All hope abandon, ye who enter here...
January 29th 2007 18:19
this was done about 3 or 4 months ago,when i was kicked out of my house and my boyfriend and i had been on pretty bad trems.
this is half true and half untrue.
she sits back and wonders...what drove her to feel this way..
was it the man in her life?
the man she wanted to have in her life?
was it the meds she kept taken her self off of when she was sure she was better again?
was it the fact she had momie and daddy issues?
She always rememberd the nice things people said about her,but then again,she rememberd more of the bad then good.
with her hand feeled with pills,you know thos silly pills she always had..she downed each one with a sly grin on her face..
wonder what they will say...
boy we all seen it comen ..its not like she hadnt tryed before..
hell she was lucky she didnt die last time when they had pump her tummie and use the paddles on her..
i remember the day she woke up from it all..the look on her face said it all..she started yellin..."what happend???????DNR,DIDNT YOU SEE THE DNR????"..such a sad day that was..
Someone call 911
her daddy droped to his knees and begged the lord to let this be some kind of sick joke ..he started to shake her as hard as he could..shortly after that the ambulance pulled in and 2 stocky men rushed to her side,check her pulse,he lowerd his head and looked at the father and said sir im sorry but shes gone..as the man pulled the white sheet over that pretty cold face of hers,he wonder what could have drove this young woman to do this to her self.
Everyone came to lay her to rest...some crying, some stareing off in to the blue trying to come bout that she really did it this time...wondering why noone seen the cry for help...we seen it every other time,why not this time?
her close friend austin even showed up..the one person she felt she could have talked to and felt better..he always told her she was a good person and always made sure no harm came to her.. but he 4got about her sometime ago...she missed her bestfriend alot and wish she coulda said bye.
and as for Kyle ..she left him a note in her back pocket that her father got later that week...her dads eyes teared up as he read this sweet love letter of death outloud...
and as Kyle walked up to her grave..he sat down and lowerd his head...he bent down and sat 12 black roses on her grave..and walked away..as he got in to his car he blew a kiss and said his sweet good bye to his angel of death
this is half true and half untrue.
she sits back and wonders...what drove her to feel this way..
was it the man in her life?
the man she wanted to have in her life?
was it the meds she kept taken her self off of when she was sure she was better again?
was it the fact she had momie and daddy issues?
She always rememberd the nice things people said about her,but then again,she rememberd more of the bad then good.
with her hand feeled with pills,you know thos silly pills she always had..she downed each one with a sly grin on her face..
wonder what they will say...
boy we all seen it comen ..its not like she hadnt tryed before..
hell she was lucky she didnt die last time when they had pump her tummie and use the paddles on her..
i remember the day she woke up from it all..the look on her face said it all..she started yellin..."what happend???????DNR,DIDNT YOU SEE THE DNR????"..such a sad day that was..
Someone call 911
her daddy droped to his knees and begged the lord to let this be some kind of sick joke ..he started to shake her as hard as he could..shortly after that the ambulance pulled in and 2 stocky men rushed to her side,check her pulse,he lowerd his head and looked at the father and said sir im sorry but shes gone..as the man pulled the white sheet over that pretty cold face of hers,he wonder what could have drove this young woman to do this to her self.
Everyone came to lay her to rest...some crying, some stareing off in to the blue trying to come bout that she really did it this time...wondering why noone seen the cry for help...we seen it every other time,why not this time?
her close friend austin even showed up..the one person she felt she could have talked to and felt better..he always told her she was a good person and always made sure no harm came to her.. but he 4got about her sometime ago...she missed her bestfriend alot and wish she coulda said bye.
and as for Kyle ..she left him a note in her back pocket that her father got later that week...her dads eyes teared up as he read this sweet love letter of death outloud...
and as Kyle walked up to her grave..he sat down and lowerd his head...he bent down and sat 12 black roses on her grave..and walked away..as he got in to his car he blew a kiss and said his sweet good bye to his angel of death
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