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Eyes wide and glazed. Barely a blink, until the sun came through the glass and made him squint. It was the same sort of glass that the smoke came through and made him unable to sleep. Often, refrained from making responsible deciisions, especially cause he was a dad now. He thought it would of stopped after his first, a girl. But it didn't. It only used to go away and hibernate like a bear during winter. But then the gap, it kept getting closer and closer. He blamed it on that whole global warming. He kept feeling warmer, but his other half didn't. She hadn't wanted it to continue into their family life. Especially when the second, the son was born. She glowed and noticed the gaps between his sunrises gradually getting closer.

He says it felt like ages ago, but it was barely 7 days ago that he felt like that. It seems similarly stupid to those fish that get dazed and eaten by the dolphins, sharks, and all the bigger fish in a giant school. You'd think a school that big would teach them something. But he was alright, at least he though he was. He wasn't as bad as heaps of other people he knew. Well, then again he probably wasn't as good, either. The main thing was he had it under control. It used to creep up on him, probably once a week, usually on the weekend. Actually come to think of it, he used to hate it. He once despised it for what it did to people. Some he knew. And some he didn't. But he never wanted to be like that. Like them. He was different than the rest. Well at least he thought he was.

And it was almost inspite of his weakened belief that he started snowboarding. It wasn't long after that he found himself racing downhill with an unphased avalanche, gently strolling behind him. She was coming either way, he just happened to be there that's all. He knew the mountain well. He had hiked it a few times. ">He had never reached the peak, always just high enough to stare it in the face. He used to say you should never sit at the very top, it would be too easy to fall down. Because most people can get up, but wouldn't of known how to get down, except to fall. He never used to come down the hill face. He would help others find a safer way down. It would always take longer but he enjoyed staying up. Being awake when others weren't. Focusing all his energies undisturbed on what he wanted to. He said there was nothing like it.

He went away for a while. A fresh start, opportunities to better himself and his family. But somehow that cat finds you and drags you back. I think he had forgotten most of his mind from before. His memory wasn't as clear, and he wasn't as cautious when he climbed this time. People would tell him, but not many knew. He wouldn't let them know, eventhough he was helping them through the terrains. He said he was always a better teacher than a student. But how can you teach, if you can't learn? Now he was coming down but didn't know how to get out. He couldn't stop. He'd be killed. That avalanche doesn't stop for anyone, it just keeps rolling, just like time. Until finally he was engulfed, neck deep, suffocating, alone and cold. All on his mind was his wife and two beautiful kids. The smoke pouring out the lungs where once it was pouring in. I think he could of gotten out. But he wanted to hurt the people for hurting themselves. He wanted to cause such an outrage with all the information combined to scare them off that mountain. It wouldn't be easy. If he survived it would have been an excuse to get back on it. What lesson learnt?There was no other way and with so much to lose, there would have to be a lot to gain. It had to be the ultimate sacrifice. A physical, tangible being in return for a word, a belief, a journey and a lesson.

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OBAMAs's Osama

November 8th 2008 16:31

Congratulations America on finally getting off your fat asses and voting- 1. 2- for trying to reconcile the unexcusable treatment of the african american people by voting the first and probably only black president. 3 - unfortunately we hastily ate it all up making Obama's presidency the main focus when your bureaucracy has rorted your country inside out, [seen especially in the past two weeks] and throwing me an empathetic face in this time of downturned economy promoting change aint going to get them off the loose. Those people out their that call the shots - no not the governments - the ones behind the scene - are quite cunning. I have to give it to them, this time they have really outdone themselves. I mean I thought September 11th was a shockingly well constructed and unbelievable achievement but yous ate up every nook and cranny they threw at you, even with evidence clearly stating otherwise but this.. Phew, how do they come up with these things?

How uncanny is it that America's first black president just happens to have such a strikingly similar name to their 'worst' enemy? Coincidence - ther's no such thing everything happens for a reason. And guess what - both are bringing about change and if this change is anything like the last, it seems as if it benefits us, but who's shoes are we standing in.Without taking anything away from Obama, he seems great. But he is being used as an outstanding strategic link to the people - people are expecting change - and for this man to bring it . Unfortunately its like putting ice cream, strawberries and maple syrup on burnt pancakes, were gonna know sooner or later. Look how they undoubtedly have half the world seriously believing that one 'black' man can change the most powerful country[so were led to believe] in the world, especially within his 3-4 year term. Without shining too much light on those who really can, ourselves. Just America's actions in the past 7 years alone will take more than twice that to ammend and another ten times that to heal. The bureaucratic syestem still haven't shown the african american people, or the native american people the respect, dignity, or understanding to reconcile a problem that occured over 400 years ago and you'd think they would be more understanding since 80% are jewish(nothing against the good ones there are bad in all religions).

We need not look any further than their interactions with entire countries that are friggin' ATTACHED TO THEIRS. South America has been treated like its been stuck to their ass, and when they need to wipe they do. And becuase Canada actually has a well constructed community - and their crime rate is reasonable (always unreasonable but in accordance to) their people are programmed to dislike their commonwealth neigbour. Then they throw their rubbish in our bins and tell us it was the Arabs, or the Cubans, or the Commnists, or whoever else may have had half a brain to ask how deep the water was and what was in it, before America invited them to jump in and makes us hate them and if we dont hate them too, then we may as well be them

. The problem is these same people give us hollywood, and have unfortunately planted in our heads that life is like a f***ing movie. Rambo used to kill the vietnamese, so it made it alright, to kill vietnamese. Chuck used to kill the Arabs, so of course it was alright to kill them.And Schwarzy used to kill russians who everyone thought were his own kind and it made it even more alright to kill them. [Especially how they suddenly came from miles behind the russians to beat them to the moon - but NEVER went back and everyone just took their word for it. Then they make the terminator somehow the GOVERNOR Of California - beacause - yes you got it - in Demolition Man he was one better as President(there is still always time) - but subconsciously Arnie was a hero already scripted.And there It was, right there in front of our noses the whole time - 24. We should of known america was gonna have a black president with a tv series that popular. When Forrest Gump's muma always said life was like a box of chocolates you never know what youre gonna get, sorry Gump if you're mumma couldn't read the box champ, but I always know what chocolate Im going to get, in fact i pick the purple ones out the roses box coz i know they're the swirls. Its only when the chocolate is handed to you by someone, something- tvmtvetvdtvitvatvntvetvwtvs - in a well presented wrapper that you may be surprised with the flavour inside.

And poor old Geoge Wwya. The guy didn't know how to put his own lunchbox together let alone run the country - but somehow we looked passed america's history of devestating and disgusting actions - and blamed this poor dumb old texan for all the trouble the stars and stripes caused in his term as face - i mean president. [His dad and many others on the other hand was another story - but that's for another blog]
I just don't want Obama's easy to listen to Oprah face - becoming the scape goat for another of this evil congregation's concepts designed TO collapse. I swear it reminds me of a concept that sounded just as good when it was sold to us too - if i can only put my finger on the money - - KA' CHING! So what sort of CHANGE are they gonna LET Osama, I mean Obama bring - whatever they want or need really BUT hopefully it puts some in the pockets of those millions of homeless occupants in 'The Greatest 'DEVELOPED' COuntry on Earth'.

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cONTINUE BEING COUSINS WITH cOUSINS

January 5th 2008 20:25

SLIPPING MY FEET INTO ONE'S SHOES, I CAN'T HELP TO NOTICE THAT MY TOES SCRUNCH UP IN THE SHOE, MAKING IT HARD FOR ME TO WALK. aLTHOUGH WALKING IS SUCH A NATURALLY SUBCONCIOUS PROCEDURE, WHEN I TRY TO WALK IN SOMEONE ELSE'S SHOES I STRUGGLE. wHY? bECAUSE THEY ARE NOT MINE. i CONTINUE TO BE COUSINS WITH COUSINS BECAUSE LIKE FAMILY WE ACCEPT THE GOOD AND THE NOT SO GOOD. I DON'T LIKE THE WORD BAD, BECAUSE IT PLACES ME IN A BOX I AM NOT USUALLY FOND OF BEING IN. mY LAST BLOG WAS RUSHED AND BARELY TOUCHED THE TOPIC, BUT THE IDEAL I WANTED TO PLACE INFRONT OF YOU ALL IS WOULD WE HAVE DONE IT ANY DIFFERENTLY? wOULD COCAINE HAVE BEEN OUR DRUG OF CHOICE? wHY NOT? iT STIMULATES THE MIND BODY AND PROTRUDING ACCESSORY. iT ALLOWS US TO FLOAT WITH THE CLOUDS FOR A SHORT AMOUNT OF TIME WHILST OUR FEET ARE TICKLING THE GROUND, AND BEST OF ALL IT RARELY FINDS TIME TO INTERRUPT MY REASON FOR BEING ME. (mY cOUSINS' EYES)

hOW MANY OF YOU KNEW OR SUSPECTED MY EXTRA CURRICULAR ACTIVITIES, PRIOR TO READING, OR SEEING IT IN THE MEDIA? aND OF THAT PERCENTAGE THAT MADE THAT ASSUMPTION PRE-EMPTIVELY, HOW MANY OF YOU HAVE NOT ENGAGED WITH mR. cHARLIE, OR ANY ONE OF HIS ILLEGAL IMMIGRANT ACCOMPLICES? sEE I ASK HOW MANY HAVE NOT, BECAUSE THROUGH MY EXPERIENCE AND UNDERSTANDING OF TODAY'S CONTINGENT, THERE ARE MORE THAT HAVE HAD ABITE OF THE COOKIE THAN THOSE THAT HAVE NOT. aND IF THIS TRULY IS THE CASE, WHERE WERE ALL THE LETTERS IN THE 'PEOPLE'S SAY SECTION' OF THE MULTITUDE OF NEWSPAPERS, SIDING WITH MY COUSIN, GIVING HIM THE UNDERSTANDING, PATIENCE AND TOLERANCE OUR COUNTRY IS SUPPOSED TO REPRESENT, AND EDUCATING THE 'minority' ON THESE EXTRA-CURRICULAR, SO CALLED RECREATIONAL ACTIVITIES.

THAT is THE PROBLEM. wE WEAR THEIR COLOURS PROUDLY. wE CONTINUOUSLY STOP DISCUSSIONS AMONGST OURSELVES TO WATCH THE REPLAY OF WHAT WE JUST MISSED. wE LINE UP FOR HOURS TO SCORE THE RIGHT TICKETS aND BLAME THE COACH COMMUNALLY, WHEN OUR TEAM ENDURES DEFEAT. bUT WHEN ONE OF THE GREATS OF OUR 'SPORT',[ 'sport', i reiterate the term sport, to underline the concept as something we associate with a past time activity] lETS US IN TO A FACET OF HIS ALONE TIME FETISH, HE TAKES THE FULL FORCE OF A PROBLEM, ALTHOUGH MANY OF US EXPERIENCE, MANY KNOW NOTHING aBOUT! hE BECOMES AS MUCH AS A SCAPEGOAT FOR A GLOBAL PROBLEM AS iSLAM DID FOR 911. BUT IT IS ILLEGAL, IT KILLS PEOPLE, IT ENTICES PEOPLE TO OCCASIONALLY THINK, SAY OR DO THINGS THAT WOULD USUALLY SEEM oUT OF cHARACTER. wHAT YOU MEAN, aLCOHOL?? oH NO SORRY, THAT LETHAL CONCOCTION IS lEGAL AND SERVED AND CONSUMED OPENLY AND POPULARLY THROUGHOUT COMMUNITIES, THROUGHOUT THE LANDS. mAYBE gAMBLING? sTEALING FROM YOUR LOVED ONES, SACRIFICING EMPLOYMENT, AND IN MANY CASES, RICHES, FOR THAT ONE LAST ROUND, OR HIT ON THAT MUSICAL JAMBOREE, ONLY TO SIT AND WATCH IT FLASH BEFORE YOUR EYES. oH NO, THAT'S FINE, ITS GOVERNMENT REGULATED, AND ENDORSED [ nICK xENOPHON sOUTH aUSTRLIAN lIBERAL pARTY MEMEBER eXCLUDED}.

wE ONLY SEE WHAT WE WANT TO SEE, AND IN MANY CASES ARE MADE TO SEE, OTHERWISE WE'D ALL BEING MAKING THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS PLAYING OUR FAVOURITE SPORTS, AND WHO KNOWS MOST PROBABLY SPENDING OUR EARNINGS ON THINGS SOCIETY DOESN'T SEE FIT. mY ADVICE IS EDUCATION. eDUCATE YOUR CHILDREN SO THAT THEY AREN'T IDOLISING ANYONE BUT GOD, EARTH, MOTHER NATURE AND THEMSELVES. tEACH THAT PEOPLE AREN'T BAD BECAUSE THEY MAKE SOME HASTY, UNEDUCATED AND OFTEN gOOD AT THE TIME DECISIONS, BECAUSE AS FAR BACK AS HISTORY TELLS US HISTORY REPEATS ITSELF, AND IT WILL CONTINUE TO DO SO FOR THE LENGTH OF OUR EXISTENCE. wHAT WE CAN DO IS BETTER PREPARE OURSELVES, TO FORGIVE, TRY TO UNDERSTAND, DO NOT JUDGE AND SHOW COMPASSION. mUCH EASIER SAID THAN DONE. bUT HEN AGAIN, WHAT ISN'T THESE DAYS??

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ALMOST COUSINS WITH COUSINS

December 16th 2007 10:34

WHAT IS IT WITH OUR WORLD TODAY, THAT MAKES OUR CHILDREN LOOK UP TO AND STRIVE TO BE MOVIE STARS, MANNEQUIN-LIKE-MODELS AND OF COURSE SPORTS STARS? SADLY IN MANY CASES MORE THAN THEY LOOK UP TO THEIR OWN PARENTS. wE KNOW WHO MADE US LUNCH, MADE OUR BEDS AND TOOK US TO SCHOOL AND HELPED US WITH OUR HOMEWORK, AND PICKED US UP WHEN WE FELL, BUT IN AMONGST ALL OF THIS, DID THAT CRUEL, SINISTERLY FASCIST BOX RAISE US? yOU KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT, WE ALL HAVE ONE, SOME EVEN TWO OR THREE. hOW ELSE CAN WE EXPLAIN, THAT WE WOULD RATHER DEVOTE OUR LIVES TO CHASING GROWN MEN AROUND A LARGE OVAL, WHILST ATTEMPTING TO KEEP POSESSION OF THE BALL AND OUR MAIN OBJECTIVE IS EITHER THROWING, KICKING OR TOUCHING IT THROUGH VARIOUS FACETS OF THE TERM GOAL. iNTURN DEFINING OUR LIVES AS A SUCCESS OR A FAILURE.
wHEN AND HOW AND WHO AND WHAT AND WHERE DID THIS JOYFUL SERIES OF EXERCISE AND COMPETITIVE ACTIVITY BECOME A RELIGION TO BILLIONS AROUND THE WORLD? wHERE IN OUR MINDS CAN WE JUSTIFY LINING UP FOR HOURS, TO PURCHASE RIDICULOUSLY PRICED TICKETS THAT OFFERED US A 50/50 CHANCE OF WALKING OUT GUTTED, ANGRY AND DISAPPOINTED. wHEN ALL IT TAKES IS $30 A MONTH TO PUT THE SMILE ON FACES OF POOR MALNUTRITIONED CHILDREN AND THEIR COMMUNITIES AND HELP BUILD SCHOOLS AND ACCESS TO A SIMPLE UNAPPRECIATED NECESSITY SUCH AS CLEAN DRINKING WATER, OR SO WERE TOLD. yES, WE CHOOSE NOT TO PAY FOR THIS, BUT WELL PAY FOR FOOD THAT MAKES US FAT AND UNHEALTHY, CIGARETTES THAT HAVE PROVEN TO KILL US (STILL NEED MORE RESEARCH AND FACTS RIGHT) AND CARS THAT GO 0-100 IN UNDER 6SECS WHEN WE CAN ONLY 60KM/H AND MAXIMUM OF 110KM/H ON COUNTRY ROADS. sOUNDS A LITTLE SILLY WHEN YOU LOOK AT IT LIKE THAT, DOESN'T IT?

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Music affects the Soul

October 30th 2007 14:36

It seems oblivious to me until i focus on it. But, when i have some hip hop on in my car i seem to be a little more aggressive on the road. The Gangsta seems to be at the wheel, yet goes by unnoticed, until some car cuts me off, accidentALLy, PERHAPS, but i lose it anyway beeping and swearing, and i pull up next to it and its.. some old lady, who is oblivious to me, to my music, to everything around her. She never noticed any of it. I wonder what kind of music she had playing in her car, if any at all, music does affect you, it affects the soul. The soul that controls your feelings, and inturn your actions, some without thought and some smarter than others but affecting you none the less.
I have a calm down station plugged in on memory 1 of my stereo. Mainly classical music, opera, some things you would find on sbs late at night, and i never road rage when that's on. I let it all go.. I let people in in rush hour traffic, i let people in my lane as ssoon as they put their indicator on (usually i'm yelling at them that it is only an INDICATOR to INDICATE to the person behind you that they are wanting to turn into their lane, not a get pass jail free card) but not when this music's on , it's cool for some reason, I just let them do it.
Does music affect you.....???

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Mankind's Progression Forward Backwards

October 14th 2007 19:29

How far we have come in the last century bewilders me. When I sit and ponder and begin to fathom this ever twisting snowball effect I can barely begin to imagine where we could possibly be heading. I was never a religious person; actually I used to think it was the sole creator of conflict, eventually wars. What confuses me the most about man kinds’ progression is the fact that we still see many things the same way we did hundreds of years ago.

The factors that affect the decision to better ourselves are the issues we dealt with first. Those in power, elected or dictated, have specific objectives at hand. They may have begun their political or judicial journey with a good heart on their sleeve, but as they continued through the webs of greed, power and success, it was not long before they began wearing their infected sleeves, on their hearts

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Drugs Eyes

October 8th 2007 06:58

For thousands of years man has plagued his brain with many kinds of drugs, but why is it now it has taken such a toll on society? The multinational pharmaceutical company has inflicted greater harm than good and in turn reaped great profit from doing so. From the developing countries originates much of the developed world’s drugs, yet they are the ones who are seen as worse off. It doesn’t make much sense to know that when we have so much, we need so much more, even though we all now the grass is never greener. People partake in drug usage for a number of reasons, and through a variety of avenues. I k now for me it began with the good old brass pipe on the back of the oval and laughing our heads off through class and getting sent outside. You could tell the pot heads from the intellects and I fit somewhere in the middle. By the time I had reached yr 12 harder drugs had filtered there way through and into the weekend party scene, but it was generally seen as taboo. Today, it is not like that at all. In the clubs everyone is on something, Ecstasy, Meth, and now Ice, its becoming a kaleidoscope of drugs and repercussions mixed in with the youth’s unnerved nature and the willing to, Do Now and Think Later. Although later may be sooner than we all think.

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