vancleave, Mississippi, UNITED STATES
Joined October 16th 2008
I want to Publish a book of Poetry. Depression, is something I am good at expressing. Hope you enjoy what I write.
Recent PostsI'll Soon Be Back....March 26th 2009 18:57
Sorry, I've been absent so long.I guess sometimes the economy is rough
for many.My computer is down for a while longer.But I will soon be back.... see you then,,,Jan
 A Promise BrokenDecember 29th 2008 23:54
This poem is about the way my anxiety
sometimes, takes control of my life.And keeps me from clearly seeing the the world around. For, awhile, I feel like I could just give up.Or like, I've not, a chance, at accomplishing my goals.Kind of like, I am breaking a promise to myself. But, I know, that as, sure as, I have this evil, cloud right now.It will, go away, sooner or later. A Promise Broken I see those eyes, peeking at me from both sides. As, I attempt to make truth, of my desires. And yet, within all this confusion that I now lie. A bitter delusion has claimed my time. Therefore, I am blind to the understanding, of a single rhyme.Therefore, the pages oft, I'd written on exist, no more. And words, sworn of promise to thine self have been shattered. But, give up, one might ask? And, I, to them reply perhaps, for today, but, not eternally. A promise made, is broken but, left intact, is the dream.
In need of help with my blogs & postsDecember 16th 2008 03:52
This is really confusing, I can't seem to link my blogs to my posts,
or posts, to my blog.I can see that it's supposed to be blog name / title, but can't figure out how to fix it.Also, can I change the title of my blog = I could have written a book on depression, to Depression Grew? It is a lot shorter. Thanks, Jan
The Dying WillowDecember 11th 2008 04:27
This poem, I feel expresses the pain
and suffering of depression.It slowly kills the inside of a person.Makes them feel like
Depression Will Not Steal Our DreamsDecember 8th 2008 18:18
Depression, Will Not Steal Our Dreams
You and I, are not so, indifferent
A Tiny Piece Each DayDecember 8th 2008 15:49
I originally wrote this because, verbal abuse is something
that makes a person feel worthless and the words seem to haunt or torture, until you actually believe their meanings
Not Strong Enough To Walk AwayNovember 22nd 2008 22:27
Mental Illness, and abuse,
kept me in a situation where I did not want to be. This is a poem for my son. It is an apology for being weak
Paragraph19,Poem=What Wiil I Do, When The Light Goes Out?November 19th 2008 13:30
Sometimes,when depression hits a person,
the world becomes a dark and confusing place. Strength once found within is lost
I'll See You In Hell!November 15th 2008 00:22
A person can only take so much in life.On this particular day,
my limit was reached. My husband, I believe, is Bipolar and can get verbally abusive at times.Usually
Paragraph 18,Lost To DepressionNovember 13th 2008 18:43
It is not a place to lose ones self no doubt.Kind of like falling into a huge hole and discovering, there is no way out.I don't think I will ever find the path, but others have.
And it does leave just a bit of hope for me.Until that day arrives, I am lost to its control.This poem is how I feel when it removes itself, for at most, a day.Only to return in full force, taking what control, I thought I'd gained
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on A Poem about Demons and Deception
Depression Grew
Broken Wings
story..Will be back to read some more.Please excuse
the words I used, but it was what first came to mind!