Fat Girl saves the world - by carliastar

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In a perfect world

July 27th 2009 00:23

I have just experienced the best weekend...well, certainly the best in the longest time!

The new beau told me Thursday night that he was coming to see me...and I was so excited, I barely slept. He arrived Friday after work, and we got to chill and make out and yes...more! haha

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All that heartache...

June 22nd 2007 02:52

I cant seem to get any part of my life to line up with the others at the moment...and its driving me a little bit crazy. I dont have to know every small detail that happens in my life, but I currently dont seem to have anything moving in the same direction. Its an out of control, but seriously empty feeling, all at the same time....

I havent spoken to him yet either. I havent seen him since I posted the last blog. Did you read it? Are you too scared to talk to me? To really listen to what I have to say

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Would it be my fault if I could turn you on?

October 11th 2006 23:01

I know... the sex thing is starting to feel a little old. But I cant shake the dreams...Im not complaining, Im just having restless nights. I dont know about other women out there, but I tend to get very horny when Aunty Flow comes to visit. Everything in my body seems hyersensitive...and every touch is electric. Or at least, thats how it feels. And I just cant scratch the itch... I feel like Im out of my mind half the week, and it usually means that I scrub the house out... from top to bottom, to try and get my mind into a different thought zone.

At the moment, Im also trying to help get things together for my 21st. I've been busy calling everyone, having a laugh with a few and recieving profuse apologies for those who cant come... Im just looking forward to it because I know he'll be there. He promised this is the one thing he wasnt going to stand me up on. And Im being foolish and letting myself believe that. I know that he's going to bail... he has this thing where he thinks my family is out to get him...or that he doesnt fit in with the gang, and its not like I can console that thought when I have the same doubts myself - that is, that I dont fit in with my family.... I guess, we'll know for sure when the day of the party arrives.

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But she's an angel for sure, she just cant stop telling lies...

October 11th 2006 05:33

So Im at a loss. I dont know where this is all coming from. I had a wet dream last night. Can girls even have wet dreams? I was so hot and turned on... I woke up early and couldnt go back to sleep... no matter how hard I tried to close my eyes and sink back into the softness of my bed, I couldnt do it... couldnt slide into the cover of sleep and unconciousness.

I know this is going to sound a bit funny too... but I got my period today. And I whooped with joy. Im into safe sex - almost to extremes. I may be on the pill, but theres nothing like the doubling up and using a condom as well. What I didnt count on was being ill while I was hooking up and it had me slightly worried that maybe, somewhere between getting my socks rocked off and the following day and some naughty shower activities that something... may have... happened that would result in an std or pregnancy. Well, I was more worried about pregnancy then an STD

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when she says she loves me...

October 9th 2006 06:39

Why do I do it? I've got an addiction to this one guy. I go out, and I meet nice guys, and somehow, I never feel anything towards them. Not a single thing. There is only one guy who has ever....sent that spark through me, made me shiver and swoon and that was just over his smile.

I just want to know how it is that there is only one person out there who is meant to do this for you... and what if your one person is someone elses? Not that he is anymore, but he was....until very recently.... not that it made me stop and think, hey girl, this is a rebound thing...stop and think, stop and think maybe if you do this, nothing good will come out of it

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