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Well what can I say.... I have been confused as of late and I know why but I am not telling you all... one of you knows... probably two... but meh that is not a major problem... I am still looking for work... but I am thinking I should go ahead with this Freelance journalism course... what do you think? Ether way... I do not like this damn Microsoft word... its strange and weird!..... Grrrrrrrrrr
Anyhow... on to my other news I think...
DA news
Well I am currently working on a few good projectss one is my lovely Demon *Part 2* this is going to be longer then the firs one and I'm also going to be adding my good friend Nekochi20 http://nekochi20.deviantart.com/ fenrir character. and well I am also going to be doing a collaboration with him it is going to be a big project so some of my things will be put on hold like my new yiff fur stories ^_^ hmmm well I'm still working out the details. Therefore, when I start to work I will let you all know how this is working out! On a side note, I am thinking of opening my commissions up for poetry and the like... but I am not too sure on that just yet.. Now about my little side projects the new yiff line I'm working on... mainly rape fantasies but I'm going to try... I said TRY working on a romance... and also a new horror... not enough of that around... but we will see *Giggles*
In other news
Nothing of too much interest! Just the normal things like the need to see blood... maybe drink some too... no animal stuff thanks...but hey.. Thats life.. What else can I say.. Have been feeling a little on the ..Well messed up side lately over some things but lol who doesnt go through this? Trying to help friends with there problems as always and forgetting about mine... but thats what I do! I help you... and if I cant I try to find a way... think I'm too open to a few of you.. if I offend you Im sorry... this is just how I am... if I call you Mdear I'm just saying lady nicely... and I hug everyone! ...yes...even guys ^_^ so what sometimes everyone needs a hug even if its just for a second! Just because I hug, ya dont mean I love you ^_^ nahhhh I'm just being a friend who dose not know or understand boundarys lmfao... okey... I think this will do for now... I will get back to writing if I can... will give you updates when I can or when I remember too! Lmao...
Laters
Master Wolfie
The night is so dark! A statement that I have never found so true. However, something I want to know is why must I feel as I do? Why do I even ponder such things when I know them to be wrong? I just do not know why? & this not knowing is bothering me to no end. I just want to run but I cannot do that ether. So then what can I do? Tell me this! I live with such horrid things in my mind & I would truly like to know why I am having these thoughts & feelings? No answers to my questions! There are never any answers for me! & this is what bothers me as well. I have such...well...things inside me & even though I look hard & long I can not get them out of me& I can not understand why I am even having them in the first place. It is just so confusing & this confusion is the one thing that bothers me so damn much. & yes, a great many things bother me, & yes, I am well aware that I am being cryptic but it is just how I see things in my mind right now. I am not sorry for this because I am writing as it comes from my mind. So confused it is like there is a fog in my head, cannot see everything just so random in my head. All I do know is that I am feeling things that I should not! I know that it is wrong but I cannot help it! I will keep these feelings to myself for fear of hurting those I love! I know this is not something I should write about but I need to get it off my chest & out of my head. I am just so afraid of hurting those I love that it just drives me almost crazy!
Something you probably know is that I control myself a great deal when I talk to people...yes even you kitteh! If I did not I may & would say something that would be highly inappropriate! & I do not want to offend or hurt you all in anyway. I hold a lot back a great deal when I talk to everyone. I will say this though! I do not lie to you all! I see no point in lies; they do nothing but make people fake! So when I say something it is the truth! Unless I am joking or telling you, something about my storys they are just works of both my feelings & fantasy.
Now I am not saying that you have to tell the truth all the time, everyone is different so what you do in your life is up to you and only you! But I will say this. Try speaking your mind & see what happens! I do not mind if you speak your mind with me. One gift/curse I have is that I can listen without getting bothered with what I hear, I will listen to you talking about anything from your day to the problems you are having body wise or love. I really dont mind I just find it nice to listen to someone & to understand how they live there life & I am sure it makes them feel better when they can get it off there chest & out in the open...even if the open is just me...secrets are also something I am more then used to keeping...so many secrets...and I keep them all perfectly! I am still holding a secret that was passed to me by a dear friend no longer with us.
Life can be a wonderful place & a terrible one! It all is still a wonderful world... it just depends on how you look at it!
So talk to me...tell me what is wrong, if there is anything I can do to help or make you feel better...even more loved...but then I love you all so much. A world devoid of love is nothing...it is a world not worth living There for I chose to love you all...granted there are a small few I love more then I should but as I said when I started writing this it is something that I can not help. I know it is wrong...I know I should stop! But I cannot no matter how hard I try...it just dose not go away. I will not tell you who they are, I will not show my feelings to them, they mean more to me then anything on this cursed world & for this reason, alone I will not take the risk that my actions may jeopardise this friendship anymore then I am right now! No one will get this from me so please do not try! That is all I will ask.
I still have more that I wish to write about so much...so I guess I might as well since I have you here with me now.
I hide a lot from people...many things about me I just do not want people to know about. I am sorry for a great many things that I have done in my life...as I was writing just before I am feeling things I do not like to feel. Such things I know are wrong but some things are even beyond my capacity to stop. Even though I want to stop. It confuses me so much that I cannot see properly...my writings are failing & my mind is slowly being filled with such things that I cannot thing properly. I wish I knew why I am thinking about such things but I truly do not know. All I can say is they are a mixture of dark & lustful things that I should not be thinking. ^_^ no more about that!
I really want to just keep writing until I slip & write what I am truly thinking about but I know that would ether liberate or damn me forever! There is too much at risk to even contemplate such dreams. Such fantasy as this, for truly is it not wiser to hide that which would end so much hurt and Lust. I say it is! For if, I write a single word of what is truly in my mind I would lose all the good things in my life. & I am not talking about material possessions, but those few that share such a warm place in my heart & even fewer that hold my soul. I do not fear much in this world but what I do fear is losing those I love & those who hold my soul.
So in the end I keep will silent! I will go forward without tears & without sadness. & I hide these things in my heart and in my soul until the day comes when the black book I have written all my TRUE feelings and names in is given to those that hold that place in my mind.
People do not say this enough anymore so I will!
I LOVE YOU ALL & ALWAYS WILL EVEN AFTER MY FLAME IS EXSTINGISHED!
Wolfie~ 20/4/08
Fubar is the first online bar and happy hour. Can you handle the FU?
This is the Fubar statement! Well now, when I first joined on December 29, 2006 I thought, Wow this is going to be so cool. ^_^ ok I will admit now, that I do like this social site I have tones of friends and family and even fans! However, there is just so much more to this site that it is easy to get lost in it all!
Well then where should I start Well first off when you join you get to invite people to join! You get 14,000 fuBucks for every friend that joins now THAT is hot
. What is fubucks you may ask
well that is simple! Fubucks are the currency on this site you can use these to buy gifts for your friends ranging from a little puppy to something a little kinkier! ^_^ Now I am going to give you my join link and profile link because well I am a sell out so ha! Lmao
Click here to join and this is my profile Click to find me! now there are also points as well and these points go towards your FuLevel I am up to 14 a minion
You earn points while you surf and interact on fubar. When you reach a certain level, you will unlock features and benefits such as increased photo storage, ability to rate and comment more photos, ability to create MuMMs and more. You can see your point total on your home page or profile page. Points also help your Ranking; the more points you have in comparison to everyone else on the site, the higher youre ranking! babyjesus does not reveal how many points you receive for what action, but you receive points for nearly everything you do to interact on fubar.
Points are awarded when you:
Rate a photo
Leave a photo comment
Upload a photo
Leave a comment
Change your trackz
Rate a members profile
Upload a mobile photo
Someone becomes your fan
Someone adds you as a friend
Take someones cherry comment
Configure your mobile phone
Configure your trackz
Upload a stash item
Rate a stash item
Comment on a stash item
Successfully invite someone to join fubar (500 points each)
Stop by the fuBank and participate in one of the product offerings.
Post a Blast! - earn points each time you post a BLAST on fubar! Send special shoutouts to your family and friends. ( see more details on how to under Post a Blast )
VIP- members earn $10,000 fuBucks signing bonus! (See details about more benefits under the VIP description and learn how you can earn even more points and special gifts!)
These are just some of the ways you can get points but you will find more ways, now I will list all the ranks you can get to show you just what to go for!
fubar Levels: Levels, Points, and Unlocks:
Levels Points Unlock...
0 Freshmeat 0 Up to 50 photos
1 Newfu 250 Being known as Meat =)
2 Fu-ling 500 Set your own online status
3 Grasshopper 1,000 Vote on a MUMM
4 Chill Fu 2,000 Post HTML comments
5 Fu-Fighter 4,000 Create your own MUMMs
6 Twisted Fu 6,500 Rip a photo
7 Wasted Fu 9,000 Up to 70 photos
8 Psycho 14,000 Up to 750 profile ratings
9 Freak 25,000 Up to 6000 friends
10 Friend of fubar 35,000 Create your own lounge
11 Barfly 50,000 Up to 110 photos
12 Regular 75,000 Up to 10,000 friends
13 Bad Fu 100,000 Up to 140 photos
14 Minion 135,000 Up to 25 family members
15 Idol 170,000 Up to 5 MUMMs a day
16 Fu-gee 210,000 Up to 175 photos
17 Pimp 250,000 Up to 1000 photo ratings
18 Assassin 300,000 Up to 1000 profile ratings
19 Ninja 350,000 Up to 225 photos
20 Rock Star 425,000 Bolded nickname
21 Fuberlord 750,000 Up to 1500 profile ratings
22 Henchman 1,500,000 Up to 500 bulletins
23 Insider 2,250,000 Up to 280 photos
24 Fu-king 3,000,000 Up to 290 photos
25 Godfather 6,000,000 Up to 25 Top Friends.
26 Disciple 12,000,000 Up to 310 photos.
27 Prophet 24,000,000 Up to 35 Family members.
28 Oracle 48,000,000 Your own custom gift in the Gift Shop (25 million fuBucks)
29 ??? ??? ??? Purgatory
30 ??? ??? ??? Afterlife
50 Sponsored User - Someone who has shown consistent support for fubar throughout its lifetime
55 Rising Star - Designated by a Celebrity Ambassador
56 Verified Celebrity - Designated by a Celebrity Ambassador
57 Verified Celebrity (Ambassador) - An ambassador for Verified Celebrities that uses various methods to verify a celebrity as "real" or "fake"
100 fubar Supporter - Someone who has helped out fubar along the way
150 fubar Bouncer - A community volunteer who helps keep fubar a safe and clean place to hangout!
200 fubar Family - The folks who spend every breathing moment working fubar
255 Shepherd - babyjesus
Now there are so many things you can do on this site its just a great way to escape the every day and become someone else!..... one thing however if you want to rise in the furanks then you have to post a salute A salute is a candid photo of yourself holding a HANDWRITTEN sign with your screen name, member ID, and fubar.com proving to the world that youre the real person behind your fubar profile. Members often write their information on their hands, feet or other body parts. Please do not submit NSFW salutes. You will NOT be able to move up past level 10 without a verified salute.
If you do not submit a salute by level 10, your level will freeze along with your points. This means, until you submit a salute to level up, you will not accumulate points by participating in the day to day actions on fubar.
Submitting a salute is a level-up requirement. If you do not wish to submit a salute, that is OK. But your level will freeze at level 10.
Just something I thought you should know before going on
now there are may things to do as I said some people just go here to make friends and talk you can post pictures and even videos to your stash witch is a place to store online things you have found on your trips on the net. ^_^. Some people also do contests with pictures to be rated and commented to get fubar prizes. Then there are the fubar families. They can range from the friendly loving kinds to the deeply dark and pure evil! Its all down to taste there! I used to be in a family but well I had to get out for certain reasons lol. However, its all good
what else can I say about this site
nothing really! It is far better then myspaz and all the others! Sure, there are drama makers but if you fall for getting upset by them then wow
. You need to turn the computer off for a few hours and relax lol
I will be posting about drama makers another time so I will not get into that now
If you have any questions about FuBar or any issues, you feel I can help with feel free to Email me on nick.smith@y7mail.com Im always around to help when I can!
Thank you for reading feel free to comment and rate any comments you leave will be answered.
(Disclaimer: by sending me and Email you are agreeing that I hold all rights to what is written on your Email address and all, but this should only worry hate mail as I love to give as bad as I can get lol
.. also the information you have seen in this blog was taken in part from http://www.fubar.com/bible.php )
OK Hun this is your guide to adding a good playlist to your Gaia profile... My Gaiaonline profile has been removed.. due to problems with people....
First thing is first however, we need to make you a play-list.
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Hey all this is not actually an advert but thats OK I do advertise some things so its all good
Im going to talk about passwords today because I know a fare few people that are doing the wrong thing when it comes to passwords and such!...
Ah a little side note
if at anytime you feel the need to contact me feel free to use this email address and remember the subject line is there so you can tell me a quick little note about why you are mailing me! ( nick.smith@y7mail.com ) and before you get the strange need to add me to your IM, DONT lmfao
I never use this address as my IM stupid
The amount of people that add this one to there IMs just so they can contact me at anytime is astonishing I tell you!... Im not a computer tech for pity sake!... Im just a guy who likes to help out or at the very least offer as much help as I can
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Some times, I wonder why I even get up in the morning.
HA.... I honestly do, some days life just seems to push me a little farther down the road all the time.. It is silly when I think about it but then when is anything how I thought it would be? Nothing is as it is supposed to be anymore!
I miss the days when I could do what I like and not have to worry what people thought! However, those days are long gone now... oh I try to remake them, but all I succeed in doing is getting more people mad at me.. And people wonder why I'm depressed... its like I'm stuck in a time I dont want to be in.. And there is no escape! My mind is confused and there is nothing but unrealised thoughts and feelings! [ Click here to read more ]
I walk into the shadows... yet I do not know why?...... it is a strange sensation I feel as the shadows surround me, strange really...... something I have wandered for some time now...
Scrap that question...... I have been a practicing mage for some time now... lol a great many years..... no I dont mean harry potter, I study the old books books written when life was more in tune with its own inner magic... like the Alexandrian book of shadows, such an old book... I even read some pages from Solomons book of life.... it was hard to understand... but it was a life-changing thing.....
I notice that most of you on this site do not really like to read my thoughts.... well I cant say I care... I mean I write what I want I'm not the type of guy to write what people want to hear!..... lmao
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Well Im here playing LastChaos and writing this so all in all this is a fun birthday! Coughbullcough
Ok Im actually pretty depressed at the moment and the funny thing is I dont know why! I mean come on!... I am just confused as hell I think?..... But ah well... what ya gonna do?
OK since I am playing LastChaos I will advertise it LOL.....
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OK this is just a little blog ok...... i will be advertising games both on consoles and online and also other products i find good! like it.... don't like it! i REALLY don't care i like it and thats all the counts!....
if i make a mistake feel free to correct me but if more then one person corrects me for the same mistake i will ......how to say this politely...... ah i know! Get very unhappy with you......... lmao
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on How to add a playlist to your gaiaonline profile (EDITED)
Thoughts on life from my point of view
Advertising stuff i find on the web!