These are sins and secrets of how I came to be. I am still trying to put this puzzle together because along with the sins and secrets there are lies too.
...all prior post as they seem to have little relevancy to the person I am at this moment. That person is gone and shall never return. Not a sad story yet a true one.
Fear is losing one's mind and I fear that is the path my conscience has taken.
Having been given all the opportunities that others would relish, I have squandered every one of them. Fighting no one but myself I have given up on my humanity. I have given up.
In the posts to follow I will try to bring forth the past with no regrets; perhaps a confessional if you will, as to what I did to others and what others have done to me.
If you recognize anything I have written, perhaps it is something in yourself.