I am a Chaos Vortex
December 28th 2008 03:54
The more I seek the less I find. The more I try, the less I succeed.
I am a chaos vortex. All that is unbalanced falls into my lap, for better or for worse. So far I've landed positively in the "better" side.
Last weekend (at least I think it was last weekend. . . perhaps the weekend before. . . Was there a last weekend? When was it? How long did it stay?) I had the best three days of my life. It was immediately followed by the car breaking down on the highway 20 miles outside of Halifax.
Today was a good day, too. I got to sleep in, goof off a bit, then had a good night at work. I came home, everything was great. Talked to a friend I hadn't spoken to in a long time, went to go see her, and all hell broke loose before I ever made it. Tonight was probably one of the least fun nights of my life, though certainly by no means the "worst".
Did you ever have the feeling that life is a cosmic joke? I mean, many have hypothesized about it, but I can't quite shake it.
I'm not sure if tonight was kharmic retribution, or a massive unbalancing. I suppose I'll find out soon enough.
I should be asleep now. If I fall asleep this very moment, I will almost get 6 hours of sleep to preceed my 13 hours of work tomorrow. That would be nice.
Instead, I'm going to lie awake in bed for a few hours, staring at my ceiling, and wondering what the hell happened.
Chaos, you bitch-- you sure have your timing down pat.
I am a chaos vortex. All that is unbalanced falls into my lap, for better or for worse. So far I've landed positively in the "better" side.
Last weekend (at least I think it was last weekend. . . perhaps the weekend before. . . Was there a last weekend? When was it? How long did it stay?) I had the best three days of my life. It was immediately followed by the car breaking down on the highway 20 miles outside of Halifax.
Today was a good day, too. I got to sleep in, goof off a bit, then had a good night at work. I came home, everything was great. Talked to a friend I hadn't spoken to in a long time, went to go see her, and all hell broke loose before I ever made it. Tonight was probably one of the least fun nights of my life, though certainly by no means the "worst".
Did you ever have the feeling that life is a cosmic joke? I mean, many have hypothesized about it, but I can't quite shake it.
I'm not sure if tonight was kharmic retribution, or a massive unbalancing. I suppose I'll find out soon enough.
I should be asleep now. If I fall asleep this very moment, I will almost get 6 hours of sleep to preceed my 13 hours of work tomorrow. That would be nice.
Instead, I'm going to lie awake in bed for a few hours, staring at my ceiling, and wondering what the hell happened.
Chaos, you bitch-- you sure have your timing down pat.
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