I have a confession
February 13th 2012 14:45
Well boys and girls we all know what time it is cause here you are reading this drivel, again! Well for whatever the reason I am in a mood to write. Have already made a long entry into my journal, made some notes to self on my diet log and now I am writing here. I have come to the conclusion that writing isn’t just beneficial in keeping me from shoving food down my pie hole it is also good for my emotional state of mind. Which at best is still pretty far from level. I had a friend who use to call me pinball. He said I was always one shove from tilt!
Well, I am a bad boy. I picked up a couple of pounds since I last weighed. Not happy about it but more determined now. I felt I had done pretty good but obviously I was WRONG. Hey, it happens. Now I just have to move forward. Not always easy but definitely not impossible. This is the point of the journey where a person ahs to move forward. If I stay here where I am at I will not only keep the 2 extra pounds I am inviting more to join, so I have to knuckle down, cowboy up, man-up or whatever little saying works and get back on schedule. Get back into the routine that works. This is just one little hurdle and there are countless more laying in wait to trip me up one more time. I can nearly hear the thoughts of these evil beings. “This is the one time he will not get up from. He is ours and we are going to keep him FAT and make him even FATTER! HA HA HA!” They laugh sinisterly. Well that is the way it sounds in my head. But reality tells me that there isn’t anyone, real or make believe wishing me badly. There is only me and me is nothing more than human. I know I am going to slip and trip my way to the finish line. I know I will always be a work in progress. But the thing is, I know this and I recognize the facts. Which at times can be hard to do. But be patience, keep motivated and keep pressing in on and you will be a winner.
On a different subject, it has snowed here and it is beautiful. I watched it last night as it fell gently to the ground. Snowy weather is peaceful for me. I guess growing up in Texas where we don’t see much snow just brutal winters from time to time is why snow affects me as it does. It tends to bring out the romantic side of me. I get all poetry and fuzzy. But in a manly type of way you know.
Well I am not going to bore you to tears today. I just wanted to come clean about the gain and what was going on. I am sitting here listening to the wind blowing. There is such a loneliness about the wind in winter. I listen to it howl through the cracks and watch as it blows the snow off the roof. The trees, naked, dance differently in the winter. But it is part of life. We need to find the beauty in everything. It is there we just have to take time out of busy schedules, out of our “ME” time to look. I think what bothers me most about today is, I have to work outside today. Oh well, a good chance to burn off some calories.
Ya have a great day and a better journey. See ya!
Well, I am a bad boy. I picked up a couple of pounds since I last weighed. Not happy about it but more determined now. I felt I had done pretty good but obviously I was WRONG. Hey, it happens. Now I just have to move forward. Not always easy but definitely not impossible. This is the point of the journey where a person ahs to move forward. If I stay here where I am at I will not only keep the 2 extra pounds I am inviting more to join, so I have to knuckle down, cowboy up, man-up or whatever little saying works and get back on schedule. Get back into the routine that works. This is just one little hurdle and there are countless more laying in wait to trip me up one more time. I can nearly hear the thoughts of these evil beings. “This is the one time he will not get up from. He is ours and we are going to keep him FAT and make him even FATTER! HA HA HA!” They laugh sinisterly. Well that is the way it sounds in my head. But reality tells me that there isn’t anyone, real or make believe wishing me badly. There is only me and me is nothing more than human. I know I am going to slip and trip my way to the finish line. I know I will always be a work in progress. But the thing is, I know this and I recognize the facts. Which at times can be hard to do. But be patience, keep motivated and keep pressing in on and you will be a winner.
On a different subject, it has snowed here and it is beautiful. I watched it last night as it fell gently to the ground. Snowy weather is peaceful for me. I guess growing up in Texas where we don’t see much snow just brutal winters from time to time is why snow affects me as it does. It tends to bring out the romantic side of me. I get all poetry and fuzzy. But in a manly type of way you know.
Well I am not going to bore you to tears today. I just wanted to come clean about the gain and what was going on. I am sitting here listening to the wind blowing. There is such a loneliness about the wind in winter. I listen to it howl through the cracks and watch as it blows the snow off the roof. The trees, naked, dance differently in the winter. But it is part of life. We need to find the beauty in everything. It is there we just have to take time out of busy schedules, out of our “ME” time to look. I think what bothers me most about today is, I have to work outside today. Oh well, a good chance to burn off some calories.
Ya have a great day and a better journey. See ya!
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