I am void.
March 29th 2009 00:40
You don’t like the things that I like.
You don’t want to talk about the things I need to talk about.
You don’t like how much I weigh or what I eat.
The way I see things isn’t right for you and that makes me feel wrong.
When I’m hear I am a disappointment.
I am unrealistic.
I am void.
The way I see things is not real for you,
my emotions become invalid.
I buy clothes so I can feel comfortable in myself.
I spend money on labels to reassure me the things I appreciate do exist outside of here.
Somewhere somebody else is buying the same thing.
I am not alone.
I buy books so I have someone to talk to.
Books cannot resent spending time with you.
I talk to the characters about things I like to discuss.
I talk to authors about ideas that make my head spin,
ideas they will understand.
Then you criticise me for the money I spend on clothes I don’t need and books I don’t have time to read.
You don’t want to talk about the things I need to talk about.
You don’t like how much I weigh or what I eat.
The way I see things isn’t right for you and that makes me feel wrong.
When I’m hear I am a disappointment.
I am unrealistic.
I am void.
The way I see things is not real for you,
my emotions become invalid.
I buy clothes so I can feel comfortable in myself.
I spend money on labels to reassure me the things I appreciate do exist outside of here.
Somewhere somebody else is buying the same thing.
I buy books so I have someone to talk to.
Books cannot resent spending time with you.
I talk to the characters about things I like to discuss.
I talk to authors about ideas that make my head spin,
ideas they will understand.
Then you criticise me for the money I spend on clothes I don’t need and books I don’t have time to read.
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