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September 27th 2008 23:51
OK...now I will begin by conceding that in the new energy there is no way to "measure" our passion, feelings, etc but this piece, from "Would You Write on the Walls?"
By Marilyn Jeffers Walton, tweaked my curiosity;
I have always believed there is a good test to see if someone has a true passion for writing. Lock that person in a closet, and if the first thing he or she thinks to do is start writing on the walls to record the event, the passion is there. Getting out would be secondary. A long stay would require not food, but a second pencil.
Now anyone who knows me knows how passionate I am about writing, but if I got locked in a cupboard the first thing I would do is look for ventilation so I could breathe.
In my other posts I have written about the importance of the conscious breathe. It is the message to every cell within us that we choose to live, that we remember that we are God also. It connects spirit and body, it connects us with our passions. But without passion for breathe then these other parts of us do not flow.
That I would not think of writing first and foremost was almost a relief. I am really kind of glad that my passion for breathing would kick in before I worried about where a pencil was. It has also shown me that while I am connected to my passion for writing, I am not owned by it.
Perhaps one day I might even farewell it for another passion.
And who the hell would want a second pencil before they wanted chocolate..lol
- I am not my computer
- I am not my car
- just because old patterns repeat does not mean that I have to react to them the same way
- that a painting created in the new energy by a friend can be an anchor (thanks Jessie!)
- sometimes the things that you need are closer than you can imagine
- sometimes the solution you need is more obvious than you can imagine
- I am not my credit card debt
- that compassion towards someone lost in their games can be more healing to everyone than anger
- I have some amazing people in my life and some of them even think I am amazing too
- that buying children Fruit Smoothies and Puppydog Stickers will help them think I am a cool baby sitter,,,,but won't get them to pick up after themselves
- that things from my childhood aren't as big as I remember them to be
The Crimson Circle is spiritual family that I have been involved with since 2000. Their teachings have helped me let go of depression and reconnect with my passion. Their teachings are via channels through a wonderful man, Geoffrey Hoppe. Geoffrey channels an entity called Tobias, a character from the apocrophyl Book of Tobit. He also channels Adamus Saint-Germain and my most beloved Kuthumi. They teach what is known as the New Energy and assist those of us ascending.
Each month Geoffrey channels a "shoud" or lesson. He has been doing this since 2000 and is incredibly generous in that these monthly channels are all available for free. This last month was beautiful as always. Tobias gave us a letter for awakening humans. It is a love letter to those who opening up and for others it is a reminder for what they have experienced. I have include it in full here for you to read.
A Letter to Awakening Humans
TOBIAS: “And so it is, dear friends, we have heard your call. We have heard your prayers, we have felt your pain, and we know your confusion. That is why we bring this message to you. It has found its way to you on the wind. It’s found its way to you through your processes – you might call the Internet – through a friend who has given this to you, or perhaps strictly what appears to be at random, but we have heard your call and your prayer. We have come to answer.
I am Tobias of the Crimson Council, an angelic order that’s here to work with teachers of consciousness both on Earth and in the other realms. I join together today with the angelic beings who come from a place of love and compassion to support you and to love you.
We also bring together this message from a group of human angels. They are in human form on Earth right now, but they are indeed angels. They have been exploring consciousness and Spirit and God for eons of time. They are physically embodied on Earth right now. They could be your next door neighbors, your family members or friends, perhaps people you don’t even know. But they are on Earth right now serving as a new type of teacher and a guide. They have been exploring the realms of new consciousness and New Energy and the whole concept of ‘I Am,’ which means Spirit, God, integrated with self on Earth right now.
We gather together the energies of the angels, of Spirit and of this group on Earth called Shaumbra, to bring this message to you in answer to your call.
You’re going through an awakening process right now and that is why you have received this letter. The awakening process could be one that’s challenging, it can be deceiving, and it can be beautiful all at the same time.
You know you’re going through a spiritual awakening process when you begin to question things that you’ve never questioned before, things like authority and structure; when you begin to question why you’re here on Earth, what is the meaning of life, what is it that you should be doing right now.
You know you’re going through an awakening process when the way you solved problems in the past doesn’t seem to work anymore. You know you’re going through this entire awakening process when you know that there’s more out there but you can’t seem to put your finger on it. You know there’s a greater way, but you don’t know what that is. You know you’re ready to go into a whole new level of living and understanding, but you don’t know how to get there.
You know you’re going through an awakening process when you feel yourself withdrawing into you, when you feel yourself starting to not want so much external activity, when you don’t need the stimulation or the drama that you’ve had in the past.
You know that you’re going into the awakening process when, in your quiet moments, perhaps late at night, you call out to God not knowing if there even is a God, at least in the old way. You call out for the higher being or the higher power somewhere out there. And you give a message totally from your heart, from the truest part of your being – “Dear Spirit, dear God, I’m ready.” From the truth of your being when you say, “Dear Spirit, dear Eternal One, I am willing to do anything but I don’t know what it is I should do.”
You know you’re going through an awakening process where all of the old beliefs don’t seem to be so true anymore, and the things that you held so near and dear to you now seem like memories of the past, the ways of the past. You know you’re going through an awakening process when the things that used to be the dreams and the goals, the desires of the human self no longer truly matter, but you don’t know what matters anymore.
If you’re listening to this or reading this or have been touched by it in some way, we’re here to tell you that you are not alone. There are angelic beings on our side who are with you right now – not some time in the future, not some time in the past that you don’t remember so well – but right now. And with a simple breath, your simple breath, it opens the doorway for us to be close to you, to love you, to remind you of your angelic origins, to let you know that we have the greatest compassion and love for you. You are not alone.
With the simple breath in this very moment, it also allows in the love and the compassion of tens and thousands and thousands of humans on Earth right now who have gone through or are currently going through a very similar process – the awakening of Spirit. They know what it’s like to lose those things that were near and dear to you. They know what it’s like for their belief systems to be challenged at every level. They know what it’s like for the things that came from the material world that were important at one time that start dissolving away. They know what it’s like to lose a relationship, or at least the illusion of losing it, so that they, and now you, can begin to have the relationship with yourself. With the simple breath you can open up and allow yourself to not be alone anymore.
We know it’s been difficult and challenging, and we know so much of what you’ve gone through is very emotional and at times can be very dramatic. We know you’ve been trying to figure it out in your mind. You’ve been using systems and structures and methods, and you still haven’t found the answers. You’ve tried to analyze it, and it’s something that can’t be analyzed. It can only be felt and experienced.
You’ve gone, many of you, and got counseling – professional or just with friends – and you know in your heart that the methods and the words that they tell you are not truly fulfilling that deep inner yearning to know yourself and to know the Spirit in yourself.
We know that there are times when you just want to disappear. You just want to fade away. It’s not even about dying, it’s just about going out of existence. The challenges, the transformation, the changes can be overwhelming to the human, to the mind, to that aspect of you that has a type of blinder on, that doesn’t see who you really are. It can be overwhelming and cause such duress that you choose just to go out of existence.
But the angels that are with you right now and the human angels that are standing along side of you understand your journey. They have some messages for you today, first and foremost, that you are not alone. Secondly, that the process you’re going through is actually quite natural. It may appear to be confusing and you may feel that you are lost, but what you are doing is very natural. You are allowing the old human façade and the illusion of who you thought you were to fade away. And as it fades away, what you begin to know in the deepest, most loving level, is yourself as God also; yourself as Spirit; yourself as divine, no longer limited by the old human identity but now understanding that you are eternal, that you are grand and that you can choose your own reality, even how you live on Earth right now.
Those of us who gather around you share with you that all of the answers are within. They’re not to be found with some gurus. They’re not to be found with some angelic being, but the answers are within you. Living in this state of duality as you have been doing, living with the concept of light and dark, good and bad, masculine and feminine, you’ve also bought into a belief system that says the answers are somewhere else. But indeed they are within you. They come from the most true and the most precious place within, and they can be discovered in the quiet moment, in the moment of breath, in the moment of acceptance of yourself.
We share with you that there is no goal, there is no purpose, there is not some God in a far off heaven that is putting you through some maze or some obstacle course. But the reality is everything in your life is about your creation, your discovering of beauty, your discovering about the depths of reality. Everything that you are experiencing right now in your life is by your choice. There are no outside powers or beings who are making you do it. There is nobody dictating the destiny of your life. You’ll discover that it all by your choice.
Perhaps at some very deep or distant part of yourself that wanted to have the experience of going through life as you have known it up to now, but understand it is you creating it. And when you understand that and when you take ownership for yourself, you will actually begin to understand the beauty of your journey. You’ll understand that you are not lost at all. You were just so deeply immersed in an experience, so filled with the richness even if the richness was painful at times, but it brought new depth and meaning to your soul.
So on this day in this moment, in the awakening to your true self, it is a time to say goodbye to your old human self. You’ve been trying to hang onto it and repair it and resurrect it, and now it is time to say goodbye to that human identity, to the limited beliefs, to the old paths of karma, of the old progression of lifetimes that kept you on the old merry-go-round. It is time to say goodbye to that.
Part of you may feel sad about it. It is a death of consciousness, not a death of the physical body, but a death of consciousness. But as you say goodbye to the old self, you also release energies that were stuck or wounded, energies that don’t serve you anymore and haven’t served you for many, many lifetimes.
As you say goodbye to your old human self, you discover a new freedom. It is like taking off a costume or a suit of armor that is no longer needed. When you release the old human aspect, when you say goodbye, you are now creating a space within you to allow in the grander self, the divine self, your angelic self, who’s been patiently waiting off in the wings, waiting for you to finish playing this wonderful game or experience, waiting for you to make a choice to invite the true you, the divine you into this reality now.
When you say goodbye to your human self, it brings up issues of fear, of death and of losing control. But dear friends, those are all illusions. When you let go of who you thought you were, you now make room to be everything that you truly are. There is that feeling that you are in right now that if you let go, you will fall into some perpetual dark abyss never to come back, never to be found, perhaps even just roaming throughout the dimensions and the universes lost. But this group of angels that’s with you right now, the group of humans that is with you, have all gone through the experience and they all understand when you let go of who you thought you were, when you trust yourself on the most intimate, on the most beautiful level, you will now discover who you really are.
This is your choice, of course. It is up to you. But you have called out to us, you have prayed to us, you have asked for the answers and that’s why we have showed up today.
In the awakening to your true self, you also say goodbye to the Earth as you have known it. Many call Earth “Gaia,” the land, the water, the skies. Gaia is an actual spirit that has attended to Earth, has been nurturing Earth, all of her elements, all of her animals and all of her forests, ever since the beginning of time on Earth. In the awakening to yourself and the releasing or the saying goodbye to Gaia, you understand that it is not another spirit’s responsibility to take care of this planet. It is your responsibility to be a part of it.
The spirit of Gaia is slowly, slowly leaving so that you, all other humans can take responsibility for the water that you drink, for the land that you walk upon, for the sky that you see with your eyes, for all of the plant life and the animal life. What a blessed and beautiful experience it is to thank Gaia for all she has done, to bid her farewell and to now accept the responsibility of this planet for yourself.
In the awakening that you are going through, it is also time to say goodbye to human consciousness as you have known it. You will never be the same again. Recently, Earth moved into a new era and a new realm. We call it the new consciousness or the New Energy. In this new consciousness all things change. The Earth, human consciousness and humans are evolving right now. The change that you see outside of you could appear to be chaotic. It could appear that things are unraveling, everything falling apart. It could appear that there are shortages of critical goods. It could appear that things are on constant edge.
It is time to let that go as well, because humanity is going through an incredible transformation process. They’re going through important changes, and what appears to be a lack of fuel and oil is actually more about new developments in technology, new energy sources. Instead of using old fossil fuel, the discovery of new fuel. What appears to be shortages of food is really about taking a look at how to take care of the biology in a new way, how to feed it in a new way, how to grow crops in a new, efficient and natural way.
Changes in governments, changes in politics are all part of the process. It is easy to go into fear and worry about what’s going to happen to the world right now, but this group of angels and this group of humans, they know it’s just evolution. They know that the change can appear to be chaotic, but the natural law of evolution and expansion are at work right now, and you’re participating in it.
It’s about saying goodbye to the world as you have known it, even in terms of finance, prosperity and wealth. For oh so many years on Earth, the wealth, the power, the money was focused in just a few places and held by just a few people or consolidated in a few countries. And in the new consciousness that imbalance no longer works. So the wealth, even the balance of what you would call power, are redistributed. It doesn’t mean anyone gets any less, it just means those who were behind now catch up.
The world’s not falling apart, the world is evolving. The world is redistributing. The world is becoming more balanced and equitable.
In the awakening process things can appear to be dark. Things can even appear to be evil. Things can appear to be very confusing, but we are here to tell you that it is just evolution. The world will go on. The New Energy will come in. The new understandings of science and math, the understandings in technology and education, are all coming about right now.
The awakening process can be lonely, because it is about rediscovering who you are without having others tell you, without having other’s belief systems shape and create your life. We know you’ve been going through a very dark and lonely and sometimes very sad part of your life, feeling so lost and confused, like no one’s listening. But these angelic beings and human beings want to let you know we have heard. We do know who you are. We do know what you have been going through. And we want you to know that you are never alone.
Your process of awakening will continue to unfold and as it does you will see the beauty in it. You will see how you as a divine being have actually planned it for yourself. You will see that the fear goes away. The illusions of duality go away to be replaced by the knowingness of the oneness.
We bring you this message today from the angels, from the humans, and from all who are going through the awakening process that you are not alone.
And so it is.”
Tobias of the Crimson Council is presented by Geoffrey Hoppe, aka "Cauldre," in Golden, Colorado. The story of Tobias, from the biblical Book of Tobit, can be found on the Crimson Circle web site at www.crimsoncircle.com. The Tobias Materials have been offered free of charge since August 1999, the time when Tobias said humanity moved past the potential of destruction and into the New Energy.
The Crimson Circle is a global network of human angels who are among the first to transition into the New Energy. As they experience the joys and challenges of the ascension status, they help other humans on their journeys through sharing, caring and guiding. Over 100,000 visitors come to the Crimson Circle web site each month to read the latest materials and discuss their own experiences.
The Crimson Circle meets monthly in the Denver, Colorado area where Tobias presents the latest information through Geoffrey Hoppe. Tobias states that he and the others of the celestial Crimson Council are actually channeling the humans. According to Tobias, they are reading our energies and translating our own information back to us so we can see it from the outside, while experiencing it on the inside. The "Shoud" is the portion of the channeling where Tobias steps aside and the energy of the humans is channeled directly by Geoffrey Hoppe.
Crimson Circle gatherings are open to the public. The ultimate purpose of the Crimson Circle is to serve as human guides and teachers to those walking the path of inner spiritual awakening. This is not an evangelical mission. Rather, the inner light will guide people to your doorstep for your compassion and care. You will know what to do and teach in that moment, when the unique and precious human who is about to embark on the journey of the Bridge of Swords comes to you.
If you are reading this and feel a sense of truth and connection, you are indeed Shaumbra. You are a teacher and a human guide. Allow the seed of divinity to blossom within you in this moment and for all times to come. You are never alone, for there is family around the world and angels in the realms around you.
Please freely distribute this text on a non-commercial, no-charge basis. Please include the information in its entirety, including these footnotes. All other uses must be approved in writing by Geoffrey Hoppe, Golden, Colorado. See contacts page on website: www.crimsoncircle.com © Copyright 2008 Geoffrey Hoppe, Golden, CO 80403
On the property where I live we have an old cottage that my family lived in til I was 12, at that time we moved into a "modern" brick home on the same property. The old cottage has had a family friend living in it but he has now gone to a nursing home. The cottage is in utter disrepair and on top of this the lovely old guy was one of those people who kept everything! So we have a pretty massive job cleaning up around it and preparing to demolish it.
Now unfortunately my family's time in this house was not pleasant. This time was when my belated father's drinking was the worst so this cottage was actually the scene of some pretty intense abuse. In fact the thought of re-entering it was almost making me nauseous
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On a spiritual forum someone recently shared that they had a life long passion to fly planes. It was one of those dreams, that like so many of us he had put aside while life happened. Now at the age of 36 with the desire still bubbling he finally created the opportunity for it to happen. That in itself is pretty awesome. To get ready he joined an online forum for people who fly or are interested in it. He began to read about how many of these people had begun lessons in their teens, how they had volunteered at airfields to be as involved as they could and drink up any opportunity they could. All of a sudden Mr36 went from the elation of finally following his passion to questioning why he had not pursued it sooner. That's when he came back to the spiritual forum to share.
Not surprisingly he was responded to with a whole string of similar stories including my own. There are endless tales of people pushing aside their dreams for a list of reasons, from family expectations through to the fear of losing financial security. As teens it is so easy to step into social structures as we have to answer to parents and teachers but what about when we turn 18. By then it seems we are so entrenched in our beliefs to fit in that we think our dreams are lost or can wait
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Wow...has it really been two months since I posted an article. I could muse upon perceptions of time but that is a whole other post!!
My last post was actually a channeled poem that I created to become part of a video project
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The breath is in every moment and yet we forget it's simple sensation. We are so distracted by things external that we even forget the sensation of our clothes against our body.
The breath calls us back to the moment. The breath calls us back to the simplicity of sensations that we truly are
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Its not often that a walk through the supermarket can give you a real deep belly laugh. Just a few days ago though that is exactly the gift I gave myself.
I was wandering down the confectionery aisle when something caught my eye in amongst the myriad of flat slabs of chocolate. It was a small bright pink box sitting at an awkward angle on the shelf, its size and shape making it stick out as much as the color. Itb was the contents that made its presence funny though because this box contained a herbal weight loss supplement
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I have spoken before about the ease in which we can slip into being a victim or a martyr. These roles help give us excuses and patterns to stop us expressing ourselves and stepping into our joy and passion. We can stay within the limits and rules that we believe society requires of us.
The opposite of being a martyr or victim is to be a creator. When you are a creator you are aware that everything that happens in your life is your creation. You take responsibility for yourself and what happens to you. Stuff just doesn't happen to you because it was meant to be or it was your destiny. Stuff happens to you because that is how you choose to experience your time in your body on the planet
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Comment by Marisa
on Every Second Is A new Beginning
New Spirit New Energy
I wrote this sitting on the beach on Saturday. The sea was so rough but so beautiful. I watched all the waves dissappear and then new ones come in to replace them, no two alike, each one magnificent.
Thanks for dropping by. Its been nice to get my orbling happening again!