Maryam DiMauroLife is pain
June 1st 2008 21:56
When I decided to change put my wheels in motion, I never thought that this isn't like a sitcom. Sometimes we have to drown to learn how to breathe. In the past couple of months, my whole life has changed. I almost went into the hospital because of health problems, the person I was in love with is marrying someone else and to top it all off I am moving to another country.
It was painful, it was sad, but it was also necessary. It was like paving the way to get rid of all the emotions that I had, freeing myself from the chains and fetters of the past. Sometimes, in order to move you have to throw away some of the load that you are carrying. It takes courage, and it takes a willingness to accept what isn't working, and even though i cant see the light just yet i know it's coming.
The first thing in order to change is to believe : What isn't working in my life? And how can I change it?" The rest is steps. THere are numerous setbacks, things just don't change overnight, but they will hold the promise to get better. Sometimes we hold on to things that even though they are toxic to us we are afraid to let go. Once we see ahead instead of behind, it makes life so much easier..
It was painful, it was sad, but it was also necessary. It was like paving the way to get rid of all the emotions that I had, freeing myself from the chains and fetters of the past. Sometimes, in order to move you have to throw away some of the load that you are carrying. It takes courage, and it takes a willingness to accept what isn't working, and even though i cant see the light just yet i know it's coming.
The first thing in order to change is to believe : What isn't working in my life? And how can I change it?" The rest is steps. THere are numerous setbacks, things just don't change overnight, but they will hold the promise to get better. Sometimes we hold on to things that even though they are toxic to us we are afraid to let go. Once we see ahead instead of behind, it makes life so much easier..
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