Mood Swings
March 26th 2007 09:05
It can be triggered by anything. An annoying neighbour who won't shut up, a memory, a picture... in this case, it was a word.
It takes a moment. Mere nanoseconds. You go from happy and listening to calming and cheerful Queen to rage filled screamo Atreyu.
This can't be normal. Then again, I was on E a few nights ago, and I did get off pretty lightly in terms of comedowns yesterday. That's the thing with E... it plays with the serotonin in your head, and that takes a while to balance out. Until it does, you really just aren't as happy. We call them emo-scatters, because you get depressed real easy.
Maybe that's all this is. Oh well. At least it's my birthday tomorrow.
Oh yes, and I'm facing the very real possibility of overdosing (again) on the weekend. I already have more drugs lined up than any sane person should consider taking in a week, and I'm doing them over two days. This is either going to be very good, or very very bad.
I'm excited.
It takes a moment. Mere nanoseconds. You go from happy and listening to calming and cheerful Queen to rage filled screamo Atreyu.
This can't be normal. Then again, I was on E a few nights ago, and I did get off pretty lightly in terms of comedowns yesterday. That's the thing with E... it plays with the serotonin in your head, and that takes a while to balance out. Until it does, you really just aren't as happy. We call them emo-scatters, because you get depressed real easy.
Maybe that's all this is. Oh well. At least it's my birthday tomorrow.
Oh yes, and I'm facing the very real possibility of overdosing (again) on the weekend. I already have more drugs lined up than any sane person should consider taking in a week, and I'm doing them over two days. This is either going to be very good, or very very bad.
I'm excited.
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Comment by katyzzz
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Don't do it darling.
I just came over to add my 10cents worth to your earnings, hope that helps. I'll pay you when google pays me, somewhere about 2011.
Our birthdays are very close. Ages eons apart. Not only am I the wowser, I'm the old wowser, it's easier, you know, not so much worry.
Look after yourself, Mark, you have the same name as my son.
katyzzz
Comment by Mark Schultz
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I hope your son has a bit more sense than i do.
Comment by KylieW
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Oh god, is there anything worse than coming down? Sometimes you wonder if the mood swings are worth it.
2 days of intense partying.....well, you'll either have the time of your life....or it'll be the last time.
Have fun!!!!!
Kylie
Comment by Mark Schultz
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It'll be good times, i hope.
Comment by Lilla
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I just wanted to let you know that I can [sort of] relate to this post ... With menopause coming on, I get all sorts of wierd and whacky mood swings and emotional highs, dizzy spells, hot flushes, power surges... "everything is so beautiful...man" moments, and you name it... and it's all free!
I hope your weekend is as wild as my life is becoming ... and good all the way... watch the turkeys and don't let them get you down... okay?
Stay sensible... you'll know when.
Lilla ...