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May 17th 2008 04:07
What are you going to do when I oust you? What are you going to do when everyone knows what you did, and the majority of those people aren't in your inner circle, and cheering you on? They will think you're despicable. How will you deal with that? Have you thought of that? You know, most reasonable people: read, a jury of your peers who aren't as screwed-up as you, will think you are an utter waste of an human being. They will think you're a monster for the crimes you've perpretated toward me. Not all people are like the people who are in your clique; in fact, I can't reasonably believe that all the people in your clique are as heartless and misogynistic as you are, contrary to what they let you believe. That many people can't be so evil, can they? Maybe they can, so be it. Such is life. That's your and their problem, not mine.


What are you going to do when you find out I just don't give a damn, because I really don't. Then what? What's next? Up the ante? What if I don't care even then ( I probably really won't)? How will you kill the rage inside of you then? Prey tell, no pun intended.

What are you going to do when you end up hanging yourself, figuratively speaking? Mark my words: It will happen.

What are you going to do when you lose everything because of your misdeeds? Ooh, I can't wait to see your face when you find out there are consequences? Your comeuppance is crowning. Can you feel it? The labor of your karma is coming; I relish in its arrival. Its birth, your death - my rebirth.

The dominoes are lining up and they're just waiting for you to tip them over and get the momentum going. I wait with baited breath. I've moved my pawn, when will you move your rook? Logic dictates when, I know, and logic dictates how, so I prepare for my countermove -- is your King protected?


What will you do when your daughter finds out what you've done? I'd love to hear that conversation. She's already in a precarious situation, what, with all your yelling at her that makes her run into her room and cry her eyes out. Do you care that you're ruining yet another woman, your typical modus operandi? Do you film her too? Is that how you found out about her party? A transgression you can't forgive her for... Do you film her friends getting changed and showering? I bet you do, because you can't help yourself. A voyeur is a voyeur is a voyeur.

Speaking of her, do you find it weird that she and I have the same exact eyes? I do. What does it mean that she and I resemble one another? Same eyes, same smile, same silliness...it worries me. I don't want her to meet the same fate as me - to be destroyed by you, or someone like you. But what else can it mean? I ponder on this often and don't like the images I find. What do you think it means?


Who's eye's are these? Can you tell?
Who's eye's are these, can you tell?




Why don't you monitor her like you do me? Why are your priorities so misplaced? Do I mean more to you than she does? I find that difficult to believe, but the facts dictate otherwise. How is it that you know every move that I make, but not hers? Again, where are your priorites? Are you that screwed-up? I guess so. Why did you fight so hard for her only to want to throw her away? The first thing she does wrong and you want to ship her off? And you say I'm cold. She's your daughter! Typical of you.

Is money tight? How come? I've heard you were looking to sell your waverunners. At the height of summer too. By jove! I told you you'd have to sell off assets at some point - is one red, per chance? Even though you've changed your mind, it would still count, and even if it isn't red, I'm giddy with delight.

Loaded question; What will you do when I write my expose manuscript for all the world to read? We all know you're a hyprocrite. How ever will you deal?

Enjoy your summer home ( while you still have it)! How are those ghosts treating you? How many people do you suppose OD'd on your wares? Ever think that maybe the ghost that was haunting you way back when was one of those lost souls you supplied? There are more - and they're coming - can you hear them rattling in the darkened halls, punctuating the space you inahabit? Be ready. They want your neck in their grasp, and they'll get it too. Be careful on those stairs in your home, because that's where they're hiding, waiting to trip you up, and make you descend into the abyss of your downfall. Watch your step my "friend."

I know what's going to happen. Oh yes, I do, and I warned you. You had your chance to change your fate and you scoffed at it. I'm glad.


Check mate....







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Claustrophobia

January 23rd 2008 02:00
Do you feel like God
Watching my every move
Does that endeavor ease your innate feeling of self impotence

Does it help quell the anger
Dissipate the powerlessness
you’ve felt since your childhood beatings

Does it feel good to be the abuser
Rather than the abused

An incarnation of dear old dad
You look like him
Inside and out.

You’ve turned it all around
The little boy who cried inside
Examining his bruises
Now inflicts them upon others

The boy who was locked in the closet
In the dark
Not knowing why
Has risen
or rather fallen
To the depths of his torturer

That bankrupted little boy
is now a man
In word only
You suck the light out of people
by peddling to their dark addictions

Do you feel like God
When they come to you
Shaking for a fix
You can take away their pain
for a price

Sell them the key
that will make it all go away
Lock them in the closet
of their desperation
Feed their demons
and fuel their destruction
With your white “gold”

Lock them in and take away the key
Line your pockets with the money of desperation and pain
Help them sell their soul
The master has the key
And he’s locking them all in
Beating them up with his trade
So that they will cry in the closet
and cower in the corner
like you did

Maybe they’ll OD
Then they’ll be locked in a coffin
For eternity

But you can buy a boat
And spend the summer at your vacation home
Both keys bought with their pain
Can you sense all the ghosts of lost souls there
Crying in the closet
Cowering in the corners


You hold all the keys now
If only you held the key to your soul
And could unlock the door to your discontent…

But you are still that little boy
Crying in the closet
Cowering in the corner
Blocking the blows
Examining the bruises
That will never disappear
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I know

December 24th 2007 09:33
I know you sent the email
I knew it right away
Your disguise was for sale.

I know you saw this now
I had hoped you would
It's my verbal pow.

It will be what I want
for it is mine
and you know I can be what rhymes with want.
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%^$#

December 24th 2007 09:14
I just typed out a whole long story and it disappeared. I'm so angry! It took an hour to type it out. My internet explorer conked out and now it's gone.

Merry Christmas to me from the internet-glitch grinch...
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Dagger and Cloak

December 13th 2007 05:57
I don't know what anything means anymore.
I don't know who anyone is anymore.
The lines are blurred;

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Like That

December 13th 2007 05:43
Autumn
I feel like sunbathing,
my practically virgin skin turned into a brownish - bronze.
I feel like having the sun beat down, hard, onto my skin,

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Your Dish

December 13th 2007 05:42
Don't worry about your dish.
I asked you to wash it,
but I knew you wouldn't -

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Go Ahead

December 13th 2007 05:28
Do what you want
Say what you say
I don't care

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You

December 8th 2007 04:38
soul
Me, you cannot break.
you plot and scheme to do me in,
but you made one big mistake - I am not a flake. .

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I Only Wanted...

December 5th 2007 03:06
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