The Fat Girl also has a heart...
June 15th 2007 10:13
These days I find myself torn. Between what’s right, what’s wrong, what I may be feeling, what I am feeling, what I want and who I need. I guess you could say that, I’m using people in my life to fill needs that the ones I want to fill them cannot. I accepted long ago that I was in love with someone I couldn’t have. And now, I’m being loved by someone I don’t love back. And I feel like I’m using him up and I can’t stop because, to say it out loud will break his heart. I mean, I’ve had years to figure my own heart out. And it wants what it wants. But, I’m not so sure I can destroy someone else’s world. I don’t want to be the bad guy, and in, as much as I care about him, I can’t keep letting him hold on because I want to do the right thing by not hurting him, but I’m also doing the wrong thing by not being upfront. And I can’t stop! If only this was still school and I could get a friend to tell him that it was over…
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