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so it has been a while since i have posted on here. i met an awesome over this past summer we had fun and well im back to were i started this past summer, by myself. it sucks but hey what do you do? being single just means i have to worry about me and nobody else and i seem to function best this way. i have come to find that i try way to hard to make myself happy and i only let myself down in the end. so from here on out im done trying to be that guy girls think i am because when push comes to shove i can be a dick and ruin t all in the blink of an eye. so with that said no more blogs about how im not happy or about girls, it will now be about what im doing to keep a smile on my face and a sane thought in my head.
so i have come to the realization that i have changed a lot since last november. i do think money will make me happy, i want to date a girl based solely on her looks and i want a ferrari based on what people will think of me when they see me in it. im sick and tired of being me i wanna be someone else, im 26 and all i really have to show for it is a bachelor degree in graphic/multimedia design, and a clothing company that is slowly killing me while im trying to launch it. i don't care about the whole micheal jackson thing, he was something to talk about 10 years ago, i guess i don't have the appreciation for music that most people have, i just like listening to what ever sounds good i don't think about a meaning or what that person has done for the music because somebody will come along and one up them anyway. on the same note i had a friend just come back from paris and show me pictures of the louvre and i realized something, being a graphic designer i hate old art, it does nothing for me, it does not inspire at all, i like color and i understand the paintings back then weren't about color but i live in the know so i need color! its the same with music, i hate when people say "the beatles influenced them" so, most of the time the people are saying this because it has become "cool" to like the beatles. do you know how many bros i see at the U of U wearing beatles, bob marley shirts or led zeppelin shirts? i don't give two shits about who influenced the music i listen to. well i guess that in enough of my ranting for today. thanks for reading
So i have decided to get my clothing line idea off the ground. I call it Piano Theory and the logo is a dinosaur (www.blingblam.carbonmade.com check it out they are just samples) the whole idea about the clothing line is that these days everybody takes there line way to serious. Piano Theory is about having fun, and tons of color. The name and logo don't make much sense but that is what i am going for, keeping the designs simple yet cutting edge. Im still looking for some one to help me launch it, there are more designs coming in the following days and weeks. anyway thanks again for reading and be sure to check out the samples, have a god night
james
so i decided the other what i want in life, i don't need a bunch of people around me i just need myself. i want to wake up in the not to far from a beach, and just do graphic design all day than do what ever puts a smile on my face. i don't friends around me i like being alone, I'm sick of trying to win back the girl i love she just wants to be single so i will let her be. i finish school in november and plan on moving to portland,oregon or somewhere in california I hate the winters here in utah so some place that doesn't get snow would be ideal. I just want to be by myself i function great alone and love it, i know its good to have people around you but i don't need that all the time. lately here in salt lake the weather has been good and i have got outside alot more so that is helping me deal with shit. i'm still working on a website (pinswapme.com) so if you have a blackberry check it out.other then that i have just been trying to keep it together and not go crazy. well enough for now, if you want comment me on what you would like to know abut salt lake city, utah and i will get a blog together about the good and bad of this city.
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Being in a relationship is great don't get me wrong, but when you are in one for lets say 3 years and out of the blue its over it really sucks, as of right now Im in love with a girl that as of 6 months ago wants nothing to do with me, yet Im having sex with a girl i think is awesome, just just not relationship awesome. i try to to deal with everything going on in my life at once instead of taking things one by one. my friends are there for me i just don't let them know what's going on in my world, it's not their problem. i went to the drive in movie with a bunch of my friends and hated every minute of it, it's not that i hate my friends i just like being by myself lately, i have no one to judge me when i am alone. i have this knot in my chest that i don't know how to get rid of, love sucks! i try not to use this blog to vent through but it fells like that with this one...sorry, how about a change of topic! i have just finished working on a website (pinswapme.com) its a social network for blackberry owners, so if you have a blackberry check it out. i am trying to get my graphic design business to be bigger and badder then it already is, so that gives me something to focus on! well enough for tonight i will be back soon!
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so i have a lot on my plate right now, i'm going to school part time and trying to find a job full time at the moment. I'm living with a friend on his couch right now and it kind of sucks bit at least i have a roof over my head. i'm in school for graphic design and it is a love/hate thing. i want to move out of salt lake but at the same time salt lake is my home, i have awesome friends down here and that is my main reason for not leaving. i want to find a graphic design job seeing have i know photoshop, illustrator and indesign like the back of my hand, but i don't really know that much web stuff so that is way i am back at school for multimedia/ web design. i love cell phones mainly blackberrys! i also love my macbook, it is where i design and vent about my life. if anybody reading this wants to check out some of my work go to blingblam.carbonmade.com it is some of my stuff that i do . anyway thanks for checking out my blog stay tuned for more.
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