In a perfect world
July 27th 2009 00:23
I have just experienced the best weekend...well, certainly the best in the longest time!
The new beau told me Thursday night that he was coming to see me...and I was so excited, I barely slept. He arrived Friday after work, and we got to chill and make out and yes...more! haha
We also spent the Saturday afternoon fishing. Sitting together, hanging...talking...it was so unbelievably comfortable. I felt so connected. And when he left at lunchtime Sunday (he lives 4 hours away) I felt the emptyness of my place almost immediately. Which made me realise how much Ive been alone the past few months.
This is the first normal relationship Ive had in a long long long time. Yes. I have been involved in an affair, which I ended. But. Its so important to me to have a basis in friendship, that I dont pursue anything unless I know that it didnt start out as just someone going after sex.
This is a whimsical post! Theres no real flow is there?? haha
I also...also...have weightloss to report!! haha. Im not sure how, but I managed to lose weight...haha... I havent weighed or measured myself, but my clothes are all fitting better and I managed to pull on work pants that I havent even attempted to wear in the past few months...things are looking up.
Now all I have to do is get my work situation to fall into line!
The new beau told me Thursday night that he was coming to see me...and I was so excited, I barely slept. He arrived Friday after work, and we got to chill and make out and yes...more! haha
We also spent the Saturday afternoon fishing. Sitting together, hanging...talking...it was so unbelievably comfortable. I felt so connected. And when he left at lunchtime Sunday (he lives 4 hours away) I felt the emptyness of my place almost immediately. Which made me realise how much Ive been alone the past few months.
This is the first normal relationship Ive had in a long long long time. Yes. I have been involved in an affair, which I ended. But. Its so important to me to have a basis in friendship, that I dont pursue anything unless I know that it didnt start out as just someone going after sex.
This is a whimsical post! Theres no real flow is there?? haha
I also...also...have weightloss to report!! haha. Im not sure how, but I managed to lose weight...haha... I havent weighed or measured myself, but my clothes are all fitting better and I managed to pull on work pants that I havent even attempted to wear in the past few months...things are looking up.
Now all I have to do is get my work situation to fall into line!
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