you ever find that one guy who knows what to do and say in every situation, whos perfect and sweet? if your dating him, you need to know: if hes to good to be true, its cause hes either gay or a player. i know cause i was there today. trying to love a guy who had 4 others on the side. so girls of the world, do yourself a solid: keep an eye on your man, cause if hes "2 good 2 b true" its cause he isnt true.
okay yesterday i went a little crazy about my friends attitude and shit. it was pretty bad. but my sister txted him and he appologized for the way he acted and we came to an understanding. he promised to stop being a jerk and crap when his other friends were over there and he promised to not call me a wimp and shit because i refused to get a tattoo (if im gonna get a tattoo its gonna be profesionaly done and its gonna be the dark mark. from Harry Potter? Voldemorts skull with the snake comin from the mouth?) if i stoped biting his throat when he pisses me off. its like the only thing that works tho. its...well its more like he apologized first and then i said id quit biting cause he said it was annoying. so everything is back to normal again. so if any of my other friends are reading this DO NOT MAKE A FLASH MOB AT HIM. that isn't nesacery. we are back to bein friends. so thanks to the people who posted to my you tube (thewolfkingskeeper) some suport. you are cool in my book. alright bye.
goddamnit! is one day so much to ask for? one goddamn day!!! all i want is for him to be nice. just one day. i love him. i really do. he is my best friend. all i want is one day were its just me and him and he is nice like he used to be. he used to be so sweet and kind. he used to treat me like i mattered. now he blows me off for chicks he meets at his friends house, and he pressures me to do things i dont wanna do like get a tattoo. he used to call me his cousin, include me in his family, and now cause i wont get a damn tattoo, he says im not kin to him. what did i do? were did i go wrong? why is he drawing away from me? why did my best friend change? he treats me like a doormat. im not a fucking door mat!!!!! im a human being!!! all i want is for my friend to go back to being what he used to be. he used to stand up for me. he used to treat me like i mattered. What the hell happened to that boy? what happened to the Lucosa i swore to protect and be the friend of? i dnt want him to hate me. i dont want to lose my best friend. i need him. but hes been such a jerk lately. he says mean things and i dnt even think he relizez it. he is the only person who knows the real me. he knows everything about me. and ive always been there for him. ALWAYS. when Sammie Key died, i was there for him. i listened to him cry and let him stay the night. i am always nice to him. i forgive him everything. i have to go. leave a comment. someone help me handle this.
okay so today is like my last day in my old school, so theres nothin new on that front yet, but um i have discovered a new found love of a band called evenesence. i spelled it wrong but whatever. i found one of thier songs on a Drarry vid( see Draco X Harry) it was so cool. um also i will soon get back to work on my book about Meleki so keep an eye out for that..um thats about all nothing really happened today, ya know? wait i got a hug from Bobby which is unusual, but other than that...nothin. it was an ordinary day.
omg!!!! been surfin youtube and saw something called Draco/Harry kissykissy. i clicked on it and it was a video about harry and draco having a relationship!!! OMG!!! so cute!!! it was mostly anime and a couple of photoshop.they are just tottaly so adorable!!!!! omg!!! its a beautiful thing.and i know about 90% of the people out there think im crazy but oh well. drarry is the cutest thing ever. its even better than Romonie and Ginry. its even better than Dramonie. its just so perfect!!! i love it!!! ok well bye!!!
i haven't been on for a while!!! okay so this is a break from the story of meliki which no one was following anyway, so i can take a break. ok so school is a drag and i am so pissed at Lucosa (my werewolf buddy) i gave him flowers. he accepted them and was enthusiastic and sweet. and then gave them away. i was so mad!!! i got over it quickly, but...ya know? it hurt. so anyway thats all in my life, except wait!!! i have a distracter crush!!! ya know, a petty crush that distracts you from the serious crush? his name is D.J. and he cant stand me. he thinks im a witch and a satanist and all kinds of other things. i plead guilty to witch. lol jk i cant cast spells yet i haven't been taught. well ok i guess thats all for now. bye for now, mtc, and remember : if you dnt like what i have to say, dnt read my blog.
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