Let's do what they say can't be done - by Irina

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January 6th 2007 17:58

Geez, I'm so ungrateful
I went to the movies with my friend and her boyfriend. And her boyfriend brought his friend, so I wouldn't feel like a third wheel. But I ended up liking his friend, and I guess he likes me. And that would all be just peachy.
Except I'm stupid. And ungrateful. And I still really like this one guy.
So I'm ruining my chances with the guy I know likes me that I like
For a guy I'm not even sure likes me as more than just a friend, who I've liked for about 1 or 2 years now
I should just forget about him. I should forget about him, and go be with the guy that truly likes me.

God, I'm so...
stupid. That's a good word. Stupid.
I would love some help on this, because I'm gonna hang out with him again today. Him, me, my friend, and her boyfriend. Again. Later in the afternoon.
Advice would be greatly appreciated. If not today, then sometime, because even if I do go with the guy I know I should be with, the one I like is still gonna be around all the time. I mean, he's one of my best friends.

I hate myself alot right now<3

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Just a little about me

January 1st 2007 23:54

So hi, I guess. My name's Irina, I'm fourteen, so I'm probably not that interesting. But sometimes my life is fun to listen about.
I love music, it keeps me from going crazy, especially wen I'm upset. I love all sorts of genres of music, but my favorites are alternative, rock, alternarock, power pop, emo, metal, all that fun stuff.
I've got a mom, I live with her. I have a dad, I don't live with him. They're divorced. No, it doesn't bother me.
I'm Russian. Yea, I speak Russian. If you ask me to say something in Russian don't ever say "Oh, just say anything" cuz honestly, that's weird. Lemme know wut u wanna hear, n I'd be happy to say it.

I hate drama. It's the worst thing in the world. I dont' start things, but if I have to, I'll finish them.
I have best friends. They're amazing. I love making new friends, I'm not like one of those people that writes something stupid like "You're not my best friend, and it's gonna take a while for u to become my best friend". I know people like that, and I'm not like that.
I'm really open with my emotions. You can usually tell with me if I love u or hate you, but I don't hate many people.
I guess if it fills in time for you, go ahead n read my blog, cuz it's gonna fill in time for me to write it. I'm probably not gonna name names in this. Cuz you never know who's reading.

I have no deep dark secrets. You won't find anything like that in here, or with me. The only secrets I have are stupid, and if I trust you, I'll tell you.

Oh, and one more thing. I'm not emo. I'm not scene. I'm not punk. I'm not gangsta. I'm not a label. I'm a person. So treat me like a person.

Okay, so enjoy my blog!
--Irina

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Just a little about me

January 1st 2007 23:53

So hi, I guess. My name's Irina, I'm fourteen, so I'm probably not that interesting. But sometimes my life is fun to listen about.
I love music, it keeps me from going crazy, especially wen I'm upset. I love all sorts of genres of music, but my favorites are alternative, rock, alternarock, power pop, emo, metal, all that fun stuff.
I've got a mom, I live with her. I have a dad, I don't live with him. They're divorced. No, it doesn't bother me.
I'm Russian. Yea, I speak Russian. If you ask me to say something in Russian don't ever say "Oh, just say anything" cuz honestly, that's weird. Lemme know wut u wanna hear, n I'd be happy to say it.
I hate drama. It's the worst thing in the world. I dont' start things, but if I have to, I'll finish them.
I have best friends. They're amazing. I love making new friends, I'm not like one of those people that writes something stupid like "You're not my best friend, and it's gonna take a while for u to become my best friend". I know people like that, and I'm not like that.
I'm really open with my emotions. You can usually tell with me if I love u or hate you, but I don't hate many people.
I guess if it fills in time for you, go ahead n read my blog, cuz it's gonna fill in time for me to write it. I'm probably not gonna name names in this. Cuz you never know who's reading.

I have no deep dark secrets. You won't find anything like that in here, or with me. The only secrets I have are stupid, and if I trust you, I'll tell you.

Oh, and one more thing. I'm not emo. I'm not scene. I'm not punk. I'm not gangsta. I'm not a label. I'm a person. So treat me like a person.

Okay, so enjoy my blog!
--Irina

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