I HATE being jealous.. It drives me nuts. And well what can I say girls are whores...they can’t help it. But never-the-less it bothers me. I’ve decided I can’t let not knowning something bother me so much... Cause really who cares. People are going to do and say what they want... you can’t stop someone. All i can do is hope for the best a prepare for the worse.. but in a relationship I guess preparing for the worse isn’t exactly the right way to go... right? So I’m just gonna figure out something else to do with my time. I just worry so much.. SOOOO STRESSED. I do trust you though babe. I promise... I just worry. Can’t help it i got a stupid girl brain... i’m forced to think this way. Please forgive me.


So if ya’ll could help me think of something a tad bit more productive to do with my time that would be great.

I’ve been drawning alot more lately.. which i’m actually liking even if everything a draw completely sucks. Still it passes the time. I should clean my room.. that would take plenty of time up.. It’s crazy messy. < Not perfect English. But really I have to find something else to do with my time... all I do is think... about devin, or about the "message".... all my little jealous thoughts and it’s driving me nuts. So.. let’s hear them what are some hobbies... besides like reading cause I already do enough of that... but i totally don’t feel like that at the moment anyways...


Love and Karma,
Danielle