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Fat Girl saves the world - by carliastar

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Fat Girl saves the world - July 2009

In a perfect world

July 27th 2009 00:23

I have just experienced the best weekend...well, certainly the best in the longest time!

The new beau told me Thursday night that he was coming to see me...and I was so excited, I barely slept. He arrived Friday after work, and we got to chill and make out and yes...more! haha

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My own crusty bear

July 21st 2009 23:04

So I've been thinking for the better part of my night - about my personal insecurities...fueled by my friend.

Im usually, a brush it off kinda girl. But lately, this friend is constantly making herself feel better by constantly going on about my flaws - which are just that, MINE - not hers. I know I need to say something, I dont generally have such insecurity...but something has taken ahold in my mind, and I cant shake it. Its a desperate feeling

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Down with Self Sabotage!

July 5th 2009 23:41

I was in the shower earlier and I was washing my hair and considering my life. Im not about to go mills and boons on you here and describe my shower - just that's where I do my best thinking. I think its because its all very routine and relaxing and your mind is free to just roam...

Anyways. I was considering the latest of my failed attempts at establishing a relationship when I realised that I always let myself sabotage what I want. Every single time. I let work take over my life... I usually say "I dont have a life, I work" BUT I DO HAVE A LIFE! I HAVE MY LIFE! AND I AM IMPORTANT TO ME! AND IF I WANT THIS LIFE TO CONTINUE, I GOTTA TREAT ME BETTER! The strange this is... I was stunned to realise that I was truly able to think this rationally. To be able to see it. Finally

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Ode to Me

July 3rd 2009 23:23

Is it just me... or...is it just me?

I look in the mirror and feel one way about myself with what I see

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Posted By: carliastar - Category: The Fat Diary

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I think I may need AA to get this right!

July 3rd 2009 01:06

Yes. There is a 12 step plan for alcoholics. Wheres the 12 step plan for foodaholics?? WHERE???

Im using online resources, weight watchers resources from when I joined...2 years ago now! Also walking to work and just...trying to be better in general

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Posted By: carliastar - Category: The Fat Diary

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A revival!

July 2nd 2009 01:46

It's been an eternity since I last posted to here! Nothing in life has changed too much. Still the Fat Girl. Still got the same problems Ive always seemed to have...now they're a little more adult, a little more related and a little more crazy!

So whats changed? I finally quit my job, and I moved to a small town. Which is crazy. But. I like small town life. The move happened just on 9 months ago...and Im starting to feel trapped and antsy again, so Im getting ready to move on again...job searching and applying and we all know how the crazy ride between jobs goes

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