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I Wish This Was 42 - by Dianna G

I Wish This Was 42 - May 2007

Sunrise

May 31st 2007 11:49
Wrote this this morning, watching the sun come up:
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A city sunrise might not be anything to write home about, but it's a big deal for me on a day like today. First, I have to be awake. Second, I have to be outside. Usually if I'm awake it's that half-sleep state where you just woke up.

Dawn doesn't come with instant, blinding sunlight-here or anywhere. First it is simply a lightening of the sky from dark to light blue. This is as early as five some days and as late as eight o'clock on others. I'm probably collecting musquito bites just sitting here writing the way I am. That's OK, I need the air.


One of the nice things about dawn in the city is that it's quiet, even on a major street like mine.

I can tell today will be a cloudy day, maybe even a rainy day. There's that scent in the air. A sort of heviness. Here comes morning traffic, and the first bus. Part of me wants to walk down to the beach. No, I'll save beach dawns for another time. The birds who have been singing now land and search for food. All black save one, who is grey with black spots. Or light brown. These birds aren't very afraid of me, or cars.

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I have wandered down to Cassels park, and the sky is getting pinker now. There is still dew everywhere; and birdsongs, plenty of those. I remember a dawn with so many birdsongs; only then I was indoors, in Ganenoque. This time, the neighbours must think I'm crazy to be in such a good mood early on a school morning.

And now it is light; the sun will continue to rise, but it is time to go inside.

To tell you the truth, I didn't go right back inside. First I swung for a bit, and now I sit on the front porch, loathe to go inside before I can write without an electric light. I'm happy with this, though.


Each moment it becomes just a bit brighter; just enough to notice, not anything drastic. Now the streetlights are off and I'm seeing the beginnings of shadows.

Someone left a McDonalds cup, large, near the swings at Cassels. I'm not a model citizen, but I did feel a twinge of guilt for just leaving it there.

The sky is a moody but light gray now, as I expect it to stay for the rest of the day.
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Notes:
Script Frenzy party tonight, won't write a thing for the blog until tomorrow.
It might just turn out to be a sunny day after all.
School today, and I'm not done everything. Oh well, The Smith will live.
I've been writing a LOT, I'm unstoppable! Hehe.

And remember: we're open for submissions at avidgamers.com/belair until the fifteenth.

Love ya! (In the friend, nice way, not the creepy online stalker way.)
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Should music be free?

May 31st 2007 02:02
The great debate! They're talking about this on my radio station.

Personally, I think free music is a double-edged blade. On one hand, the band isn't really making that much money off the CDs unless it's U2 or something. But, on the other hand, they're making something.

Now, the one side of the argument was that free music would provide bands with more exposure, which would get more people to go to concerts. You have to admit, only the middlemen make any money off the CDs. I think 10-15% of concert profits at the bigger places go to bands; in smaller places, or when the band goes to a festival, they might make more. Merchandise also makes them more money than CDs, most likely. Her argument is that they can make money off of everything, even ring tones, so let the music be free.

His argument is well CDs make them money.

I'm going to take the middle road over here. Why not have bands put up sample downloads, say 3-5 songs from each album? Then if you like it all, you can go out and buy the CD. Then more bands get tried out. Then we're all happy-and we don't have starving musician syndrome.

What do you think?
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Update On Ezine

May 30th 2007 20:52
Here's a random fact. Writing Tomorrow Today has three members other than me. Here's another one. Two people have already submitted.

Here's another one. If you submit more than two days before my reading period, I'll reject you. If you submit two or one day(s) before my reading period, I'll be harsher.

I like critiquing everything I get, commenting, at least telling you why the hell I didn't like it.

Well, for the last two submissions, I didn't like it because they didn't follow my rules. Too early, AND on a webpage, not in the format I want. Read the goddamn guidelines, which apply to everyone.

Another thing. If you want to become co-editor, there are two ways. The first is be someone I already know fairly well or really well and be interested. The second is by sticking around, being active, as in logging in three times a week, and being interested after three months. I'm picky. It's my ezine, I'm allowed to be picky.

That said, I'm jumping the gun a bit.

Go ahead and submit. Note that it's two days before my reading period. I'm really bored, so I'm giving you all an extension on it. Make my life interesting.

www.avidgamers.com/belair/

Read the Editor's Piece and the submission guidelines. Kthx.

As always, we need members, too. There's nothing you could get away with calling a community there, even if your life depended on it being a community.

Kinda depressing, don't you think?

I'll probably post in about fifteen minutes again. Slow day.
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Defining my Path To Enlightenment

May 30th 2007 20:22
So, since I'm incredbly bored, and have nothing to do-well, that's not true. I have a helluva lot to do, actually: two projects, one of which hasn't been started and the other of which has barely been started, two sheets of geography, massive writing...

Eh, you get the point. So, since I'm procrastinating and pretending I have nothing to do, I thought I'd expand a little on my earlier post by telling you about my spiritual path. Oooh, now I sound all funky pagan-y hippy-ish or something. New age-y, that's it! *Gag


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Enlightenment

May 30th 2007 16:58
This is just a little writing in my 'book of shadows', which is more a description of my path than anything. I call it a book of shadows because that is the first name I heard for such a book, and it fits, although my path is more shamonic than Wiccan. Actually, my path is more anything than Wiccan; I don't follow Wicca's golden rules, so it's not my path. At all. To be Wiccan you must follow the Rede and the Rule Of Three, and I don't follow either. Anyway, here's the piece:

To enter the realm of the awake, of the mystical, one must first become receptive of the mundane. One must begin to define one's xact path to enlightenment, as all are different. One must question the reality in which one lives; one must question the quo that one is surrounded by; but most of all, one must question oneself on all levels of faith and righteousness. One must redefine right and wrong. One must decide on formality and rituals. One must learn to revel in each joy one finds, for they last only as long as we revel in their beauty. One must decide on education and the acceptance of material wealth. One must decide how much training is enough


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Sony Makes Me Angry

May 29th 2007 17:28
Yup. Exactly what I just said. I just got my hands on some interesting info:

For the release of God Of War II, a game for PS2, Sony threw a party. So far so good, right? The party consisted of a headless goat being used as a dip holder. Not good now, is it? Topless women served food and drinks, while putting up with male remarks


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First let me say yesturday was a good day. I went to the poetry night after doing a lot of nothing all day, which was fun. I saw a bunch of old friends, good friends, and a couple people who were new, and someone I knew but didn't know. Are you confused yet?

Sadly, thanks to writer's block from hell, I didn't have any good-new-poems to read them, as I'd only brought my most recent book along. Let me tell you, it's filled with a bunch of crappy poetry, some of which is on the verge of being emo


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Saturday bloody Saturday ^-^

May 27th 2007 01:50
Today I helped my grandmother move...lots of heavy lifting... Which is, of course, so much fun; of course I did it mostly so Mike would let me play his Wii, but he couldn't today because there wasn't room-we're going to arrange it sometime. Wiiii!

Anywho, that's not the most important news. Apart from that, I nearly got arrested for hitting kid S over the head with a broken hockey stick; I got into several long arguements with my mother; and I haven't written a word since Monday


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Blockage much.

May 24th 2007 03:19
I have been completely braindead for two days now, although I'm not entirely sure why. My mind has wandered elsewhere to contemplate running water or something; leaving me here, dejected and lonely, sitting with my manuscript, which has still not been revamped, and my outline book, which has not been filled with ideas for ScriptFrenzy.

Why this is, I'm not sure. But it's starting to really piss me off


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And So It Ends

May 23rd 2007 01:40
Well right now I'm fine, or I'm fine apart from the fact that a cold and a migraine have chosen me as their prime target. No joke. *Rolls eyes* Spectacular.

As is my way, and the way of most of my friends, I tend to look to the future a lot. One reason I always carry my Tarot deck around with me. I wonder what tomorrow brings-next week, next month, the years to come. But there is only one thing I know it brings, or rather, one series of things


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Writing Tomorrow Today is an ezine for science fiction writing, and for nonfiction pieces about the future. Run by me, for now it's not a paying market, but as soon as I can get things up and running, it will be. Just don't have the money right now.

If you're looking to submit, send diannalgunn@gmail.com a story/article/poem of your own from the first of June until the fourteenth. I'll let you know as soon as possible


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Random title.

What will tomorrow bring? I wish I knew, I really really wish I knew, that I could tell you, too, that some part of me just instinctively held knowledge of the future in its grasp


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More Evanescence lyrics!

My back hurts like hell at the moment. Not sure why you care, but whatever


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Random Evanescence music lyric stuff is title.

So, here's an update. My cats are cute; my sanity is lacking (as usual); I got back from out of town yesturday at 11:30; and we watched Spiderman 3


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ARGH!!!!

May 20th 2007 14:32
Hello again. I've been working on and off all weekend. Now I'm sort of working.

By working, I mean writing, of course. Actually, I'm writing a novel. Here's a brief synopsis-type-thing


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Leave me alone,
Alone in the cold
You're dead


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The title's a quote from one of my five favourite songs, Sweet Child O' Mine by the Guns 'N' Roses.

I love my music. I'm devoted to it. I love playing instruments, I play piano and flute by ear and I play the saxophone in school. Singing is another of my passions; I do that to my radio all the time


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Wow.

May 17th 2007 22:40
Now, I'm a writer. But I'm also into the other arts-dance and visual to a lesser degree, and singing and acting almost as much as writing.

The same guy who made The Incredibles, Monsters Inc., and various other movies, (such as Finding Nemo) is coming to TO. He's holding voice acting auditions for people between the ages of 4 and 17. I don't know what part or for what movie, but I'm sure they'll fill us in there


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Because you aren't mine.

May 16th 2007 22:47
Note: this is about an ex, who I screwed up my relationship with, but still like... long story...\
(mild swearing)

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My dearest baby,

May 16th 2007 22:42
Really Long Link

-.- Says it all, really.
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Challenging Me.

May 14th 2007 21:56
I love a good challenge. Especially a good writing challenge. Here are a couple examples of said writing challenges:

nanowrimo.org is where they host National Novel Writing Month, or NaNoWriMo. This is an international event despite its name. The event takes place everywhere, and your goal is to write 50, 000 words. This year will be my fourth year participating. I've only lost once. When I was eleven I won and last November I won again (with over 100 000 words, too


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All grown up.

May 14th 2007 21:35
You covet childhood.

Don't lie. We all know you do. You're the middle class North American with a taxing eight hours a day job. You miss your carefree youth, when you could run around and play all day without ever worrying; you miss the days before that birthday when it suddenly hit you "I'm an adult now". You cling to the childish aspects of yourself or maybe you bury them, but either way, you wish you were young again, but the saying 'you're only young once' is good


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Questioning

May 13th 2007 23:55
This is something I wrote a while ago, about a year and a half. Maybe two years. Not the exact wording, but it works:
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What kind of person are you? If somebody tied you up and threw you into a lake, would you try to break free and swim or just let yourself die? If there was nothing in front of you but vast amounts of suffering, would you give in and give up? If somebody challenged your beliefs, would you stand up for them or sit down and be oppressed


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I also wish I wasn't 13.

May 13th 2007 23:00
I'm a dedicated writer. I love my writing, I work hard at it, I write every day and I have 3 novels-in-progress at the moment.

I'm also the poor ex-welfare girl whose family is now surviving on a barely-past-minimum wage job and a mom's boyfriend's better salary. So I rely on my writing, and I want to be able to use it to make money. So that I can do certain things, like move out when I'm 18 and go to college or university, buy my own graduation dress and so on


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'Ello!

May 13th 2007 22:40
Bio: I'm some random Canadian 13 year old. I've been writing since I was 8, so about five years now, and am a dedicated member of several websites. I participated in NaNoWriMo three times and won twice. I've submitted work to a few respected magazines and one anthology, and am currently waiting to hear back on two memberships.

I have exactly 5 blogs, including this one. Two are at blogger; lifeandrescue.blogspot.com and one for everything else. Life And Rescue is about my esperiences working with animals, mostly street kitties. I also have a personal blog and one at allgirlarmy.org, my feminism blog


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