"I Missed you!!!!!"
May 31st 2007 02:42
now i sit at home and your gone and i'm sooo bummed. i was sad while we where still out, having a slice of pizza, still at the mall, five hours latter. calling you to tell you all the fun stuff we did and found. it was still light out. how could it have been almost nine!! where did our day go?i did go out for chinies,i did go to Joanns crafts, i did go to fashion bug, i did go to the super market of shoes,a nd i did go to all tehr girly shops in the mall and then get pzza since we where starving, but it didn't feel like taht long. Tow girls having a mother daughter day running around the mall while you slept for your first midnight. i "Wanted", no, i "Needed" to see you before you left for work!!! i've been getting mushier and mushier with our relationship. i feel like a schoolgirl with a crush and i wanted to kiss you, tell you good bye. no dammit, i wnate dto sneak in while you where sleeping and fool around!! <big smile> now i have to just settle myself. Kaity wants to listen to music and play cards after we get in the hot tub a bit. i still have a teenie, tiny bit of work on the 911 cross, then tomarow you can put it together. i want to take picture tomarow or friday, and get shirts made up RIGHT AWAY. i'm sooo excited about that. i could just scream. i LOVE switching focus since it's memorial and 4th of july, to the soldier crosses, and since we're still at war. i REALY feel good about all of this taht we're doing. Thank you for being sooo supportive.
i can't believe how much i fall more and more in love with you. maybe it's taht relationships fall apart around us. That makes me sooo thankful that i have you. Thanks for fixing the pool, thanks for weed eating the yyard, Thanks for getting all those plants planted. i thought if i got on my knees in the dirt one more day, my legs would crack. no more on the ground for me. i won't plant sooo much next year. <smiles> "well, i prolly will but. . . <huge grin> we'll deal with it. i did better this year and get better each year. i expected a bunch to die, but they didn't.
"I miss you and i hate when i don't get to see you before you leave, on your first day off on midnights. Kaity joked saying,"Don't be sad mom, we'll prolly still be up when dad gets home anyway!!" lol i don't know about taht now, after shopping all day. i gave her her three hundred for puppy, horse, cleaning and such care. she made out big time this year because i had some biggger liters. <soft smile> it's sooo fun to see their faces when they get new stuff and especialy when they have earned it. she gets up every morning at seven am and takes car of those horses. in the winter she gets up at five or six. depending on daylight time. she sooo earns it. The other two will get theres when they come home.
"Life is Beautiful!" i'm a little sad, but tired enough to fall asleep maybe a little early, then he'll be here.
Tammy
"Life is Beautiful!" i'm a little sad, but tired enough to fall asleep maybe a little early, then he'll be here.
Tammy
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Comment by Ash
Australian Traveller
Flashes of memories
awwwww I love how you love Charlie... that is soo cute.
I hope you will still be awake when he comes home today.... ~giggle~ you took me back a few years.... sneaking around and feeling like a school girl and those mushy stolen kisses.
ash
Comment by charliesgirl_992000
Histeries, Mysteries and what not
Lifes little slices
Mystical Creativity
Thanks, tammy
Comment by katyzzz
Photography Tips
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katyzzz
Comment by KylieW
Celebrity Obsession
What a sweet post. I'm glad you at least got to talk to him on the phone.
Kylie
Comment by Wendi
An endearing post, Tammy.
*hugs*
W
Comment by charliesgirl_992000
Histeries, Mysteries and what not
Lifes little slices
Mystical Creativity
Thanks, Tammy
Comment by charliesgirl_992000
Histeries, Mysteries and what not
Lifes little slices
Mystical Creativity
Tammy