I'm tired (LINK)
August 26th 2007 01:23
You wanna know something, I’m tired. I mean really fuckin tired. To tired to do day to day shit. Like finish a conversation, or look at something. Now its not that I can't concentrate or no shit like that, it’s that I don’t have the patience, know what I mean. I don’t have the patience for no stupid shit anymore. I’m scraping the bottom of the barrel here, and everyone knows it, all I want is peace, peace from my life. So I have started “lashing out”, because I’m in a downward spiral and there’s nothing holding me together, I lost my footing. I been in 5 fights in 3 days, and I don’t know why, except because I have lost my patience. And this ain’t no publicity bullshit, don’t even respond because I might not, and I wouldn’t want to be impolite. $#%!*% wait, wait, wait. ~ fuck this and fuck everybody.
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Comment by Wendi
I understand... completely. There are times we can let certain things just roll off our backs and show utter patience, and other times where we could go completely out of our minds trying to understand "life" and the people we have to share our planet with.
Of course, I also think some of it is due to planetary shifts... 'cause the planets are dancing and I've noticed that I'm not the only one who feels like pulling my hair out lately. But, not everyone accepts planetary influence as fact, so I'm well aware that my comment about planets is nothing more than just one more person's opinion on the current life condition.
I've been struggling much lately... not just with humanity, but with my own self, too.
Hopefully, we'll be able to exhale soon and things will settle back into some state of "normalcy", whatever that is...
Wishing you the best...
W
Comment by Achilliez_Heel
World opinion of the US.
world
The Worlds Problems
From The Heart
WhatEver~
Food~for~Thought
Her~Thoughts
First of all i must say that your comment is not "just one more person's opinion on the current life condition", i read many of the blogs u write and i have to say i Value Your opinion.
Secondly, though i would like to comment back, i don't yet know the theories on someones life being affected by the planetary shifts.
JUL DEL
Comment by Wendi
Good to see you. Realizing this was your most recent post and that it was over a week ago, I felt a bit concerned... and thank you for placing value on my opinions. I appreciate that a great deal.
As for planetary shifts influencing our processes, I don't like to force my opinions or beliefs on others... not at all, but if you're interested in learning more on your own... and by learning more, I mean learning along with me (as opposed to being taught), I post what I'm learning in the "Time and Space" sub-category of the Daily Dose posts each morning. The Earth is but a marble on the pool table of the Universe, so it's my belief that life on earth is influenced by the movements of the planets around us, including the Sun and Moon. But we've had a lot of "planet movement" lately that I feel has much to do with the way I'm feeling and reacting to things around me. Saturn has shifted into a new astrological sign where it will remain for the next 2 1/2 years (and for me personally, being a Leo, the effects will be of a financial nature), and tomorrow Mercury shifts into Libra (which has to do with communication, thought processes, justice, and balance).
I don't want to ramble on, and like I said, these are my beliefs and I don't have any intention of cramming my own beliefs down the throat of another... I appreciate respect and diversity and respect for diversity and I understand many people believe many different things. However, if you care to read along as I study and learn, you can find bits and pieces in the Daily Dose posts on my blog.
Again, good to see you.
W