Society
December 31st 2006 00:25
People give me the shits..
Im going to escape to a far away land and create my own society. I am fed up with the people and bullshit they carry. I hate it occupies my mind so much, Im to kind which I think makes people believe they can stand all over me, they are very wrong!
I fweel quite lonely, I dont feel I relate to anyone anymore, I dont fit in nor do I want to considering what others seem to be into these days.
Society doesnt accept me I think due to the fact Im not into drugs nor do I drink. I have been down that road I will admit but it seems to be out of control today.
Im not judgmental people can do as they please but I want them to accept me as I am as much as I accept them for who they are I have time for anyone who has respect for me, the same that I show them.
I miss my best friend so much, she being the only one other than my mother, who understood everything I was about. And gave me honest, blunt yeat reassuring oppinions. I miss it so much, living around the corner sittin up all night laughin and giggling and crying about all the shit we'd done or were currently going through. I am yet to come across anyone who is anything like her. And I doubt I ever will.
These days I revert to writing journals and blogs, it being the only thing that 'reads' into the depth of my thoughts. Im too scared to put in my most deepest.
I can think of one or two people who I can confide in, completely that is, and vice versa!
We unload to each other regularly well we did!
I just want to feel that people truely give a shit no more fakeness, I want the real thing. Is anyone themselves these days do the real people exist or are they becoming extinct?
I have a feeling they are dieing out or being converted to being full of shit.
Giving up that there is anyone out there who is true. Well Im n ot going to, I know Im real to those around me and myself no bullshit with me.
this is a shit blog.. i should delete it!
Im going to escape to a far away land and create my own society. I am fed up with the people and bullshit they carry. I hate it occupies my mind so much, Im to kind which I think makes people believe they can stand all over me, they are very wrong!
I fweel quite lonely, I dont feel I relate to anyone anymore, I dont fit in nor do I want to considering what others seem to be into these days.
Society doesnt accept me I think due to the fact Im not into drugs nor do I drink. I have been down that road I will admit but it seems to be out of control today.
I miss my best friend so much, she being the only one other than my mother, who understood everything I was about. And gave me honest, blunt yeat reassuring oppinions. I miss it so much, living around the corner sittin up all night laughin and giggling and crying about all the shit we'd done or were currently going through. I am yet to come across anyone who is anything like her. And I doubt I ever will.
These days I revert to writing journals and blogs, it being the only thing that 'reads' into the depth of my thoughts. Im too scared to put in my most deepest.
I can think of one or two people who I can confide in, completely that is, and vice versa!
We unload to each other regularly well we did!
I just want to feel that people truely give a shit no more fakeness, I want the real thing. Is anyone themselves these days do the real people exist or are they becoming extinct?
I have a feeling they are dieing out or being converted to being full of shit.
this is a shit blog.. i should delete it!
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