an individual, I am embedded in a ‘network’ where I influence and am influenced(According to Foucault mostly influenced!). School, my boss, social institutions, television (the media), my family and so on and so forth all interact in a web of power. Have we become docile bodies? Are we like Truman being directed by outer forces of which we are mostly unaware? Or are we like Veronica and fighting back? Stealing that red bow and hoping for a better future. In the words of Heather number one ‘Lick it up baby, lick it up’…………….

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The Naked Face

August 17th 2011 14:31
To be naked is to be without the usual covering or protection. As we get older, our exterior becomes more accustomed to life’s hard knocks we develop a crust, a layer that hides on inner world. The ‘Naked Face’ apart from being a great title was a self-portrait exhibition held at the Ian Potter Centre for the National Gallery of Victoria in December 2010. When we look at ourselves in the mirror which is a self-portrait of sorts - what do we see? Do we see the 'naked face' or the 'mask'? As we look deeper into ourselves, as we see our reflection, what is it that stirs on the inside that we don't show to the world?
My favourite self-portraits are those of Frida Kahlo the great Mexican painter and activist who often depicted herself in confronting, surreal landscapes. I saw a Surrealist exhibition at the National Gallery of Canberra in the early 2000's which included Frida's work as well as that of her husband Diego Rivera. I will never forget that exhibition. For Frida every painting was an expression of her inner, unseen being - she truly showed a 'naked face'. Each painting was a story, marking a particular moment in her life. It was if you could escape into Frida's world - colourful, tragic, painful and joyous all rolled into one.
I am, as part of Aboriginal studies reading Rob Riley’s biography. Rob Riley was an Aboriginal political activist who was born in Western Australia and lived at the Moore River settlement as a child. Tragically Riley killed himself several years ago. His mental health having deteriorated mostly due to identity crisis, brought about by a society that was hell bent on the process of black assimilation into white society. This portrait of Riley like Frida Kahlo shows Riley’s ‘naked face’. It attempts (rather well) to explain the inner turmoil of Riley who was conflicted in so many ways


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Oi Call me

August 14th 2011 05:57
Soooo lets get this straight - we did not meet in the 'darling' cafe. ( Sayers by the way on Carr Place in Leederville - off the main drag. Does an awesome breakfast). I texted my date and we went to the Leederville Hotel for a drink. It was nice and quiet, not too many punters, so all in all a great spot to meet someone you have only spoken to a couple of times on the phone.
He was right on time. Conversation flowed somewhat and by that I mean there were some uncomfortable silences but mostly just inane getting to know you questions. There was definitely no spark. He owns two homes and I own nada so we couldn't talk about the Block or renos or anything like that. He likes to fix things up around the house. Er um uncomfortable silence! He was also wearing a Powderfinger t-shirt. Look I have nothing against Powderfinger but to me it just yells soft. He was going for an edgy look but somehow ended up looking like a groupie for a middle of the road generic Australian band.
I think John Travolta and Uma Thurman said it well in Pulp Fiction. If you remember John Travolta's boss asked him to take his wife Mia (Uma) out whilst he was away. What Travolta didn't know was that he would be wildly attracted to Mia. Oh the sexual tension in the twist scene. You could cut it with a very straight knife. I think it was Thurman who said to Travolta that 'you know when you have met someone special, because you can just shut the fuck up'. Well my date and I certainly weren't at that stage


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Hot in the City

August 12th 2011 05:30
I have a date tonight. Yes I met him online, yes I know what he looks like and yes we are meeting in a public place. He's an acting Principal of a state School. He seems nice enough, very straight but he is artistic and like totally plays the guitar so he definitely gets brownie points for that. I shall tell you all how it all goes........
We are meeting in a lovely darling cafe ( can I say that - really?) in Leederville and I have to admit I am nervous. How random is it to go on a blind-date? Pretty random. Or pretty desperate. Or maybe it is just the way love is heading. We are so compartmentalised in our daily lives. We work with people we don't want to date, cos really who wants to date people you work with? We go home brush our teeth and go to bed ready for the next day when we again go to work. Of course I am overgeneralising here, but the questions is how do we meet people? The old way used to be through friends. But as you get older friends marry and if you are single, I have found you generally hang around other single people. Like attracts like. Not all marrieds make you feel like the third wheel. Some couples are great to be around, some in fact are totally inspiring. I once new this couple, when I lived in Newtown Sydney who were like the ultimate couple and believe it or not they were called Scott and Kylie. Yes I know that is soooo 1980's Neighbours storyline but alas dear readers - true story.
Today I have been at the State Library. They are now focusing on mainly Western Australian stuff and you can now borrow. Heaven forbid! I studied and sat on the first floor overlooking the art gallery and felt very inspired to read about Bandura, Freud and Erikson


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Three long days and the Reader

August 10th 2011 12:55
They say there is no rest for the wicked. That's what 'they' say. But who is 'they'? I 've had three long days.......
I just googled 'no rest for the wicked'. The original meaning is - the wicked shall be tormented. Of course it is from (drum roll please) the bible. Isaiah 57 to be exact. The secular meaning came about in the 1930's and whilst I write this Talk'n bout Your Generation plays in the background on the televison. I have my shawl on - it is quite cold out and it is the end of a day. The end of three unusually long days to be precise........
So my four loyal followers, there is no rest for the wicked. Ha ha. I do believe I will be tormented if I do not write, for even though I have had a wickedly wicked three days, I have grabbed great delight in the fact that I have some readers! How wonderful! Please feel free to leave comments even if it is just to diss me! (I know dear readers that there were awful dreadful grammatical and spelling errors in my last piece


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Back in Black

August 9th 2011 07:10
I am in all black today, not because I am in mourning but because that is what happened to come out of my wardrobe this morning. I have been at uni all morning. What was on you may well ask? The unit I took this morning was Aboriginal People. Yes could be a little but dry but at least there should be some excellent tutorial debates.......
So I'm in black ( which suits the horrible weather) and thinking of past and present. Nancy Wake, Amy Winehouse, Black Rights and contact between different cultures whether that be a culture of age, a culture of time or a culture of environment.
In Aboriginal People we watched a film called 'Contact' about a group of female Aboriginal people and their children (all the males in the tribe had left the women) who came into contact with the 'whitefella' in 1964 the year they were testing rockets near Port Hedland. The documentary filmed several of the women toda,y talking about their experiences of first making contact. They thought the white man's cars were monsters, sand dunes that had come alive. Well what else would you think if you had never seen a truck before? The aboriginal women recalled how through child's eyes they interpreted what they were seeing for the very first time. White man, cars, food that tasted like shit and drink that tasted like piss. The white man was an alien to the blacks


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The old axiom goes that woman can multitask and men can't because of some design feature in their brains. Heard it before? I'm sure you have. I've given up on multitasking. I live in Perth where the pace is sooooo slow. I too have become slow! It’s true - I mean I can do it if really pushed. Like the other day I printed out some newsletters whilst doing my statistics for the month and dealing with clients on the phone. But in general I have slowed down too. Like when you are in Bali, you just slow down. Everything takes just that little bit longer. You just have to go with the flow. The difference is I'm not on holiday!

I have just begun studying Developmental psychology which is basically the study of our lifespan and why things (i.e speech) happen when they do. Can someone please tell me then why oh why I feel like such a behemoth


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My flatmate has the biggest arsed Christmas tree you will ever see. She bought it from Myer 10 years ago for around two hundred bucks. It is a gorgeous tree - full, green, luscious. I loooooooove decorating the tree. Every year in our house we used to have a different theme for our tree. One year it was the disco tree another year it was the Britney Spears inspired tree.
So Mum deciding to go 'grown up' (her words not mine) has a wrought iron Christmas Tree this year and a lot of decorations left over. Mum offered, seeing as she wasn't putting her tree up to lend us some of her very funky decorations. I was excited. We had the red and white striped Ikea balls from last year (very groovy) and matching star lights.
I got the idea very early on the piece that my new roomy likes her Christmas Tree just the way she likes it. I had to take a back seat this year! No Britney inspired tree no matching funky Ikea decorations


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